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Summary: Lore escapes and gets
more than he bargained for – and quite enjoys it.
Author's
Note: Set after Descent II. The character name ‘Ananya’ comes from a sweet floral
perfume from The Body Shop, which is
sadly no longer made :( and the name ‘Hamble’ comes form my favourite doll from
the Australian Play School. She was
so pretty! Sadly, she no longer appears.
Rating PG
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THE TEACHER
Everything had gone wrong and
he panicked. Lucky for him, he had planned his escape, in case things got ugly.
He darted around the corner, avoiding the colossal Borg brawl. Knowing Data
would soon be after him, haste was on his mind. He bolted down the corridor and
into the room, practically flying across the room, to his control panel and
began to activate it.
"Lore."
The One froze when he heard the
voice. Would it be too late now? Lore turned to face his brother, whom he noticed
was armed, with a Borg phaser. There was so much he wanted to tell Data - only
now, realizing what he had done was wrong.
He wanted his brother to be
with him, but felt a pang of guilt, as he realized he had denied his brother's
freedom. But what could he do about that now? What had been done was done. Lore
knew he was considered extremely dangerous, and of course, it was Data's duty
to stop him. He wondered what it would be like if things were different. But
what good would that do him now? He seemed to always be doing the wrong things.
Could he do something right for a change? Still be himself, of course, but do
something good? Who would believe him if he suddenly decided to turn over a new
leaf? And besides, Data had a job to do. Lore wanted to start over, but didn't
know how and the one who could most help him was pointing the business end of a
phaser right at him. Lore knew he'd stuffed up big time and didn't know how to
make things right. Trying to talk Data out of it was futile, but he tried anyway,
carefully hiding how desperate he was, but as Lore expected, Data was having
none of it.
Only one thing he could do -
risky, but the only way out. He disconnected the flow of emotions he was
emitting to his brother, setting Data free. Lore instantly grabbed his phaser
and whirled around. Data fired first, the blast almost hitting an astonished
Lore. Lore had moved quickly, avoiding the blast, even he wasn't sure how he
did it, but he didn't care. He crouched behind the control panel for cover,
then fired at Data. Data swivelled sideways and the blast hit the far wall in
the corridor. As Lore crouched by the control panel, he saw Data's shadow
nearing him. He peeked around the corner and fired, throwing his brother off
balance. Lore began to stand, Data was quick to his feet also, and fired at
Lore. Lore ducked the blast, but felt the heat as it passed overhead. Data's
weapon was not set to kill, but Lore deduced from the blast that the setting
was high enough to whack the living daylights out of him, incapacitating him,
giving Data more than enough time to deactivate him, and he could not let that
happen.
The brothers fired at one and
other, skilfully manoeuvring themselves out of the blast paths. Data blasted
Lore's arm. Lore winced and staggered backwards, and saw Data wasn't about to
stop there. Lore ripped a panel off the wall, and held it in front of him,
diverting Data's next blast.
"I cannot let you escape,
Lore..."
"And I can't let you kill
me."
"I do not intend to
kill-"
"You'll disassemble me, right.
Same dif."
Lore threw the panel at Data,
giving him enough time to blast his brother's phaser, rendering it useless. The
panel clattered to the floor and Data looked at Lore, pointing the phaser right
at him.
"If you destroy me, Lore,
it will only make things worse for yourself. Starfleet and the Federation
will-"
"To Hades with them! They
want to disassemble me anyway. I know I fucked up, Data but no one cares enough
to help me, least of all you. You would have shot me with that blasted thing
and disassembled me - that's virtual death, Data for us. You know that. You've
never even bothered trying to understand me, what I've been through in my life,
because you just don't give a damn." Lore's words came out more
emotionally than he would have liked.
Data listened to what Lore was
saying to him, seeing his brother becoming upset and emotional, he decided to
use that to his advantage. Something inside him felt against doing that, but it
was the only way he felt he could complete his duty. Data took a step closer to
Lore. Lore backed off a little.
"Stay back, Data, I'm
warning you."
"Lore, I want to help you.
I am not going to hurt you."
Lore listened to the words, and
they sounded reassuring, but he wasn't sure. Data walked closer toward him.
"Stop..." Lore said,
growing uneasy, but Data would not.
Lore panicked again and fired,
the next thing he saw was his brother being hurled across the room and crash
into the far wall. Data had landed in a sitting position and Lore approached
him. "I didn't want to shoot you, Data, but you didn't leave me much
choice."
Data looked at his brother.
"It's set to maximum
stun," he said. "I had no intention of killing you, Data. You are my
brother, even if we're ... enemies."
Data said nothing and didn't
take his eyes off Lore. He was immobilized, helpless and totally at Lore's
mercy, as he had been before, and Lore had taken advantage of that. Lore could
have sworn he saw fear in Data's eyes, even after he'd severed the emotional
link.
"Your friends will find
you," he said, "and your automatic repair systems'll repair the blast
damage - and, Data, the implants can be removed from Geordi's brain. I was
going to remove them myself, when I discovered it wasn't working, but I never
got the chance. I hope we meet again. There's a lot we need to talk about and
sort out, but now isn't the time."
"I cannot let you cause
... the deaths of any more ... people, Lore," Data said, his voice weak.
Lore looked at his brother.
"Perhaps I want to start a new life - give myself the chance no one else
would and help myself, because no one else gives a shit. What makes you think I
enjoy the loss of lives? I don't. Everything I do to try to belong and be
accepted turns out to be wrong. Sometimes I wish I was never created at all. I
don't want to hurt or kill anyone, Data and I know I was wrong to do what I
did, but I know there's more to me than simply being your 'evil' twin. I
wish others knew that too, but they don't and when I try, every bugger wants to
disassemble me. They don't even try to help me, or see there's anything more to
me that being 'an evil android.' It's not fair, Data. I wish you
understood."
"Perhaps, we can sort this
out someday, and I agree that there is much we need discuss but I do not
believe that you will not kill again and as for here and now, I believe you
will continue to do what you have been doing and keep on doing so, until-"
Lore cut him off. "I've
heard enough. Fine. Believe what you want to believe. Just wait and see. Goodbye,
Data."
Lore turned around and walked
back to his control panel to complete the escape sequence.
"Lore..."
Lore turned back to Data.
"Perhaps," Data said,
"also..."
There was a pause.
"What is it?" Lore
asked,
"I..." Data paused
again.
Lore caught on to what he was
trying to do and smiled.
"Nice try, Brother Dear,
but stalling isn't gonna work."
He took one last look at Data,
before entering the Borg shuttle and closing the hatch. His brother looked
somewhat relieved that Lore had not chosen to blast him out of existence. Data
also seemed worried that he was escaping, and might cause more damage and wreak
more havoc, but Lore honestly didn't have a clue what his future plans were.
Right now, the only thing on his mind was getting the hell out of here, and he
made good his escape.
* * *
Riker and the security team
burst into the room.
"Data!" Riker rushed
to him. "Thank God we found you. What happened? Where's Lore?"
"I am all right,
sir," Data said, "or I will be in 65.5 seconds. Lore severed the link,
immobilized me and ... escaped. I was unable to stop him. I am sorry."
"If only we'd gotten here
sooner," Riker sighed. "It's not your fault, Data. The Enterprise can
track Lore's shuttle."
The android nodded. "I am
afraid he will be long gone by now, Sir."
Riker thought he heard anger in
Data's voice, but Data had told him that Lore had cut off the link.
Although Data wished he could
believe Lore's words about starting a new life, but did not conceive it
possible and was not going to give up on apprehending him.
* * *
Inside the shuttle and
paranoid, Lore checked the sensors, every two or three minutes, the very least,
to make sure no one was in pursuit. He felt like a jittery, nervous Marmot. His
shields were up full and he was speeding along to the shuttles maximum warp of
3.3, as opposed to the Enterprise's 9.9. He grew more and more anxious
and nervously began tapping his fingernails on the shuttle's console.
After a few hours, he began to
calm. They hadn't come after him, which was a good sign, and if they had known
which direction he was headed, they would have. It was Lore's good fortune that
they'd spent time with Data, the other Borg and that accursed Hugh.
"God only knows why I got
mixed up with them ... I wanted to help ... I wasn't going to kill Data in
front of them. The phaser was set to stun and I was going to 'repair' him
afterward. Why did it all go so wrong?" Lore sighed, upset. The phaser
he'd given Data to 'kill' Picard had also been set, to stun, of course Data
wasn't meant to know that. Picard would have been more useful to Lore alive.
Lore thought about what he would have done if Data had proved loyal to him. The
testing on Geordi and the Borg wasn't working, so he planned to reverse it ...
Lore hadn't meant for things to go so terribly wrong. He had wanted to be with
his brother, but now, thinking back, it had been wrong to control him. Lore
wanted to make things right, but if he went back now, they'd disassemble him
like a bunch of hungry piranhas and who would care enough to repair and
reassemble him now? Not Data, not anyone. Lore wanted to set things right with
his brother and he'd bungled it.
He sat, angry with himself
knowing there wasn't time left to try anything. It would have to wait - wait
until when, Lore had no idea. It angered him, he wanted to do it now, but knew
Data would not forgive him for what he did, not for quite a while. It upset
Lore, but he knew he only had himself to blame. If only Data knew - if only
others knew what his life had been like, but how could he tell them when
everyone was against him? Picard had fought for Data's rights as a sentient
being.
What about my rights? I'm as
sentient as Data...
He knew he'd done some very
questionable things, but no one would accept him or even give him a chance, and
the more rejection was thrown in his face, the more it hurt, the more Lore
rebelled. He had tried not to be upset by it, but it was very difficult to
ignore.
"I guess it's up yo me to
give me a chance, since no one else gives a crap," he said to himself.
"So, Lore, where to now? We're more than 65 light years away from
Federation space. Good. We're also well away from the Klingons, Romulans,
Pakleds, Yiridian, Ferengi, and we're no where near Borg space, thank God. So
where the Hades are we?"
Lore had a habit of talking to
himself, which he had developed on the Omicron Theta colony, where the
rejection started. He had felt so unwanted and lonely there. He was the only
person who would comfort him and the only one he could trust and talk to,
confide in - and he was the only one who would listen. He wished others would
listen and care, but that hope grew dimmer with every passing day. What hope?
Lore had never gave up hope of someone understanding him and caring for him,
but when was another matter entirely. Most of the time, that hope seemed
like wishful thinking. He forced himself not to dwell on the subject now. The
sensor in Lore's shuttle suddenly bleeped, causing Lore to jump more than the
proverbial ten feet, almost having a servo pump attack, then he sighed with
utter relief when he saw the sensor had detected a planet. It was too far away
to be seen visually, but Lore decided he would head there for now.
The planet came into view,
green, rather large and inhabited by humanoids.
"Well it's better than
being taken to pieces, I suppose," Lore said to himself. He scanned the
world, it seemed rather primitive. No radar, sensors, or anything capable of
interstellar travel. He picked out a forest where he would set down. A good
thing this planet had come up, Lore thought. This shuttle wasn't too durable,
which angered him. He had ordered the Borg to construct a strong shuttle. What
if he had been caught by the Enterprise? There was no way it could have stood
up to an assault from a Galaxy Class starship. He'd have had two choices.
Either surrender and be taken to pieces or stay in the shuttle and be blown to
pieces. Wow. Some choice. The more Lore thought about it the more he decided he
would have surrendered. At least then he'd have a chance of being
repaired. Lore was thankful things had not turned out that way. At least something
had gone right.
The shuttle approached the
planet. Lore made sure it had enough power and momentum to break through the
planet's atmosphere. If it didn't, he'd have to keep on travelling through
space, unless he wanted to be torn to shreds, but fortunately, it did. Grateful
and satisfied, Lore began to land.
The shuttle shook vigorously,
but nothing Lore couldn't handle. He landed it in a clearing in the forest and
clutched onto the control panel as it thudded to the ground. It was quite a
clumsy thing. Apparently shuttle making wasn't in the Borg's field of
expertise, but nevertheless he had escaped in it and it had served its purpose.
Lore was safe and that was all he cared about right now. He checked the sensors
again, which detected humanoid life forms beyond the forest - a different
species from the ones Lore had detected before, so he concluded from that, that
this planet wasn't totally ignorant of other life forms. Good, he
thought, I won't be as conspicuous. Usually he liked to stand out, but
that wasn't exactly appropriate here. He checked the other controls of the
shuttle, and bashed the console in anger when he discovered the engines had
burnt out and he didn't like his chances of finding materials on this planet to
fix them. The sensors were the only thing that worked on the shuttle, and even they
were shoddy at best.
"Well, looks like your
flyin' days are over," Lore said, climbing out of the shuttle and securing
the hatch.
He looked around and smiled.
Who would think to look for him here? He walked out of the forest, into a large
clearing, covered with grass, then something caught his eye - a flash of red
and black in the distance. Lore spun around to see two armed Starfleet officers
running toward him, and panic struck again. His face became even paler. Oh
my God ... How could they have found me? I didn't detect any Federation ships
... This isn't a Federation world .... Lore didn't want to kill them.
That'd make things far worse for him than they already were. He couldn't get
close enough to render them unconscious - they'd shoot him and if there were
two Starfleet officers, there'd be more - and Data would be here too. Lore
swallowed. Where could he go? The men were closing on him and so Lore bolted
through the forest, as fast as he could, which was pretty fast. He had no idea
where he was going or for how long he could elude them. He ran into a town,
with old fashioned stone and wooden buildings. Much like the mid 20th century
Earth. Lore remembered seeing some vids on Earth on Omicron Theta, but scenery
wasn't exactly on his mind right now. He kept running. In his panic, he fled
into a large grey stone complex and didn't stop until he came to a dead end. He
spun around, expecting to see the Starfleet officers soon bolting down the
corridor, but it was deserted. Perhaps they've lost me, he hoped, but
then he heard footsteps, coming closer. Lore tensed and prepared himself.
The person emerged from the
adjacent corridor. She was a middle aged-elderly woman and unarmed. She was
obviously a native of this planet. Lore sighed with relief. Hearing him, the
woman turned around.
"There you are at last
...."
Lore looked at her, puzzled.
"Don't look so
alarmed," she said. "I know no one wants this job, but it's really
not so terrible. I thought you said you'd decided not to come. Quite a lot of
them do that. They're desperate for a job, and when I offer them this one, they
turn white and run for the hills. You've turned pale already."
Lore almost smiled. "Uh
... this is my natural skin color..." was all he could say, wondering what
in Hades the woman was on about.
"Oh," the woman said.
"I do apologize. From another world?"
Lore nodded.
She smiled. "We have quite
a lot of off-worlders here, not that we can go to other worlds, mind you. Now
that would be something special."
Lore' his mind was racing,
thinking about the Starfleet Officers.
"You took a risk coming
here today," the woman said.
For a brief moment, Lore
thought she knew, then she continued. "A murderer, escaped from prison
this morning and has been terrorizing the entire town. That's why all the doors
are locked. I was going to lock the front door, when I saw you. Are you sure
about the job?"
What job? "Yes," Lore said, "I'm
sure," wondering what the Hades the job was, but anything to keep away
from those blasted Starfleet officers.
The woman smiled, bringing
brightness to her dull face. "I'm glad you changed your mind. This morning
you telephoned me and told me to shove the job up - well, I don't care to
repeat the rest."
"Oh," Lore said,
quickly, "... that was my brother."
"He didn't have to be so rude."
Lore almost laughed.
"Well, I'm glad to get away from him. We've never exactly gotten on. I'm
glad to take the job. What is it exactly?"
The woman threw back her head
and laughed. "No wonder you're so eager! I sincerely hope you decide to
stay."
"At the moment anything's
better than being with my brother."
"You really don't like
him, do you?"
"Let's just say we have
our differences."
"I understand," the
woman said. "How rude I've been. I've not introduced myself. Such things
always slip my mind. I'm Seth, Headmistress of my school, Lady Seth
Elementary."
Lore hesitated for a moment,
but no one here knew him or his background, so he told Seth his name.
"Law?" Seth said,
"like the police?"
Lore was amused and his face
showed it. "No. L-o-r-e."
"Oh," Seth said.
"That is an interesting name."
"Thank you," Lore
said, genuinely. No one had ever commented on his name before. "I like
your name too."
"It's a family name,"
she said, "has been for generations and I'm honored and proud to bear
it."
Lore followed Seth as she
showed him around the school. There were many classrooms, including science
labs and computer classes. Primitive by Lore's standards, but he said nothing.
There were also art rooms. Even though this was a backward world, some of the
weird and wonderful artwork and sculptures Lore saw in the rooms impressed him
and appealed to him.
"Some have won awards in
art shows," Seth said proudly.
"I'm not surprised."
Seth closed and locked the door
and lead Lore away. Lore saw some school children in some classrooms, but none
in the corridors, as they had all been instructed to stay inside until the
escaped prisoner had been captured. The school was quite large and it took Seth
quite a while to show Lore the entire grounds. She lead him into a room.
"This is our stationary
room, if you need anything, you can take it from here, but mark in the book
what you take, so I can order more when we run out. If you have any problems,
you can come and see me - and don't worry about the noise the children make -
the building's soundproof."
Seth showed Lore that main
office. "This is where I do a lot of my work." I'm usually in here if
you need me. I operate as a counsellor too."
Lore sighed inwardly. He had a
lot of problems, but private ones he didn't care to discuss with anyone. He
looked out of the window, which looked out onto the town and froze when he saw
the two Starfleet officers running, but not in his direction. He was grateful
that they hadn't seen him and he wanted to get out of their sight, but when he
saw next surprised him. He watched as the two uniformed men grabbed a person in
a grey overcoat, tackle him to the ground and hand-cuff him. Lore looked
closer. They weren't wearing Starfleet uniforms, a damn sight close, but not
exactly, and they had badges pinned to their uniforms, which Lore's saw with
his keen vision, which clearly said - POLICE - Lore cursed himself for making
such a mistake. If he hadn't been in such a damn panic, he would have realized
- needless to say he was utterly relieved that Starfleet wasn't here. Lore
watched the police drag off the struggling man.
"They've got him!"
Seth exclaimed. "That's the man who escaped! Oh, that's a relief. I hope
they lock him up for good. It'd good to feel safe again."
You're tellin' me! Lore thought, as he followed Seth down
another corridor. This place seemed to have more corridors than the Enterprise.
Seth stopped at a closed door.
"You may not like what you
are about to see."
"Is it really that gross a
job?" Lore thought it may have something to do with dissecting animals.
He'd never liked the notion, feeling like a dissected animal himself.
"Take a look for
yourself." Seth opened the door to reveal a children's classroom with no
less than 29 little ones uncontrollably running about yelling, screaming,
making one Hades of a ruckus. Seth closed the door.
"Do you think you can
handle them?"
"... uhh .... Sure."
"You're either desperate
for a job, insane or desperate to get away from your brother."
Lore smiled. "All of the
above."
Seth smiled. "You're
prefect."
Another smile touched Lore's
lips and he tried to think of how he could manage the children appropriately.
And how long he would have to do the job before he could blow the joint. Seth
opened the door again. As before the children were running about and screaming
all over the place, practically falling over one and other. They seemed to
quieten down a little when they saw Seth.
"This is your new
teacher," she said. "His name's Lore.
L-o-r-e." Seth turned to
Lore. "They're all yours, the little darlings. Good luck."
Lore smiled. Seth seemed to
care about them, as noisy as they were. Before he could ask her exactly what he
should do, she was gone. The children seemed to have calmed and were looking
expectantly up at Lore. He looked at them all, taking in their faces, and he
noticed one small girl, sitting alone in the corner, by a long, high set of
ugly grey lockers. clutching a dirty white teddy bear and a purple toy car. She
looked at him, only for a moment, then looked very withdrawn, as if she didn't
want anyone to see her. Lore saw how uncomfortable she felt and was beginning
to feel uncomfortable himself and decided to leave her be for the time being.
"Are you our new
teacher?" one boy asked.
"Uh .. I think so,"
Lore said, which brought a few giggles.
Lore looked around at the
children again. Ironic, he thought, how he could command and lead the Borg, one
of the most feared races in the Galaxy and he hadn't a clue how to manage
twenty nine rowdy children, but he smiled. There's a first time for
everything. Lore was sure being strict, stern and ordering them about would
make the children dislike him and be afraid of him, and he didn't want that. He
wanted them to like him, if that was possible, he hoped.
"Well ... Seth told you my
name's Lore," he said to the class, not knowing what else to say.
"Good morning, mister
Lore," the children chided.
Lore smiled. "No, Just
Lore."
Lore's didn't want to admit it,
but he felt very uncomfortable, insecure and unsure of what to do. He felt
awkward telling the children what to do and didn't even know exactly what he
wanted them to do. They were still quite restless and noisy, but Lore felt he
could bear that. It was better than being disassembled. He sat on the teacher's
stool.
"Are you going to read us
a story?" one girl asked.
"What's your name?"
Lore said, looking at her.
"Selma," she replied.
"The books are behind you."
Lore turned around and saw a
whole stash of children's books on the shelf. He pulled one out and read the
title to himself. "The day the girl ran away because her father lost her
dog. And she was really angry." It was the most ridiculous title he'd ever
heard and was about to put the book back on the shelf, but remembered something
his father once told him about not judging a book by its cover, so he flipped
through the short picture book. "Definitely not as bad as the cover - it's
worse." Lore looked at the other books, but they all had ridiculous
sounding titles. Who writes this crap?!
The children seemed to want a
story read to them, so Lore opened the book began to read to read the story
about the angry girl and the lost dog, and showed the class the terrible
pictures.
"One day, the little girl was
sitting in front of the house and her father came out and she said, 'Daddy I
hate you for losing our dog.'
'But I have not
lost the dog.'
'You did last time
and I know you will again.'
And that is exactly what did happen.
The father lost the dog and the girl was really angry. Then she ran away to
find the dog and she found the dog and came back home again and they all lived
happily ever after. The end."
"Puh-leese!" Lore
said softly. "Gimme a break!"
"That's not in the
story," Yumi said.
"What story?" Lore
asked.
And they laughed. That tiny
piece of prose (if you could call it that) was written on 20 pages with horrendous
drawings of revolting colors. "Talk about wasting paper!" Lore looked
at the children.
"Do you have a
favorite?" he asked.
"No," Zoisite said,
they've all been read to us before."
Well Lore wasn't about to waste
his or their time by telling them any more stupid stories they'd heard God
knows how many times.
"You're supposed to give
us our lunches," Meada said.
"What lunches?"
"They're over there,"
Soales said, pointing to the far corner of the classroom, where some brown
paper bags lay in a yellow basket. Lore walked to the lunches, followed by all
the children, except the girl in the corner. He picked up the basket, full of
brown paper bags. The children began ripping open their bags. The lunches were
all boring looking sandwiches, all the same except for one.
"Not fair! You got the
chocolate cake last time!"
And they fought over that. Lore
was about to quieten them down when he noticed the girl in the corner wasn't
there anymore. He was puzzled, as he hadn't noticed that she'd moved. Although
he wouldn't admit it, he felt a little worried. He turned his attention back to
the children, making one hell of a mess. They were eating politely enough, but
looked very grubby and that had finally decided who got the chocolate cake -
the carpet.
Lore looked back to the corner
and was astonished to see the girl back there with her lunch bag, quietly
nibbling, seeming content, but she still looked very withdrawn, perhaps by a
past experience or fear? Lore decided not to disturb her.
While the children were eating,
Lore began looking at the other books in the classroom, not story books, but
textbooks - all of which were incredibly basic as far as he was concerned.
Later, Lore found himself
cleaning up after the children, which he found annoying, but couldn't help
seeing the amusement in it and he looked at them.
"You're supposed to eat
your lunch, not wear it."
The children giggled at that.
Selma went to the cupboard and brought out some wet wipes for the others. They
began roughly wiping their hands and faces and throwing the dirty towels away.
Lore finished gathering all the empty lunch bags and dirty towelettes and
putting them through the narrow hole in the garbage bin, which churned up the
rubbish, then he turned to the children.
"Help me out here,"
he said. "What was the last thing your last teacher taught you, so we can
take off from there?"
"We can't remember,"
Merli said. "The other teacher didn't like us and went away. Our books are
there."
She pointed to a pile of text
books. Lore took them of f the shelf and had a quick flip through them. He was
surprised at the messy writing and incorrect answers to very basic questions
and arithmetic, but didn't say anything about it and handed the books out. He
also noted the books had been marked, but nothing had been done about the
incorrect answers. He saw the books were almost full and made a note to get
some from the stationary room.
"So we'll start at the
beginning ..." he said, pulling out the first on the arithmetic book
series.
"We've done that
one," Darius said.
"Do you understand
it?" Lore asked.
"It's math."
"Yes? And?"
"And we've done it."
"Do you understand how
to do it?"
"It's about numbers and
stuff."
Lore smiled. "Well, do you
know how to work out the numbers and stuff?"
Darius shook his head and Lore
nodded.
"Well there's no point in
going further ahead until you do understand it, otherwise none of you will
understand anything."
"The other teachers just
said to do it, and didn't say anything about understanding it."
Lore may not have been the most
experienced teacher in the universe, but he did know teachers were meant to teach.
"That's the whole point of
learning," he told the children. "There's no point if you don't
understand it."
Darius and the other children
seemed to understand what Lore was driving at.
"Now, if you'll all wait
here, I've got to get some things."
Lore stood up and exited the
classroom.
He found Seth in her office.
"What can I do for
you?" she smiled.
"I need a little help
..."
Lore took a breath. He didn't
feel comfortable asking others for help.
"Yes?" Seth asked.
"First of all, I'm
supposed to read them stories, but they've all been read before and all of
those books are so .. so ... I don't mean to offend, but they're
pathetic."
Seth sighed and nodded.
"They're all like that."
"And," Lore continued
after a pause, "I looked through their exercise books and almost
everything was wrong - and it wasn't corrected properly."
Seth nodded, seemingly
embarrassed. "No one holds much hope for those children," she said.
"No teacher had really cared enough to sit down and explain things to
them."
"But how are they supposed
to learn anything?"
Seth was silent and Lore could
tell she was upset.
"I'm sorry," he said.
"I didn't mean to-"
Seth waved a hand, cutting him
off. "No, it's not that. It's just so hard, that's all."
Lore waited for a few moments
and then continued. "I found the text books and I've an idea where I'll
start, but what else do I have to do? They've eaten their lunches and-"
"Have you never taught
before?"
"Well no ..." Lore
said. All of a sudden, he wished he hadn't said that. He wanted to keep this
job, however weird and different it was from what he was accustomed to.
"No matter," Seth
said. "As long as you don't quit. I've become so desperate for someone to
teach them. We haven't had a teacher in a while, so I've ben looking after
them, but I'm so busy, having a whole school to run. I wish I could teach them
it myself, but I can hardly handle any more responsibilities."
"I won't quit," Lore
said, much to Seth's relief.
"Thank you. You also have
to supervise them during play time and craft time. Play time is the time
they're given to play with the toys that are supplied and craft time is when
they're allowed to make things. The supplies are in the large cupboard near the
door. You also have to clean up after them. Sometimes they'll clean their own
mess and put away their things, but don't hold your breath. Their lunches come
through the chute into the basket. Their breakfasts and dinners come through
chutes in their dining room, next to their bedrooms.
"Dining room? Bedrooms?
You mean they live here?"
Seth nodded. "No one cares
about them. I do, but I don't have the time or the energy to be with them all
the time. When I came to the school, I set up resources to teach and help
unwanted children. All of them have learning or physical disabilities and are
unwanted by their parents."
Lore felt something inside him
twinge as Seth went on.
"It pained and sickened me
to see so many of these children left to die, or to fend for themselves. They
never had anywhere to go, and so I set up this facility in the school to look
after them. It surprised the whole community, and I'm glad to say, opened their
eyes a little to what was happening. It's not as bad as it used to be, but no
one wants to love or teach them. They believe it's a waste of time, and the
children don't think anyone cares about them either, which is unfortunately
mostly true. And so they're uncooperative, loud and noisy and most other
teachers can't be bothered with them. Little Selma, for example has ADD, or Attention
Deficit Disorder, making her forgetful and she finds learning very difficult,
and she gets upset easily, but she's very helpful."
"I noticed that,"
Lore said. "I've heard of ADD. Where I come from, a permanent cure was
discovered for it."
Seth smiled. "At least
there's care for disabled people somewhere in the Universe. Here, children with
disabilities are looked upon as being stupid no hopers that won't get anywhere,
and yet they create such beautiful things and are quite intelligent, but express
it in different ways. Physical deformities/disabilities are extremely rare on
Magratica, but I'm afraid there are many more people with learning
disabilities."
Lore nodded. He'd never given
much thought to people with disabilities, but he hadn't discriminated either,
and he didn't think it was right to reject anyone. He'd had a gut full of
rejection in his life. He'd been against all biological life forms for they way
humans had treated him, but was beginning to realize that they all weren't
responsible for what had happened to him. Perhaps he would get another chance.
Perhaps this was his other chance and he was determined not to
balls it up.
"I want to help
them," he said. He'd felt rejected all his life - unwanted and uncared for
and he wasn't going to reject these children. He was going to help them, be
there for them, help them and hoped they would do the same for him.
"Thank you," Seth
said, sincere. "It's not often one comes across someone like you."
Lore smiled. "So what do I
have to do?"
"Well," Seth said,
"next to the bedroom are bathrooms. The children always bath after dinner.
They love it. Just make sure they're all organised. They're capable of bathing
themselves. Put all their dirty day clothes in the cleaning machine. It washes
and dries. Their night clothes and bed clothes get washed once a week and are
placed on their beds. Each child has a few sets of day clothes and they wear
what they like. They do sleep when they're tired and they're not too noisy at
nighttime. I'll give you a timetable and a list of past teachers - and see if
you can organize the classroom. I know it's a right mess in there, but I really
want those children to be someone. I wish I could help them more."
"You're doing
enough," Lore said.
Seth smiled as Lore turned to
leave. "Oh," she added. "Forgive my memory. Your room is the
first room after the dining room. The walls are all soundproof, so even if the
children do make a frightful ruckus, it won't bother you. I'm sorry about all
this," Seth confessed. "I've had so much on my mind, I've hardly told
you anything. This is a live-in position. All your meals are provided and
-"
"I don't need to
eat," Lore said.
"What? But how do you
-?"
"None of my people need to
eat," Lore said. "It's just the way we are."
"Oh," Seth said,
impressed. "The food was included in the teacher's wages, but since you
don't need any In that case, we can pay you more. The wages are processed on
Threeday and the money goes into your account on each Fourday and the money is
yours to do with as you please."
Lore smiled. Although he had
little or no need for money, he liked the idea of getting paid for his work. He
hadn't even considered it until Seth mentioned it.
"Thank you," he said.
I would also like to borrow a camera... I'm not sure what you call them here,
but something to take pictures of the classroom if you have one."
"I can lend you this
picture-recorder from the photography class, with color film," Seth said,
pulling it out from under her desk.
"Thanks," Lore said
with a smile. "Just one more question. Who's the little girl who sits in
the corner?"
Seth looked sad. "Roshana.
She's the most withdrawn person I've ever come across. Her mother died at birth
and her father was very brutal. He assaulted her both physically and sexually.
And by the law of this planet, Magratica, it's not illegal, because she has a
neurological disorder."
Lore was disgusted, and by the
tone of Seth's voice, he could tell, so was she.
"Roshana came here by
herself," Seth said. "She ran in screaming and we took her in. She
was scared of me at first, but she allowed me to take her into a classroom. She
wouldn't let any of the teachers or students near her. She's scared of
everyone. Her father must never know she's here, otherwise he will take her,
and there will be nothing we can do about it. Roshana doesn't like others being
near her. She does everything herself. She's capable of feeding and bathing
herself, and she does it alone. Don't approach her, she'll be terrified and
start screaming. I know you don't have any bad intentions toward her, but she
doesn't. She sleeps by herself in the classroom, and don't take her stuffed
bear, dog, or car away. I just let her have them. Strictly speaking, they
belong to the school, but they're always with her and she cries when they're
taken away. There are toys for the other children to play with, and whatever
you do, don't touch her in any way. One of the previous teachers, Mr. Clancy,
tried to make her join the class. He picked her up and carried her, and by the
Gods, even the soundproof walls weren't enough. The poor girl was absolutely
terrified, screeching and clawing at him. I came in, took her from him, still
sobbing and laid her back down in her corner, She grabbed her toys, ran behind
the lockers and wouldn't come out for days. I could hear her grunting and
scratching the carpet. She always does that when she's angry, and I could also
hear her crying. The poor girl was so frightened. Mr Clancy left pretty much
soon after, because the class wouldn't do what he wanted them to do. He was too
strict if you ask me. So, just leave Roshana be. Some of the other children
have offered to play with her, but she's refused. They like her, but know
pretty much to leave her alone, because that's what she thinks she wants. She's
okay there. She doesn't trust anyone. She's okay with me, but still likes to be
alone."
Lore nodded, really wanting to
help Roshana. He wanted her to know that he wanted to help her and didn't want
her to be afraid of him and tried to think of ways to approach this delicate
situation.
"I hope you do stay,"
Seth said.
"I will," Lore
promised - and he felt he had to. He would not let Seth or the children down
and reject them as others had done, as others had done to him. What would that
teach them? Lore felt he couldn't let anyone endure that pain. They hid their
pain well, as Lore did, but it was there, and now Lore knew the only way to
cope with it was to work with it and he was going to help the children and
himself do that.
He returned to the classroom
and found the children all over the place, yelling, screaming, playing with the
toys, and they had pulled a whole pile of papers and books out of the low
shelving and had covered the floor. Lore half smiled. Something's telling
me, this is not going to be easy ... He sighed as he gathered the papers
and put them neatly back on the shelf. These kids didn't seem to be in the mood
for maths. Despite his numerous attempts to quieten them down, nothing seemed
to work. Lore didn't want to get angry at them for disobeying, but he at least
wanted some order here. He wanted to do his job right. He sat down for a while
on his stool and watched the children play. He had his back to Roshana, who was
quietly rolling her car along the carpet and playing with her bear. Lore was
unaware that she gave him a few curious glances, but remained withdrawn and
timid.
Lore checked the time. It was
time for the children's school day to finish and for them to have some time to
themselves, then eat their dinner, have their baths and go to sleep. Lore was
angry with himself for not planning the day and having little idea of what he
was supposed to be doing.
He planned to make up a
timetable for the next day and hoped to teach the children what other teachers
had not cared to.
The children were eager for
their dinner, and they either left their toys scattered on the floor in the
classroom, and took some into the dining room. Lore put away the worse for wear
toys and came into the dining room. He saw the large, wooden dinner table and
saw the packed dinners arriving through a chute. The dinners were small, but at
least it was something. Lore figured they may have some form of a primitive
replicating device. He opened up one of white oblong dinner packages as the
children opened theirs. All the dinners were the same, and looked rather boring
and repulsive. Some form of overcooked meat with some rather sad looking over
boiled vegetables in a sickly looking white sauce. Lore observed the eating
utensils. Exactly the same as the ones he'd seen humans use, the handles more
curved. The natives of Magratica, appeared human, but their genetic structure
differed. Lore watched the children sit at the table and hungrily devour the
food.
These poor people ...
they're hungry enough to eat this crap.
"Aren't you going to eat
something?" One of the children observed.
Lore didn't want to touch it,
but thought he may as well. The dinner was as tasteless as it looked and Lore
didn't want to finish it. He gave it to the children, who began a food fight
with it.
At least they put it to good
use! Lore smiled.
Even the so called 'chocolate
cake' pieces the children received for desert were void of taste.
These poor children have
probably never tasted proper food,
"Aren't you hungry?" Persephone asked. "You didn't eat much."
"I don't need to
eat," he said.
"Oh," Persephone
said, surprised, and to Lore's surprise, the child didn't question him any
further.
The children accepted that
without a second thought, whereas an adult would probably do a double take and
probe him on why he did not need sustenance.
Lore saw another spare dinner
and 'desert' and he thought of Roshana. She had not joined them for dinner, so
he assumed she would get hers later. None of the other children took it, which
made Lore smile. They had respect for each other and they seemed to care for
one and other and look out for one and other - after all they were all here
together.
The children had left an awful
mess on the table, not to mention on themselves and the floor, as Lore
expected. He saw a disposal bin and began disposing of the empty dinner and
desert cartons. He placed them in the square hole at the top of the disposal
unit which ground up the junk inside. Lore looked down into the hole and with
his android vision, saw sharp blades cutting up the rubbish.
"It recycles the
rubbish," Ryan, one of the boys told him, so we can use it again. It's
better because it doesn't cost as much money because we can use it over and
over again."
Lore smiled at that. He knew
what recycling was of course, but little Ryan sounded so proud that he knew all
about it and the concept of money. This was a backward planet - they still used
money of all things, but nevertheless, Lore wanted more than anything to help
these little children, and right now it was time for their baths, and boy did
they need them! They had more food on them than in their stomachs!
Lore found the bathrooms, next
to the bedroom. There were two rather dirty looking rooms with large baths. He
saw some dirty broken bath toys in the rooms, then saw how to operate the
baths. It was quite self explanatory. He plugged the hole and pressed the
button to start the water flowing and would automatically turn off when the
bath was full. The water was at a constant lukewarm temperature. Lore felt it
was a bit cold, but there was no way he saw to regulate it. Seth had said they
were capable of bathing themselves, which relieved him, because he wouldn't
know what to do if he'd had to bathe them children. The children heard the
water running and came screaming and yelling into the bathroom. The sight of
twenty nine naked children running amok made Lore even more uncomfortable. He
left the bathrooms, relieved to leave the children to their bathing. He saw
they'd left their dirty clothes in a unsightly heap next to the cleaning
machine. Lore sighed, bundled them up in his arms, opened the top of the
machine and loaded the clothes and shoes inside. They weren't very smelly, Lore
noted, just filthy from the food and mucking around all day. He flipped through
the cleaning machine manual, and operated the machine.
"This cycle will tale
approximately thirty minutes," the machine said in a feminine voice.
"A talking washing
machine," Lore smiled. "What next?
He heard the children playing
and splashing about in the bath tubs.
Half an hour later, Lore
unloaded the cleaning machine. The clothes were all clean and dry. Lore
separated them and took them into the bedroom and put them in the cupboard. The
children's names were printed in their beds. There were some beds with no
names, and Lore guessed they were spare beds for new children. He also noticed
the dining, bed and bathrooms were all dimly lit and looked quite depressing.
There was no way he could see to brighten the light and felt sorry for the
children having to live like this.
The children began to come out
of the bathrooms all clean and dry, with thin, torn towels wrapped around their
bodies. They followed each other into the bedroom and started to change into
their pyjamas, and climbing into their beds while Lore took the towels back
into the bathroom and hung them up. Lore came back into the bedroom and saw the
children looking rather tired, not that a child would ever admit such a thing.
They talked and played with each other. Lore felt it wasn't his place to tell
them to turn off the lights and go to bed. They'd do that when they were ready.
He walked into the eating room,
cleaned the table and the floor where the mess had dropped, then retreated into
the room he had been given. It was adequately sized, but as dark and dingy as
the rest of the place. Lore found the lighting annoying. Although he did not
need it to be brighter and could see perfectly in total darkness, he preferred
places to be brightly lit. Although he didn't need to rest, today had been,
well ... trying and Lore welcomed a lie down. He turned on the lamp beside his
bed which practically did nothing to increase the illumination. He found the
light it shed even more irritating, annoying and distracting, so he turned it
off again. He lay in the bed he'd been given, bored. Then he began thinking of
what he could do to help the children, apart from helping them with their
school work. They were going to have to learn how to look after themselves when
they left school and Lore had learned that native Magratican children grew much
faster than human children. He went to check on the children who, by now seemed
to have all gone to sleep. He smiled and returned to his room and planned a few
things in the children's best interests, and planned how to get them interested
too. Lore's ears perked when he heard water running in one of the bathtubs,
then he relaxed. It must be Roshana. He thought and decided it would be
best to leave her to it. Although Roshana hardly made any noise, with his
android hearing, Lore heard a splish splash or two and reasoned that she would
probably have had her dinner.
She's like a little mouse, he thought to himself and smiled.
A little while later, Lore
heard the bath water drain out. He could hear through he soundproof walls if he
wished it, and he caught a brief glimpse of a figure rush past his slightly
ajar door, and into the classroom.
"I'd love to get to know
her," Lore whispered to himself.
He lay in the bed and stared up
at the ceiling, bored again. He'd planned a few things and had pretty much
planned most of what he was going to do and he began to wish he needed to go to
sleep to pass the time, and then he thought about Data. He remembered his
brother had tried sleeping from time to time, after all, Lore was capable of
it, but he'd never deemed it necessary. Lore also wondered if his father had
given him a dream program as he had Data. I guess now's the time to find
out. Lore pulled the covers over him, lay on his side, snuggled up and
closed his eyes. He moderated his breathing, and even tried snoring, but it
irritated him, so he stopped. He then shut down all his nonessential systems so
he would not be disturbed, and he discovered that he most definitely had a
dream program, so he began to dream.
* * *
Lore awoke that morning,
feeling fresh, happy and looking forward to what his future held, which was a
first - and it was a wonderful feeling - and the dream he had the night before
- his very first dream. Yes, he most certainly hoped it came true.
Lore found he had woken before
the children. He walked into the dining room and saw the children's breakfasts
had come down the chute, so he arranged them on the table. Some kind of boring
flakes in a tasteless liquid, which was supposed to be milk. Lore smiled, for
no apparent reason at all. He felt this was going to be a really good day. He
began to take a few photos of the messy shelves and the rest of the classroom,
being careful not to disturb Roshana's sleeping
form.
The children were up and
dressed and in no time, devouring their breakfasts. They weren't very messy
this morning, apart from a few dribbles of the white water milk and a few
flakes going awol. It pleased Lore, not that he was a fuss pot, but the less
chores, the better.
Lore sat on the stool in the
classroom and the children sat in front of him, except for Roshana, who wasn't
in the classroom, so Lore guessed she was eating her breakfast, and he was
right. Not soon after, she darted from her spot back to her corner, in front of
the lockers. Lore wanted so much to talk to her and for her to join the others,
but didn't want to frighten or force her. He turned his attention back to the
other children and began to put his plan into action. He stood up and began to
look at the shelves behind him. Actually, they were like a long open cupboard,
stretching from the back wall of the classroom to the wall at the entrance -and
it was literally chock-a-block full with all sorts of stuff.
"They threw away a picture
I made."
Lore recognised the voice as
Selma, and by her tone, she didn't sound happy.
"There was no room, so
they threw a lot of our paintings and things away."
Lore turned around to see Selma
scowling.
"That's no good," he
said. "What's all this stuff in here anyway?"
"Teacher stuff,"
replied Darien. "Story books and our old work books."
Lore began to pull the numerous
amount of working books out. There were at least five for each child, for
different subjects. He flipped through most of them rater quickly and found
similar results as with the maths books. Incorrect answers, silly theories and
the teachers hadn't cared less to mark them properly. Lore found that each
child had a journal book. He opened one and flipped through it, noting it
contained personal memories, stories the children had written and some pictures
they had drawn. And all of the stories were better than the stupid one he'd
read the other day. Lore handed the journal books out to the children. One
thing they couldn't be wrong about was their personal memories and feelings.
They were their own. Their punctuation and spelling and writing left a lot to
be desired, but Lore would come to that later. Some of the stories were silly
and unrealistic, but these were children and life could even be silly and
unrealistic at times.
"My special book!"
Selma exclaimed as Lore handed it to her. "I thought they threw it
away!"
Out of the corner of his eye,
Lore saw Roshana's head snap up and look toward him and the class. It seemed as
if she never paid attention, but when Lore looked at her, she looked afraid and
then looked away, withdrawn and buried her face in her teddy bear. Not wanting
her to feel any more uncomfortable, Lore looked to the class and handed out the
rest of the books. The last one he had in his hands was Roshana's. Although he
was tempted to read it, he sensed she wouldn't want him to, and he respectfully
put it aside on the shelf.
He then took a huge pile of
papers out and began flipping through them. He saw names on them which he
didn't recognise, and saw that almost the whole shelf and some of the bottom
shelves were taken up by similar papers, some documents thicker than others.
"Whose are these?" he
asked.
"Those are things on the
teachers we had before," Yumi said. "And the work they made us
do."
Lore flipped through more of
the papers. No wonder these children learned nothing - it's a pile of crap
and soooo boring! The papers also consisted of dull, mundane essays the
teachers had no doubt written, and their achievements. What a bunch of
geeks, Lore thought. And why should we keep stuff on teachers who have
long since buggered off? Lore remembered what Selma had said about the
children not having enough room to put their craft work and things away. This
place was meant to help the children not to store junk of no use to them.
"We don't need this
stuff," Lore said. "We need more room for your things."
The children could hardly
believe their ears.
"The paper goes in the
recycling machine," Ryan said, pointing.
Lore looked. The machine was
concealed, built into the shelving. Interested, he approached it.
"How does it work?"
he asked and he felt pleased with himself. He hadn't felt embarrassed to ask
that question, after all he'd never seen one of these machines before and was
quite intrigued.
"You put the paper in the
hole at the top. We aren't allowed to use it, and we can't reach it
anyway," Ryan said, sounding disappointed. "The machine chops the
paper up, makes it wet, and then makes it flat and then dries it and new paper
comes out there." He pointed to a chute at the side of the bottom of the
machine, with a catching tray.
Clever, Lore thought.
"It saves money,"
Selma said.
These children may have
learning disabilities, but they understand the importance of money and you need
money to survive on Magratica. This may be a backward world, Lore thought, but at least they
accept me here, which is more than I can say for any civilised society.
"Well," Lore said,
"does it still work?"
Ryan nodded. "It hasn't
been used in a long time, but it isn't broken."
Lore looked at him and smiled.
Ryan was very enthusiastic, and helpful, as was Selma. So what if they had
learning disabilities?
"Can you show me how to
use it?" Lore asked.
"The button is at the
top," Ryan said, pointing.
Lore smiled and picked him up.
"Can you turn it on?" He could see how to work it, but thought it
would be good for the children.
"But I'm not allowed
to."
"Who told you that?"
"Mr. Holman."
"Who's that?"
"The teacher before you.
He was bossy and mean."
"Okay," Lore said,
"who's your teacher now?"
"You are."
"And I said that you can
turn it on if you want to."
Ryan smiled. "
Really?"
Lore nodded.
Ryan smiled as he leaned
forward and pressed the green "on" button.
"It takes about ten
minutes to warm up," he said. "Thank you for letting me turn it
on."
Lore smiled. "It's
fine."
He could hear the machine
churning away and despite himself he was eager to use it. Listening to the
machine bubbling away reminded him of a phrase in an old Earth play. Bubble,
bubble, toil and trouble .... and Lore grinned. He turned his attention
back to the children and all the junk papers in the classroom.
"Well, let's get rid of
all this sh- ... uh, junk. Start with this old teacher's stuff."
Selma stomped on some papers of
Mr. Holman. She obviously didn't like the man, and there was another teacher called
Gloria - the children didn't think much of her either. Lore began piling up the
junk papers on the floor. He kept the information on the children, and began
piling the junk papers into the machine. He also put all the children's
exercise books into it, except for the journals. The books were of no use,
since all the answers were wrong, some barely legible. It was clear he would
have to start from scratch. He left the text books on the shelf. He'd need to
use them. The next pile of books were those pathetic children's story books. He
kept one for future comparison and to show others what crap it was in the hope
of an improvement. Seth had told him that no one cared much about children with
disabilities, and the general assumption was that they were all stupid no
hopers, incapable of understanding anything or contributing to society in any
way, so the stories written for them were not thought out, anything went. Lore
felt that was more a reflection of the publishers and writers, since they
obviously knew bugger all.
"Those are story
books," Winona told him. We have to keep them.
"Why?"
"Because we're supposed to
read them or have the stories read to us."
"They've all been read to
you," Lore said. "Hands up anyone who likes the stories."
Not a single arm was raised.
"Ryan, can the machine
take cardboard?" Lore asked. Most of the books were hard cover. He was
pretty sure the machine could handle it, but wanted to be sure.
The little boy nodded. "It
also filters out things like plastic and staples and other stuff."
Lore smiled. Ryan was really
enthusiastic about the recycling machine. Lore looked into the machine, which
seemed ready to be fed again, so he began pushing in the useless papers and
books. The hard cover books were too large to go into the hole at the top, so
Lore and the class had great fun ripping the covers up. Lore saw the machine
was asking him if he wanted lined or unlined paper. He thought for a moment and
decided to get half and half. The children were excitedly handing him more and
more papers. Lore saw Roshana watching them with interest. He so much wanted
her to join them, but knew if he asked her or even if she saw him looking at
her, she would become withdrawn again. Lore looked away, but it was nice to see
her excited. He turned his attention back to the dwindling stack of paper. He
let the children put some into the machine. He noticed it was almost full and
waited a while before putting any more in. He looked inside the machine, saw
the blades shredding the paper, the warm water making a pulp. He shoved the
last remnants of paper into it.
"That's all of it,"
he said, making a mental note that he needed five more sets of exercise books
for the children.
Lore heard a strange noise come
from the paper recycling machine and saw that it had finished. He looked at the
piles of paper it had produced - white, thin and very useable.
Half lined, half unlined as
he'd requested. He stacked the paper on the floor, then looked at the shelves.
They still looked ugly and he
decided what to do. He ripped off the filthy, murky orange green shelf
covering, from the three shelf levels, flattened it into a ball, as small as he
could make it and threw it into the bin. The shelf's natural wood looked so
much better and Lore wondered why they would cover it with such gunk.
He brought out a bucket of
warm, soapy water. Lore couldn't find any cleaning liquid soap, so he used
shampoo instead. It was as good as any, and he brought out some cloths. He and
the children began wiping the shelves. The white cloths became black cloths
very soon. The shelves were absolutely filthy. Lore changed the water and
cloths more times that he cared to count. 39, actually.
"Okay now, what else needs
cleaning up?" He looked around and saw a large beige metal cupboard near
the front door to the classroom. "What's in there?"
"That's the art and craft
cupboard," Darien said.
Lore walked over to it and
opened the door. Inside hid the most disorganised storage facility Lore had
ever seen, but he could see the cupboard was mostly fully stocked, even
although the stuff was all over the place in there. He figured the children
liked craft work and so he wanted to sort this mess out. He pulled out a tub of
glue and practically had to tear the lid off, and when he did, he found the
glue all caked together, hard as a rock. He found all the glue pots and tubes
in similar conditions.
"Ryan," he said,
"can we recycle plastics?"
The little boy nodded.
"But we have to use the recycling machine in the food room."
Selma was looking restless and
fiddling, with a chewed drinking straw, so Lore thought it best to give her
something to do.
"Selma," he said, her
head instantly snapped up, "can you please bring me that garbage bin over
there?"
Selma nodded, jumping up and
doing as Lore asked. She began to drag the bin, then put her arms around it and
carried it to Lore. The android thanked her and threw the glue containers in
there. He peered in the cupboard and saw a scrawny cardboard box, stained with
texta leakage, every color under the sun had conglomerated here. In the box
were crayons, melted together, of a poor, greasy quality, hardly any of the
textas had lids and the pencils were very grubby, dull colors and crappy
quality, so Lore threw the entire box in the bin. He saw more rubbishy drawing
utensils scattered throughout the cupboard and ditched them as well and made a
mental note to get craft supplies.
He and the children also washed
out the art and craft cupboard, which wasn't as dirty, but some ink stains were
harder to remove. Lore managed to get them off, and began to wipe the dirty
water off the shelves and brought out new cloths for drying the shelves. Lore
threw away all the dirty cloths and cleaned the bowls. After that was done, he
and the children stacked the paper well in the shelves and it took up
surprisingly less room. Then, Lore took out the toy box and told each child to
take their favorite toy, which they did, and there was fighting, because there
weren't enough toys to go around.
"It's all right,"
Lore said, "you can share the toys."
He noticed some toys had been
left in the box, some broken plastic toys and some scrawny, dirty stuffed
animals with the stuffing coming out.
"Does anybody play with
these?" he asked.
"No," Selma said.
Lore began to throw the broken
toys in the garbage bin. The last one was a scrawny yellow ... actually well
grey dog with its ears, arms and legs off. Lore found the severed limbs in the
basket. He looked at the dog's face and decided not to throw it out. It's eyes
looked sad and unwanted. Lore didn't want to admit it, but he felt sorry for
the little thing and put it on the top shelf.
"Right," he said,
"we're going to need some new things."
"Can we make a list?"
Selma said.
"It's all right, Selma. I
can remember everything we need."
"But can we still make a
list?"
Lore looked at her and smiled.
She was so eager and excited, so Lore handed her a piece of the newly recycled
lined paper and a pen. Selma smiled, lay on her stomach on the floor and set
the paper out before her.
"Okay," Lore said,
"are you ready?"
Selma looked up at him and
nodded. "Don't talk too fast, though."
Lore smiled and began with
adequate pausing, watching Selma write. "We need ... five pots of glue ...
5 sets of colored textas and pencils ... a big pencil box, wood or plastic ...
blank art paper ... one hundred exercise books..."
"One hundred!" Selma
exclaimed. "That's a lot!"
Lore nodded. "You each
need an exercise book for each different subject. There may be a few left over,
but we need quite a lot ... okay, we also need..." Lore made a quick
calculation, "thirty bright light globes." He watched as Selma wrote
that down. "Selma," he said, "also write toys."
The little girl smiled as she
wrote that.
"Okay," Lore said,
"that's all for now."
Selma stood up and gave the
list to Lore. Her writing was messy, and had numerous spelling mistakes, but
nothing Lore couldn't handle!
"Now, you guys all wait
here," he said, "while I go and get these things." Lore stood
and walked toward the door.
"Do you need some help
carrying the things?"
Lore recognised Selma's voice.
She'd come up to him. "No thanks," he said, with a smile, ruffling
her long red hair. He liked her. She was always so helpful.
Lore confronted Seth with the
list.
"I'm most impressed,"
Seth said. "No teacher has bothered to do this before. I can give you the
art supplies, the exercise books and the stationary. I'll also give you a bulk
stationary kit with pens, pencils, erasers, sharpeners, stick tape, a stapler
and the like. I'll also give you a large plastic container for the art
supplies. Seth opened the cupboard and began stacking the things Lore needed in
a large box. "You'll need some help with that. It's very heavy."
Lore smiled. "Thanks, but
I'll manage."
Seth watched Lore effortlessly
pick up the box and walk off with it.
"If only there were more
people like him," she said to herself.
Lore returned to the classroom
with the box and set it down on the floor, then knelt beside it. The children
excitedly gathered round. Lore watched them with a smile as he handed out the
exercise books. He'd brought thicker exercise books, because the old ones were
thin and filled up quite quickly. As he predicted, there were some left over.
"There are five books for each of you," he said. Each was a different
color. Lore also handed each of the children a pen. "Now, each of the
books is for a different subject. Write your name on each of the books, where
it says Name." Lore waited for all the children to name their books. He'd
kept a set out for Roshana. "Now," he said, "on the blue book,
write 'Maths'." Lore waited until they had finished, then told them to
write 'Science' on the red books. He spelled out the word, because most of the
children had trouble spelling. He told them to write 'History' on the green
books, 'Journal' on the yellow ones and 'Society and Life' on the brown books.
Although Lore didn't know much about society on Magratica - there were some
basic text books on the subjects and Lore could request more and make his own
observations. As for Life, he'd have to wing it for that one. He definitely
didn't want the children to suffer as much as he had or get themselves into as
much trouble as he had. He wanted to teach them to stand up for what they
believed in - not to let others get them down, hurt them and walk all over
them. He wanted them to enjoy life, and that would be very hard for him to
teach, because he had yet to experience that himself and as for Magratica's
'society,' it had rejected these beautiful children. It was up to the people
who cared to make a better, more aware society, and he told them that.
The children listened to Lore,
and were also quite excited about their new stationary, scrambling around the
box Lore had brought. All except Roshana. Lore discreetly stole a glimpse at
her, and he saw how sad she looked. She so desperately wanted to join in the
fun, but was so scared. Lore so much wanted her to join the others, but felt it
would further alienate her if he tried. Perhaps she will in her own time.
Lore turned his attention to
the other children. He took the colored pencils and textas, put them in the
large plastic box and placed them in the art cupboard. He told the children to
always put the lids back on the textas after they used them, so they wouldn't
dry up, and to keep the pencils nice and sharp. He'd also managed to get large
pencil cases for the children to store their own stationary in. Every child had
ball point pens, grey pencils, erasers, a sharpener and ruler. Lore had written
each child's name on their pencil case with a permanent black marker. He told
them if they needed anything, just to ask him. They excitedly examined the
contents of their colored pencil cases. Lore had told them to be careful with
the sharp pencils. He'd made one up for Roshana and kept it for her. He stole
another glimpse at her, and was astonished to discover she wasn't there. He
scanned the whole classroom looking for her, but he couldn't see her and he
hadn't heard any doors open. Then he remembered Seth telling him that Roshana
sometimes went behind the lockers to hide. He increased his hearing and heard
her breathing and sobbing ever so softly. He felt so much for her and wanted to
much to go to her and help her, but told himself that would do neither of then
any good at the moment. Lore returned his hearing to normal and began stacking
the art paper in the cupboard. He noticed a box on the bottom shelf. Actually,
he'd noticed it before, when he was cleaning the cupboard, but hadn't paid it
much attention. He took it out now and saw it contained paintings and drawings
on various sizes of paper. He recognised some of the names on them. Lore began
handing out the names he knew. Selma and the others were delighted to see their
pictures. Selma's was one she's done with wax droppings. She told Lore that
she'd used a lit candle under supervision, then soaked the painting in purple
paint water, waited for it to dry, then picked the wax off. 'Deer Lady' she
called it, because that's exactly what it looked like.
The other children were also
very happy to discover their artwork. They told Lore that the paintings with
names he didn't recognise were done by children who had grown up and left the
school, or children that had died. Lore put them back in the cupboard. For some
reason, he didn't want to throw them away. Then he saw a beautiful painting at
the bottom of the box, done in subtle orangy, brown watercolors. It was of a
mechanical city, and he could see gentle robot faces within it, and an autumn,
earthy colored landscape, surrounding the city. He looked at the name at the
bottom of the picture - Roshana and he smiled. It was one of the most beautiful
things he had ever seen. Lore placed it on top of the others. He wanted to give
it to Roshana, but decided to leave it for now. He asked the children to stack
their books on the shelves and remember where they put them.
"Well, that's about it for
today," he said.
"But we haven't done any
work," Jerika said.
Lore smiled. "I'd say
we've done a lot of work. We've cleaned up the shelves and the cupboard,
recycled all that junk, sorted out your books and stationary."
Jerika smiled. Lore lead the
children into the back rooms for their dinner and baths. He looked into the
classroom and saw Roshana was nowhere to be seen. He figured she was still
behind the lockers and amplified his hearing to be sure. He heard her soft,
gentle breathing, consistent with sleep. I'll leave her dinner out. She'll
get it when she's ready.
Lore took the scrawny dog and
its parts he'd saved from the toy basket and put it in his room. He walked into
the children's bedroom and began examining the room.
Messy, he thought but hey - they're kids
... Lore noticed a blanket on one bed had large holes in it. All the
blankets were thin and a dull grey color. Lore picked up the blanket only to
discover it had more holes and was laddering in many places. He checked the
blankets on the other beds and found that they were much the same. Lore was
disgusted. He didn't blame Seth - she was doing everything she could for the
children and the school funds were tight, but for children to live like this?
It was rather cold at night on Magratica. It didn't bother him, but he'd made
his mind up about what he was going to do. Buy new blankets for all the
children. Their sheets needed replacing also, and as for the mattresses, they
were so awkward, lumpy, hard and uncomfortable, he wondered how anyone could
sleep on them - even his was uncomfortable, not quite as much as the children's
and his blankets seemed okay, still the same dull color, but he had three of
them. He didn't feel the teacher deserved any special treatment.
* * *
After Lore had worked for a
fortnight, Seth handed him a small, rectangular shaped computerised device.
"This is your credit computer," she said. "A handy little thing.
When you buy things give the shopkeeper your credit number. They will access
their computer and debit your account."
"Account?" Lore said,
unsure.
"Yes, every person has an
account with the main computer. The number of credits one earns, spends and
saves is recorded. It's perfectly safe, or you can go to the bank to withdraw
the actual credits."
"Thanks," Lore said,
understanding, Seth, but not understanding why people should have to bother
with money.
"Your pay both comes from
the school and the government," Seth said. "You're paid more than the
average teacher, because there's more work involved, during and after school.
It is a very strenuous position. Some argue that the job should not be, because
they don't believe these children have a place in society, but this is my
school and I say what goes."
Lore nodded. "Good and I
promise you, I won't let those children down."
Seth smiled warmly at him.
Lore returned to the classroom,
brought out the toy box and
allowed the children to play.
"I'm going out for a
while," he said. "I need to get some things and see what it's like
out there. Can y'all stay good until I get back?"
The children giggled. Lore
smile at them, then exited the room.
"I'm just going to look
around the place," he told Seth. "I haven't had a chance to
explore."
"By all means, but what of
the-"
Lore smiled. "They're all
right. I've left them with the toys and they know what to do with the
lunches."
Seth laughed. "I'll keep
an eye on them while you're away."
"Thanks," Lore said.
Lore walked out into the street
and looked around. The place seemed relaxed and he observed the scenery. It was
much like 20th Century Earth, which he'd been told about by his mother and
father and he'd seen pictures and vids. As Lore walked down the street, he took
in his surroundings. He saw many other people, going about their business,
barely noticing him, for which he felt glad. He didn't want to stick out here.
He didn't know if he belonged here or not, but he wanted to help the children,
and he believed he could do that. He didn't want to feel out of place here.
Lore looked at his credit computer. 1000 credits wa quite a lot, but he knew he
would need much more fr what he needed. Lore tapped away on the computer,
making his credit balance up to 5000, in such a way that the master computer
never suspected a thing. He didn't want to make a habit of it, but those
children needed a lot of things and Lore believed he was doing it for a good
cause.
One interesting store caught
his eye and he approached it. It was decorated with ornaments and trinkets of
all sorts, hand crafted with wood, clay and other natural materials. The
textures mainly consisting of browns, reds and natural earthy colors. Lore also
saw woven mats, rugs and blankets displayed. Intrigued, he walked into the
store and started to look around.
"May I help you?"
Lore turned to the owner of the
voice and saw an attractive, slight, dark skinned woman, with an interesting
forehead ridge, her black hair, tied back into a tight bun, and she wore a
welcoming smile.
"Did you make these
things?" Lore asked.
"Some of them. It's our
family trade. My Mother, Father and Brother also hand craft and we sell them
here."
"They're very nice,"
Lore said, and he meant it.
"Thank you," the
woman smiled. "My name's Ananya."
"Mine's Lore," the
android replied, grateful she was so pleasant, and he could tell it was not
just because she wanted him to buy something.
"You're not from around
here, are you?" she asked.
Lore shook his head.
"Neither am I. I was born
here, but my parents used to trade with the Bajorans before the Cardassian
invasion. It got too complicated, so my family settled here. We're originally
from Nautalia. Much of the art is Nautalian, but a lot of it is from other
cultures we encountered, like Bajoran, Terran, Cardassian, Pakled-"
"Pakled," Lore said,
remembering how he had been with them for a time.
"Yes, this is a Pakled
artifact."
Ananya showed Lore a rather
weird looking sculpture. Lore remembered something like it on the Pakled ship
he was on. Ananya put it back on the shelf. "My mother and I are quite
fascinated with Earthen African artifacts."
Lore picked out some artifacts
he liked, all form different cultures. "How much do you charge for your
woven blankets?"
Ananya told him the price and
Lore smiled. It was very reasonable as prices went on Magratica.
"Okay, now, I need
Seventy."
"Seventy!"
Lore nodded. "Yeah, I'm
working for the school and the children desperately need new blankets. I hope I
haven't asked too much of you."
"Oh no," Ananya said.
"We have about one hundred in various colors, but it's the first time
anybody's wanted so many. They're over there."
Ananya pointed and Lore smiled.
It was nice to encounter so many nice biological beings on the one planet. Lore
knelt down and began to choose the blankets he wanted. He felt each child would
need at least two, and he decided to get some spares, in case more children
came. He chose all different colors, some browny, reddy earthy colors, some
yellows, blues, greens, purples and oranges. There were so many different
colors to choose from, each blanket woven with at least three different colors,
some with patterns, some without. Lore chose two for himself. "These are
great," he said. "Nice colors, and so thick and warm. Soft too."
Ananya beamed. "I love
making them. I use a hand loom most of the time, but sometimes it's just nice
to make them the old fashioned way, all by hand."
"You're a very crafty
person." He also bought forty-one fitted hand died sheets for the
children, all different colors. Some, tie died, some with multiple colors. Lore
picked out forty-one matching pillow slips. One sheet and pillow slip for
himself, even though he didn't really need one, he wanted his room to look
nice. He ticked off in his head what he had bought and what he still needed. He
also bought a few more trinkets from Ananya's shop. He felt grateful for this
experience. He'd never felt impulsive in this way before. He'd never stopped to
appreciate such things and now that he had, he couldn't believe how he had
missed them in his life.
"Thank you," Ananya
said, "from myself and my family. Your payment will help us in paying off
our home and help us in other matters too."
Lore smiled. "I'm
glad," and he was. He handed her his wage computer. Ananya entered the
amount into her shop computer, neatly decorated with traditional artwork.
"You'll need to hire
transport to remove your goods," she said.
Lore looked at his mound of
blankets. Ananya had put his trinkets in a woven bag and placed it on top of
the blankets. Physically, Lore could handle the weight, but the bulk and the
awkwardness of it would cause problems, and there were some things he still
needed.
"I have to get some other
things," he said. "Would I be able to leave them here until later
today?"
"Certainly."
"Thanks," Lore said,
"do you know where I can find a toy shop? I also need light globes and a
heating unit."
"There's a toy shop across
the way, and you can get the other things you need at the hardware store on the
corner. If you don't mind me asking, are these things for the children
too?"
Lore nodded. "They really
need them."
"That's very kind of
you," Ananya said, with a warm smile.
Lore smiled at her and left the
shop.
It didn't take him long to
reach the hardware shop. He picked out fifty long lasting light globes, the
brightest ones there. He also piked up thirty six bedside lamps for the
children. He bought a few spares of these as well, and one for himself. He also
picked out four heater/coolers. To keep the children warm on the cold nights,
cool on the hot ones. The sales attendant began smiled and began packing Lore's
goodies in a large box.
"You can get a twenty
percent discount on the light globes and lamps, because you're buying so
many."
Lore thanked her and told her
who they were for.
"That's nice," she
said," it's good to have people who care."
Lore noticed that some people
did care, but society as a whole, did not. And he was glad the people seemed to
appreciate him here.
"I'll come around and get
this stuff soon," he said, handing her his wage computer.
The sales assistant nodded and
made the transaction.
Lore smiled. "I'll be back
soon," and with that he was off on a mission - to the toy shop.
Lore saw so many things he
wanted to buy here and he was glad he'd increased his credit. He spotted a
small sewing kit with a needle and thread. which he grabbed and then began
picking out all sorts of toy cars, small and large, dolls, toy robots, some
great craft supplies, space ships, some the weirdest things he'd ever seen.
Then he went to the stuffed toys and went absolutely mad. He bought a largish
soft toy for every child and more for all of them to play with - all cute ones.
He even bought himself a big brown teddy bear, which reminded him of an ancient
20th century toy bear his father had. Lore also collected a whole bunch of cute
trinkets for the children to play with, and a lot of bottles of fun bubble bath
and colored fun soap.
"It seems you know exactly
what you want," the store keeper said.
Lore nodded and requested a
large box, which was brought to him. He packed everything he'd picked out into
the box and handed the man his wage computer. Lore stood at the counter and
waited for the man to make the transaction.
"You're buying a lot of
toys," observed a middle aged woman in the store.
Lore told her who they were
for.
"Oh, I don't know why you
bother," the woman scoffed. "They're not worth it. They're
useless."
Lore fought his hardest to bite
back an extremely caustic remark and he counted to ten in his head.
"They're good
children," he said.
"But that have ...
disabilities ... what good could they possibly be?"
"You're a very naive and
rude person," Lore snapped. "I bet you had a wonderful childhood.
Mummy and Daddy always getting you whatever you wanted, always there for you,
caring for you when you needed them. I wonder how you'd feel if you had a
disability and no one gave a damn about you." Lore stopped himself
abruptly, calmed and then continued. "The children are living, sentient
beings. They deserve the same as anyone else. It's not their fault the way they
were born. They can't help it and they shouldn't be punished for it. They may
have learning disabilities, but at least they know the meaning of compassion,
care and love, and I suggest you learn them too. In my opinion,
people like you are the ones with disabilities."
Seeing the expression on the
woman's face made Lore proud of what he'd just said. He'd obviously given her a
lot to think about. Good, he thought. He hadn't noticed the store keeper
watching the argument with interest. Lore retrieved his wage computer,
effortlessly lifted the huge box of toys he'd bought an walked out of the
store, leaving the store keeper and the woman watching him in amazement.
Lore saw a discount furniture
store across the street and headed there. On his way there, he saw a book shop
and went inside. It was great to be sidetracked sometimes. He left the big box
of toys he'd brought by the counter. He saw many good children's books here.
Ones which were actually worth reading. Though he did see a nice new copy of
the book about the angry girl and her dog and almost laughed.
He flipped through every good
child's book in the store and left with a hefty stack of them, including some
interesting books he'd bought for himself. He also bought text books for the
children and books about Magratica, it's society, history and culture and books
on other planet's as well. For some reason he wanted to teach them about the
history, society and cultures of his Father's home world.
Lore couldn't forget, so he
hadn't forgotten the furniture store. He put the box of books and toys by the
counter. He ordered a large long table for the children to work on, plus forty
chairs and also ordered thirty-five mattresses - a few would be spare. He
tested all the mattresses in the shop until he found one that he liked best. He
also ordered thirty-five pillows, as well as thirty-five bedside cabinets and
six large modern looking wooden cupboards. The ones in the children's bedroom
and his room were falling apart.
"I'd like it all delivered."
"Certainly, sir, where
to?"
Lore gave him the address of
the school. The assistant quoted a delivery charge, which Lore accepted and
handed him the wage computer. Lore's credits had almost run out. He didn't want
to make a habit of increasing it all the time and he had bought most of the
things he needed. Clothes for himself and the children would have to wait until
he got paid next.
Lore hired a large taxi cab. He
stopped off at the hardware store and Ananya's shop, gathered his goodies and
was driven
back to the school. The driver
helped him unload. Lore paid him and took everything into the classroom. The
children all looked very excited, even Roshana, peering from her corner.
"Okay," Lore said,
"the first thing we have to do is move all the beds out of the bedroom.
We'll put them in here for now." He hoped the furniture wasn't delivered
until they were finished.
Lore took the dirty stuffed dog
he'd put on the shelf into his room and put it on the bed and took the sewing
kit out of his pocket and put it on his bed. The children began excitedly
helping him. Selma was hauling a whole bunch of blankets out with an effort,
dragging them along. Lore smiled. He did almost all of the work, but the
children were happy to be helping. More than a few heads turned when they saw
Lore carrying out four beds at once! Very soon they had the whole room clear.
The children helped Lore take all the mattresses off the beds. Lore also
cleaned out the contents of his room, the bed and the large, ugly cupboard. The
doors were falling off and it had some either boring or hideous clothes inside.
He also removed a bunch of other junk, including a pile of dull grey clothes
left on the chair, probably from previous teachers. How could they wear this
stuff? Lore needed some clothes, but he wasn't that desperate! The chair
was in pretty good nick, so he decided to keep it. Previously he had asked Seth
if they had any spare carpet. She had told him it was in the storage room at
the end of the corridor, past the children's bathrooms. Lore found it and
hauled out the huge rolled up carpet. It was a pleasant shade of brown, with a
touch of cream. He also found a large carpet cutter and a nail gun. He took it
to the children's cold wooden floored bedroom. After sweeping the floor, he
began laying the carpet down, his measurements exact. He used the gun to bolt
down the carpet, making sure the nails were right into the floor, so they
wouldn't hurt anyone. Lore used the remaining block of carpet for his room and
cut off the excess strips, which were few. He was glad it was enough! The
dining room was already carpeted. Some of the children were watching him and
some, excitedly jumping on the uncomfortable, some splitting apart mattresses.
"Okay," Lore said,
coming out of his room. "The next thing we have to do is stack the
mattresses on top of each other."
He knew he could do it himself,
but the children were eager to help. Once they'd placed all the mattresses in a
pile, Lore put the falling apart cabinets beside them, including the one from
his room. He also placed all the old dirty, knobby, uncomfortable pillows by
the mattresses. He picked up the old tearing bed sheets and blankets that had
fallen off some of the mattresses and left them in a pile on top. He placed the
old clothes from his room there too, and took the five falling apart cupboards
next to the mattresses and the cumbersome, heavy, awkward one from his room.
Lore began moving the beds back into the bedrooms before long gad them all back
in there and they Lore waited around for the furniture delivery.
Lore was beginning to grow
impatient, when they arrived. He helped them unload the mattresses and put them
on the beds. He put the cupboards in the room and put the bedside tables by the
beds. He stored the spare mattresses in the storage room at the end of the
corridor.
The moving man unloaded the
large white table and chairs.
"It's been a pleasure
doing business with you, sir."
Lore managed a fake smile. He
could tell by the man's tone - he only liked him for the money he spent there.
"Sure, can you please remove all these old mattresses and broken furniture
in your truck?"
"It'll cost you
extra."
"How much?" Lore
looked at his wage computer and saw he only had five credits left.
"Thirty five
credits," the man replied.
"I only have five, after
all this stuff I bought. I can pay you next week."
"Sorry, no can do. We need
the credits up front."
"Your initial delivery
charge should include the removal of old furniture," Lore snapped.
"Well, it doesn't."
"Why wasn't I told that?
You don't care about my business, or these children, just money. Why do you
need the credits up front? Thirty five credits is a rip off anyway."
"That's the charge for the
labor."
"What labor? Putting this
stuff into your truck and dumping it at the local tip? Fine, you don't want to
do it, tell me where the local tip is and I'll take them myself."
"... Uhh, it's two miles
down the road ... I'll take them, no charge."
The man didn't want to argue
with someone who had just effortlessly lifted thirty mattresses. Lore dropped
them.
"Thank you," he said
pleasantly and satisfied. "If you cared less about money and more about
people you'd be much better off." Lore felt glad to say something like
that and mean it.
"Sorry," one of the
men said. "I guess it comes from my Father. He's part Ferengi."
"You're not from Magratica
either?"
"My family is. My
grandmother fell in love with a Ferengi trader who visited here. He treated her
well, unlike how most Ferengi men treat their women. He taught my family the
Rules of Acquisition. They've brought a lot of prosperity to us, but thank you
for opening my eyes to other things out there. It's good that you're helping
these kids."
Lore smiled at the man, glad he
had made people think today and he felt proud and pleased with himself. He
helped the man load the rubbish furniture onto the large truck and watched him
drive away. Lore returned to the children to unpack the new things he'd bought
and realized he was as excited as they were. Lore unloaded the things he'd
bought from Ananya's shop onto the floor in the classroom. He took his twine
bag into his bedroom and left it in there. Then the children began helping him
put th new sheets on the beds, and the new pillowslips on the new comfortable
pillows. And then they put the blankets on their beds. The place looked so much
better and warmer. Lore plugged in two of the heaters. One at the top of the
room and one at the bottom. Then, he began installing the new light globes,
which he had been lissing to do ever since he got them! He threw all the old
dim ones into the recycler.
He first started with the dining
room, then his room, then the children's room, then the bathrooms, then the
corridors. He went back into the childrens' room, plugged in all the lamps, and
put a globe in each of them. Then he experimented by turning the lights on. The
place looked a million times better. The rooms were all brighter and much less
depressing. Lore peered into the bathrooms and the light brought out exactly
how dirty they were. Mould was in the edges of the white tiles and the baths
were dirty. Lore got some cleansing cream, ran some water in the baths and
began to clean the walls and baths. At his speed, it didn't take him long. He
scrubbed the floor too and was quite pleased with his work. He noticed a lot of
the bath toys were dirty, some mouldy. He managed to clean a few of them up,
but some were too far gone and he recycled them and stocked up the bath rooms
with the new bubble bath, fun shaped soap and new bath toys he'd bought. He
found the controls and regulated the temperature of the water so it was nice
and warm. There were few things worse than a tepid bath. Lore told the children
to wipe the toys after they'd played with them so they stayed clean.
Lore went to the box of toys
he'd bought, and gathered the children around. They were absolutely ecstatic
when Lore began handing them toys. They each claimed their stuffed toy and took
them to their bedrooms. Lore put the toys in the toy box and found he needed a
bigger box, which he retrieved from Seth's storage cupboard. The old one was
brittle and breaking, so he recycled it.
"These toys in here are
for all of you to play with, so you have to share them, okay?" Lore said,
and the children agreed, happy to have someone who cared about them.
It took Lore a while to coax
them to have their dinner, they were so hyperactive.
The children were very excited
to have warm baths and with bubbles too, and new toys! It was like heaven! They
liked the clean, bright bathrooms and stayed in the baths longer than usual.
The children didn't go to bed for a while. They were too excited. They loved
their new sturdy bedside cabinets, their new cupboards, which they hung and
placed their clothes inside. They loved their new comfortable mattresses, bed
clothing, pillows and new lights. Lore felt glad about what he'd done for them.
He thought about Roshana. She
had looked so excited, but so sad and lonely. He could see that she desperately
wanted to join in, but she didn't know how and she looked so scared. He
desperately wanted to help her but didn't know how. He couldn't approach her or
talk to her, she'd be scared, not knowing that he didn't want to hurt her, and
Lore thought it would be very unlikely for her to come to him. He sighed to
himself and retreated into his bedroom. He was glad to be rid of that ghastly
cupboard, which took up almost half the room. The one he'd bought was smaller
and much nicer and there was more room in the room now that the pile of
conservative clothes was gone too. Lore arranged his trinkets from Ananya's
shop in his room. He put the sheet and blanket on his bed and lay down. Ohh,
.... it was so much more comfortable, and he turned on his bedside lamp. More
light! It was unbelievable how much you miss an ordinary thing when it's gone.
Lore picked up the dirty, scrawny dog he'd put into his bedroom, the one he'd
rescued from the toy box. He found the sewing kit he'd bought and began to sew
the dog up. He didn't use his android speed, he wanted to do it slowly. It
didn't take him too long to get the dog sewn together. "I know what it's
like to be in pieces, little, fella," he said, affectionately rubbing the
dog's dirty head.
Lore walked out of his room,
and saw the children had left their day clothes by the cleaning machine. He put
the clothes and the dog into it, closed the lid and started the cycle.
Half an hour later, when the
cycle was finished, he took the dry clothes out, put them into the children's
bedroom and fished his dog out of them.
"Hey, you look great!
There's a cute yellow pup under all that muck." Lore smiled, took the
light dog into his room, and put him on the bed. "I'll call you Soong,
after my father."
The dog did not look so sad
anymore. Lore smiled, put it by the pillow and looked at his big teddy bear on
the chair. "I'll call you Noonian."
Lore pulled his new blankets
over him and began to read one of the books he'd bought, at human speed,
because he'd finish all the books in less than five minutes if he read through
them at his fastest speed.
Lore went to Seth the next
morning before the children awoke and asked her if it would be all right to
take them out into the school playground.
"It should be fine, as
long as you keep them together and Don't let them leave the school grounds. I
think the fresh air will be good for them."
"Seth, do you have a
moment? I'd like to show you something."
Seth nodded and Lore smiled.
"I've made a ew improvements to the classroom."
Seth looked intrigued and Lore
led her to the classroom. Lore heard Roshana behind the lockers, asleep, and
didn't speak too loudly, so not to wake her.
"I think the children like
me," he said to her.
"That's great! So what are
your improvements?" Seth was eager to see.
And Lore was eager to show her,
and began with the clean, orderly shelves.
"I've bought new good
story books and text books."
Seth smiled, most impressed.
"I've also replaced most
of their workbooks and used the recycler to make new paper. I also recycled all
those crappy books and all that old teacher's stuff. I was told we're supposed
to keep all that stuff, but I can't see the point. They didn't care about these
children and if they really wanted the records they would have taken them with
them. I can't see why our shelves should be cluttered with their junk. And
those books are more useful as writing, or art paper."
Seth patted Lore. "True. A
bit drastic, but I like it."
Lore smiled again. "I've
never been one for patience, or playing by the rules." He also showed Seth
the newly stocked, organised craft cupboard, with some special craft supplies
things he'd bought from the toy shop, like colored glitter glue.
"It's very good for
them," Seth said, "to be arty and crafty. A lot of them are good at
that sort of thing, and they create such beautiful things. I'm glad you
restocked the cupboard, the other teachers never bothered."
Lore nodded. "I've seen
some of the drawings and paintings. I also bought some new toys for them. Most
of theirs were broken."
"Tell me about it. The
funds the school receives are very tight. Where did you-"
Before she could complete ger
sentence, Lore led her into the corridor and switched on the lights.
"Ohh, so much brighter and
cheerful ..."
Lore showed her his bedroom, a
far cry from the dreary hole it was. "I did a spot of tidying up, ditched
the old cupboard, and clothes and put some carpet down."
Seth smiled. Lore heard the
children waking and went inside their bedroom. "Okay, now," he said,
"time for your breakfasts."
He lead the children into the
dining room and set everything up for them, then went back to Seth.
"I also put some carpet
down here. The floor was so cold. I don't mean to brag but I also bought new
cupboards, mattresses and bed clothes for them," and he showed her.
"You're absolutely
amazing," Seth said, feeling one of the blankets. "They're so pretty
and soft." She hugged Lore. "You really care about them, don't
you?"
Lore nodded again. "I
wasn't .... treated well when I was young and I've done some things I'm not
proud of. I don't want these children to feel rejected ot suffer what I went
through. They deserve the same as anyone else."
Seth nodded. "That they
do."
Lore showed Seth the clean
bathrooms. She marvelled at the pristine white tiles, the clean baths and
floors.
"The mould was quite
bad," Lore said. "Not good at all for the children's health .... and
I'm sounding like a mother."
Seth smiled. "Lore ... I
hope you don't think bad of me," she said, "but I simply don't have
time for everything, or money and-"
"I know," Lore said
with a gentle smile. "It's all right. One can only do their best ... I've
bought some new bath toys, bubble bath and soaps. I've also regulated the
temperature of the water and made it much warmer. If there's a problem with the
electricity cost, you can take it out of my wages."
Seth smiled. "Thanks for
the offer, but I'm sure the school can manage. It's great what you've done
here. Bubble bath, I bet they love that. I'm an adult and I love it!"
Lore smiled.
"There's only one other
thing," Seth said, "two weeks pay definitely wasn't enough for all
this and I don't understand-"
"I didn't steal any of
it," Lore said truthfully. "I was offered discounts on a lot of
it."
"But still-"
"I trust you, Seth,"
Lore said, "I think. Let's just say I have a way with computers."
Seth gave a mischievous,
knowing smile. "It's money well spent. I won't tell anyone if you
won't."
Lore smiled. "It's a done
deal."
That day, Lore took the
children into the playground. Before he left, he took a deep breath.
"Roshana ... would you
like to come?" It was the first time he'd spoken to her. She looked up at
him, then down at her bear and let out a small growl. Lore could see that she
wanted to come, but didn't want to be near anyone.
"All right," Lore
said, "but feel free to join us."
The children were happy and
excited to be going outside. They had never been to the playground before. None
of the other teachers would allow them to. They had fun on the obstacles, and
definitely on the swings, and Lore had fun playing with them and they enjoyed
playing with their toys in the sand.
Later, Lore saw Roshana,
outside, looking lost, and lonely. He wanted to go to her, but knew she'd run
away. He saw her claim a swing and swing on it for a long while, clutching her
bear. Lore smiled. It was nice
to see her out of that corner.
She was still swinging when
Lore was taking the other children inside. Lore decided to leave her. If she
found her way there, she'd find her way back. Lore had started to get a little
worried, but when she entered the room and scampered to her corner, he relaxed.
That day, the class received a
new boy. Seth brought him in.
"This is Atreyu Noah. He
was abandoned by his parents, in a shopping trolley." Lore could see Seth
was almost in tears. How could anyone just abandon him like that? Lore's
parents had abandoned him and it still hurt. They had been abandoned for
different reasons, but that didn't take away the pain. The little boy was
almost in tears too. How was he supposed to understand why his parents didn't
want him? And they had no damned excuse either. Lore cursed them wherever they
were. Seth left the room. Lore saw how frightened the copper-skinned child
looked. "It's all right" he said, "we're all friends here, and
you're most welcome. All these children are like you."
Atreyu Noah was crying now.
Lore approached him, and the child backed away. He looked frightened and
alienated. Lore was scared that the new child would withdraw totally like
Roshana.
"It's okay," he said,
kneeling down. "I'm not going to hurt you. You have a home here, and lots
of other children and toys to play with."
Without warning, Atreyu Noah
threw his arms around Lore and burst into tears. Lore picked the child up and
comforted him in his arms. He gently stroked him head until the sobbing died
down. He pulled out a new book he'd bought and started to read to the children.
Atreyu Noah sat on his lap, and Lore showed him the pictures. The little boy
sucked his thumb, seeming to have calmed down. After the story, Lore let the
children draw pictures and gave Atreyu Noah some drawing utensils and paper,
and before long the little boy was drawing away, and talking to the other children.
Lore set up a bed for him for later on. Luckily he'd bought spares of
everything! It didn't take Atreyu long to come accustomed to the ways here and
the class was very friendly and accepting towards him. They were all like
family here and Lore was grateful to be a part of that family.
In his spare time, besides
helping the children and himself, Lore made it his business to learn more about
Magratica and its culture, and laws. He found he no longer resented the
policemen because they wore Starfleet-like uniforms, in fact he found them
quite helpful. Magratica's laws he found were standard as any other planet -
killing, damaging drugs, assaulting others was forbidden. The library had
loaned Lore a computer disk-book containing all volumes of Magratica's values
and laws and they were most surprised when Lore returned it the next day, fully
read. Lore also found he no longer resented biological life forms. Everyone
here was biological. He'd run into some who weren't exactly nice, but,
unfortunately most planets had those sorts. Lore decided not to let it bother
him.
He had taken the children
shopping, and bought many sets of clothes for them, each different. He'd also
bought himself some sets of clothes. Although he didn't need to change, he'd
found some he really liked and it was such a relief to get out of his torn borg
suit. Whoever designed that was an idiot. He'd worn it to fit in, even if he
had looked stupid. He'd have someone's eye out with those shoulder pads, he was
sure. He was glad to find clothes which suited him and looked really nice, and
were very comfortable. He'd also spoilt the children, by buying them
chocolates, sweets, books, toys and other little trinkets. He knew spoiling
children was supposed to be bad, but when had these children ever been spoiled?
He'd even coaxed Roshana to
come with them, but she had kept her distance. He saw her eying some things she
liked, but she was too frightened and shy to ask for anything, so Lore got them
for her anyway. He didn't want her to feel left out.
Lore spent the next few days
sampling various fresh and tasty food from different organisations in the hope
of finding one that could supply the school with the food it needed - and be
nutritious, delicious, a vast variety and affordable. Lore found one he liked
very much called "Food Nums." The chef he spoke to was quite a
character. They were thrilled to have a customer as large as a school and were
eager to offer special discounts on meals. Lore organised with Seth, who was
over the moon about it. In the long run, Food Nums would cost about the same
and be much better for the children - Food that was good and actually had a
taste. The shredded cheese tasted like shredded cheese, not shredded paper -
the sauces were exquisite, the milk natural and pure, the fruit and vegetables
fresh and the deserts, divine, - rich chocolate cake which tasted like
chocolate cake and much more. Lore loved the chocolate mousse. His friend
Elanore had introduced it to him on Omicron Theta before she died. She had died
quite a few years before he as disassembled. Lore didn't like to think of that,
or Elanore's death. He had tried to save her, but her injuries were too great.
When he thought of Elanore, he tried to think of the happy memories, like how
friendly she was - the only colonist who had treated him nicely. She had taught
him to cook, without using a replicator and introduced him to her hundreds of
varieties of yummy chocolate mousse from all over the galaxy. Its sweet, smooth
and creamy texture had always brought a smile to his face and although he'd
programmed all of Elanore's recipes into the replicator, on the colony, it was
never quite as good as the real thing. Lore had made different recipes and
eaten many varieties of chocolate mousse quite often to escape the harshness of
his treatment on the colony, but that was in the past now and Lore was
determined to leave it behind him and make a brighter future.
The children were to receive
different meals every day. The food company "Easy Craig" were angry
and demanded why the school had cancelled their orders. Their rather rude
manager practically barged into the school.
"Have you actually eaten
any of the food you make?" Lore asked.
"Why should I do
that?" he demanded. "I sell it not eat it."
"Well perhaps you should
try eating it. I doubt you'd wonder why we don't want it anymore after you try
it. It's pathetic, revolting, not very nutritious and totally tasteless. A
Pakled chef could do better. Obviously you don't care about these children. Just
shove any old thing into their mouths, as long as it's dirt cheap for you to
make. Would you do that to your children? Or yourself? No - you'd buy food you
liked and enjoyed, so don't expect us to take any more of your crap."
The manager, shocked, obviously
not used to being on the receiving end, caught his breath.
"My apologies," he
said, promptly leaving the building, after seeing Lore's cold stare.
"You certainly have a way
with people," Seth said, giving him a smile.
"Sorry," Lore said,
apologetically. "Some people really get my goat and you have to be abrupt
with them."
"Don't apologize,"
Seth said. "He's had that coming for a long time. Hell knows, I've been
wanting to say it to him, but you beat me to it!"
Lore smiled. "Perhaps
he'll start making real food now."
And Seth smiled too.
Lore was teaching the children
times tables one morning and was pleased at their progress. He heard the door
abruptly open and looked up. In the doorway he saw a tall thin man, sporting a
long grey beard and moustache.
"Can I help you?"
Lore asked.
"I'm Mr Clancy," the
man said. "I taught here some time ago. I've come for my papers."
There was something about this
man that Lore did not like. "Which papers are you referring to?"
"All the previous
teachers' papers are here. They're filed in those shelves - or did you not do
your homework?"
Lore refused to let this person
irk him. "I'm, sorry," he said in a condescending tone. "All
those papers you mentioned have been discarded. Why should we waste valuable
shelf space keeping papers for teachers who don't give a damn about these
children?"
"What?! They're supposed
to be kept!"
"Why did you leave this
class, Mr. Clancy?" Lore asked.
Lore saw Selma stick her tongue
right out at Mr. Clancy behind his back and he smiled.
"These children are
awful," Clancy said. "Their work is terrible - they don't understand
anything. What's the point of teaching disabled children in the first place?
They are incapable of learning anything. And that girl," he said pointing
at Roshana, "it's a wonder she's alive."
Lore heard Roshana grunt softly
from her corner. "She'll come when she's ready," he said, trying to
remain calm. "She's had it tough and she needs her time alone to
adjust."
Clancy had calmed somewhat and
continued. "I took this job because it was the only one available at the
time, heaven forbid and I'm glad to be rid of it and so was Gloria, the teacher
before me and I don't blame her for leaving either."
Lore took a deep breath. This
man was really starting to irk him. "Maybe they're terrible because you
don't care about them. I saw their workbooks - the things they got wrong
weren't even marked properly - maybe you don't know your work."
"How dare you insult
me!"
"It's not an insult,"
Lore said, calmly. "You don't care about these children, so how can you
expect them to respect you or any other teachers - and behave if you don't care
about them? I happen to care for these children and have been teaching them and
they are beginning to understand what no other teacher bothered to teach them
properly. They're people like you and me and they shouldn't be treated with any
less respect."
Mr. Clancy took in a breath,
listening to what Lore said. "Perhaps you're right, and you seem to be
right for this job. At least someone is. I suppose you threw out my clothes in
the bedroom too?"
"You have absolutely no
dress sense, darling," Lore said in a mocking motherly tone. "From
your skin color I can tell you're a Winter person, so why don't you get clothes
that suit you? I'm afraid grey does nothing for you, my dear."
Clancy didn't know wether to
laugh or explode. "Thank you," he said. "I'll be leaving
now."
Lore could tell there had been
a slight change in the man. He didn't seem as abrupt or as single minded. Lore
smiled inwardly. At least he'd made another person think. The people on
Magratica weren't above caring - they just needed a hard kick in the butt to do
it, just like he had done, Lore mused.
* * *
A few days later Seth had
fallen very ill and she wasn't expected to survive. Lore felt extremely upset
and very worried. He'd never met anyone who had appreciated him or cared for
him in this way before. Seth was like a mother to him, also a teacher, a friend
- a lot of things. All the children in the school and gone to see her in
hospital. Her room was covered with cards, flowers, fruit and chocolates. She
was very well loved. Lore had brought all the children to see her, even Roshana
came along, but remained distant from everyone, clutching her teddy. Lore was
glad she had come. He had bought Seth a bunch of roses and more chocolates.
Seth smiled warmly at him.
"I shall never have to buy chocolate again!"
Lore could tell she was weak,
but she was a strong woman. He saw Roshana approach Seth's bed and give her a
flower. Lore recognised it as the one she was making in craft.
"Thank you," Seth
said, touched, and she held Roshana's hand. It was the first time Lore had seen
Roshana allow anyone to touch her. He could tell she cared for and loved Seth
very much. As did he.
An older student, Hamble
watched over Seth and took over with her duties. She had commented to Lore how
impressed she was with what he had done for the Children. She'd often helped
them in the periods when they had no one to look after them and was quite fold
of them, and Seth and needless to say, was extremely worried about her.
Lore felt grateful for Hamble's
help, though angry at being so helpless. But suddenly, he had an idea. His
shuttle! He practically bolted there at full speed and was there in just a few
minutes. He remained in radio contact with the hospital and learned that Seth
had just suffered a heart attack and it did not look good for her. He only
hoped he was in time and that he could save her. He found his shuttle virtually
untouched, apart from some plants which had partially grown over it. He tore
the vines away from the hatch and almost tore the hatch off too. He ransacked
the interior until he found what he was looking for. A medical tricorder and a
med-kit. Having being with the Borg, he had discovered that they occasionally
needed medical assistance for their organic parts, but was glad that was all
behind him now. Lore slammed the hatch shut and bolted back to the hospital. He
had to save Seth and prayed to whatever deity was up there to help him. He
arrived back at the hospital in no time and despite the doctors' protests, Lore
began to help Seth. The doctors, nurses and children watched an amazement as
Lore used the tricorder and his medical supplies, to cure a disease which had
been deemed incurable.
Seth awoke, and needed time to
recover. Lore promised her he would look after things until she was fit enough
to return to work and he planned to do just that. He didn't want her getting
sick again. She smiled at him warmly and trusted him and Lore was grateful for
that trust. A lot of the older students promised to help him and they were
grateful to Lore, and the other teachers in the school were also. They had even
apologized to Lore, because some of them had felt he was wasting his time with
his children, but knew that Seth cared a lot about them. Lore smiled and
forgave them. There was nothing like impressing others with something really
worthwhile and it made Lore feel wonderful.
Lore took his class home that
after visiting Seth. They had been there for a few hours. It was a particularly
cold and dark night. It didn't bother Lore, but the children were all shivering
and complaining, and Lore hustled them back to the school. It was quite a long
walk from the hospital for the children, and Lore hoped they didn't catch cold.
They made it back to the school and hustled inside to their classroom, which
was quite cold. Lore rushed inside, turned on the lights, illuminating the pitch
black classroom, and turned on the air heaters, warming the place up. It was
amazing how quickly it got cold on Magratica. It was a reasonable temperature
and light when they left for the hospital.
Lore got the dinners, which
were gobbled up in no time. The children appreciate the new tasty food very
much. They hadn't gotten very dirty that day, and Lore saw they were all very
tired. He wiped the food from their faces and ushered them off to bed. The room
was quite warm since he had turned the heaters on when they had returned from
the hospital. The children quickly put on their new winter pyjamas, pulled up
their new blankets, snuggled in their beds cuddling their plush toys. The
silent heaters would turn off automatically when the room reached a comfortable
temperature, then start up again when it got colder, so the children would keep
warm. Lore smiled at them. "Good night, sweet dreams," he said, then
turned off the lights.
Lore began to walk into his
bedroom, feeling glad the children were all safe and warm. He suddenly thought
about Roshana. He had heard her go to her corner. The poor girl'll be
freezing! Lore grabbed the two blankets and pillow he'd saved for her, and
her dinner and dashed into the doorway to the classroom. He quietly opened the
door, and turned on one of the lights, and turned it down dim. Lore saw Roshana
in her corner, tossing and turning, trying to cope with the biting cold. He
heard her crying softly in her sleep. Lore felt so sorry for her and began
walking slowly toward her. He turned on the silent heater in the classroom and
continued toward her. He'd advanced about halfway when Roshana awoke and saw
him. Lore could see she was absolutely terrified. She began to back into the
lockers as far as she could go. Lore could see her shivering and trying to
protect herself, and she was crying soundlessly. Lore stopped, knelt down and
spoke to her gently. "I'm not going to hurt you, Roshana," but her
terrified expression did not change.
Maybe she knows, Lore thought for a moment, all those
bad things I did ... maybe she can sense them ... but then can't she sense that
I'm trying to start again? ... Lore looked at Roshana again and saw her
fear was more primal - no doubt because of her brutal father. If I ever see
him, Lore thought, I'll show him what I damned well think! I've done
some things I'm not proud of, but brutalizing, assaulting and raping children
aren't amongst them, or raping anyone for that matter. Lore saw the sheer
terror in Roshana's eyes and he wanted to cry himself. He so much wanted her to
trust him. He had no intentions of harming her in any way. He looked again into
her large, terrified eyes.
Lore spoke slowly and gently.
"I don't know what that man, did to you, but I promise I will not hurt you
or force you to do anything you don't want to do."
Sadly, he realised Roshana was
still petrified, as though she hadn't heard a word he's said. "Roshana,
can you hear me?"
She emphatically nodded her
head.
The poor baby's so scared... Lore thought. He just wanted to take
her into his arms and embrace her. He held out his hand to her. Her hand darted
out and scratched it, like a cat. Her hands were very tense. Of course it
didn't hurt Lore. He edged his hand closer and Roshana whimpered like a
frightened puppy.
"Shh..." Lore urged, withdrawing
his hand, not wanting to wake the other children, sensing she was about to
scream
he held a hand up. He want
didn't her to be frightened. "It's all right," he said softly.
"I'll leave these here for you. It's cold tonight and you must be hungry."
Lore pulled the blankets up and left the food and utensils by Roshana. He
slowly backed off and stood up, trying his best not to frighten her any more.
"Just call me if you need me," he said, knowing she wouldn't. Upset,
Lore walked away, turned off the classroom light and retreated to his bedroom,
wishing there was some way he could help Roshana. He tried to cheer himself up
by thinking about all the good things he had done here and it made him happy,
but he still wanted to help Roshana.
Perhaps I'm being too
impatient, he thought. Maybe
she'll open up to me and the others when she's ready. And the last thing
Lore wanted to do was rush her or force her, because good intentions aside, it
would make things worse, but Lore couldn't help thinking that Roshana may never
let others in. He hoped that wouldn't be so and he tried not to think about it.
The next morning the children
were up and ready for school. Mercifully the cold had disappeared with the
night. Lore had turned the heaters off, really glad he'd bought them! That
morning Lore's first thought were of Roshana. When he started the class he saw
empty food cartons and a ruffled blanket which had obviously been slept in and
empty bowls. Lore began his lesson with one of the new books he'd bought - a good
book. He liked teaching and found it most enjoyable and it taught him too - not
in the field of academics (he could work through the entire thick math book in
his head in 8.25 seconds) but it taught him to be more accepting of others. He
didn't look down on them or have contempt for them. He didn't think the
children were stupid or get mad when they'd forgotten what 5 * 9 was. Instead
he wanted to show them how to work it out, teach them his skills so that would
learn how to do things for themselves. He became less judgemental and he
discovered the true meaning of the word patience!
* * *
Seth made a fast recovery and
was on her feet back at the school within a fortnight. She'd never felt this
good since her twenties! Her slump had gone and Lore threw his arms around her
and gave her a welcome back kiss. Seth hugged him too and was glad to be back
home. She too lived here. It was the only home she knew and she couldn't bear
to be away any longer.
"What would I have done
without you?" she said, shaking her head and smiling at Lore.
"What would I have done
without you?"
Seth smiled, not thinking that
she'd done much, but she had. She'd helped Lore in more ways that he could have
ever imagined any biological person - or any person at all, could have done and
he would be forever grateful for that.
Lore took her shopping and
bought her clothes which suited her figure, were her style and colors, so they
looked really good. He'd also spoiled her. Seth didn't look like someone who
had ever been spoiled and he wanted to treat her to something special. They
went to a live theatre play and lunch out together. He also took her to various
shops and showed her how to be impulsive and let the child in her out and she
was most grateful.
"It feels as if I've been
trapped all this time. Thank you, Lore."
"Thank you."
Lore voiced his concerns to
Seth about Roshana.
"Poor Roshana," Seth
had said. "What are we going to do about her ... I wish there was some way
to help, but how?..."
clearly it was a question to
which only time had the answer.
Seth had been so busy lately.
No one could run a place like she could! There was a lot of organizing to do.
Lore, the elder students and teachers had been helping her too and Seth thanked
everyone for their support.
After one very hard day after
putting the children to sleep, Lore lay in the bed in his room. The day had
been particularly hard, teaching the children basic mathematics. The math
wasn't hard for Lore - teaching the children to understand it - that was the
hard part. Lore tired his best to be patient. At least they could count. Lore
had used examples and objects and finally managed to teach them to add and
subtract and he never lost his patience once, which made him proud. He really wanted
to teach these children. They needed to know basic mathematics to get by
anywhere, and they definitely needed to know the basics if they were to learn
anything more advanced. Lore would teach them, but one thing at a time,
otherwise they'd get confused and never get anywhere. Lore wasn't going to
spend any time on things the children didn't need to know, unless they wanted
to learn them. These children were more on the creative side than academic and
Lore felt that should be developed, but first the children needed to learn the
basics in all the subjects.
Lore worried about Roshana. How
could he teach her anything if she wouldn't let anyone go near her? She
wouldn't join the class and she was terrified of anyone approaching her. Lore
saw Selma go to her and give her one of her paintings. Roshana took her
painting and didn't seem frightened, but wanted Selma to go away, not because
she didn't like her, because she wanted to be alone. Lore didn't see dislike in
Roshana's eyes, but she looked very uncomfortable. She was also afraid she'd be
forced by the others. Selma looked sad, but seemed to understand. She smiled at
Roshana than joined the class. Lore saw Roshana look at Selma, longing, perhaps
longing to join the class, but not knowing how.
That night, Lore lay in his bed
thinking about the task ahead of him. It would take quite a while, but he
wanted to do it, vowed he would do it, or at least his very best. He knew he
was wanted here, more than any other place in the universe. Lore lay his head
on his pillow and tried to go to sleep. It had been a very long day, and
although he didn't need sleep, he felt he could do with some and smiled to
himself as he pulled the woven blanket he'd bought at Ananya's shop over him,
closed his eyes and slept. He didn't access his dream program. It had a habit
of accessing itself and he found that interesting. He seldom slept and when he
did, it felt better to let the dreams come naturally.
Lore wasn't in a very deep
sleep and was semi aware of his state. He'd taking to sleeping while the
children were asleep if he had nothing in particular he needed or wanted to do.
It was some time during the
middle of the night when Lore thought he heard his door open. He wasn't worried
about it, and told himself not to get up, or even open his eyes. A few moments
later, he felt someone else crawling into the bed. He was sure of it and became
more awake. The figure crept upwards and seemed to nestle in his chest, trying
to snuggle up to him. Lore touched the figure, who was quite small and he heard
faint sobbing. Lore surmised the person was one of the children, who perhaps
had a nightmare and was seeking comfort. He smiled to himself, despite his
half-asleep state, that someone would trust him and come to him. It was a
wonderful feeling. He gently put his arm around the small child, which seemed
to comfort her and her sobbing subsided and she began sucking her thumb. Lore
felt her body rise and fall, with her regular breathing. He felt warm and glad
comforting her. It didn't take long for either of them to fall into a deep
sleep.
When Lore awoke in the morning,
he had no idea what time it was, but he didn't bother to check his internal
chronometer. He felt someone against him and remembered the child who had come
to him last night and he smiled. Lore gently removed the covers and stared at
the child. There lay Roshana, sleeping peacefully. Lore almost cried, and
thanked whatever deity watching over him. He stroked her long wavy brown hair,
gently so not to wake her. Soon after, Roshana began to wake.
"Bad dream?" Lore
asked softly.
Roshana gasped and sat up rod
straight in an instant.
"It's all right,"
Lore said gently, not wanting her to run away. "Did you have a bad
dream?"
Roshana nodded, frightened, but
Lore sensed her fear was not of him, but the dream.
"Do you want to talk about
it?"
Roshana slowly shook her head.
"You'll be all
right," Lore said, but Roshana looked unsure, as if her nightmare would
come true. Whatever it was had terrified her, but she had said that she did not
want to talk about it and Lore did not want to pursue the matter. He swore to
protect her if anything bad did threaten to happen. He decided to change the
subject.
"Would you like a bath,
Roshana? I can run one for you."
Roshana gave a small smile and
nodded.
Lore smiled. "All
right."
He headed for the bathroom and
began to pour a soothing warm bath for he, poured out a generous helping of
turquoise bubble bath, agitated the water furiously so more bubbles came - and
an android could make lots more bubbles! Lore he also put a rubber duckie and
some other toys in the water, left breakfast out for her, then walked into the
classroom to start the day. Roshana would join them when she was ready. The
other children had eaten their breakfast, were dressed and ready.
Lore could tell they really
liked him and it made him happy. The new boy Atreyu Noah had settled in nicely
and was nowhere near as shy and frightened as when he first started. He was
good friends with Ryan now. They were always together and Lore felt it was beautiful
to have such a valuable friendship. He'd heard some of the other teachers
saying he should separate them, because they were becoming too attached, but
Lore decided not to. Both children needed to be together and with each other at
this point in their lives and separating them now would only cause a lot of
pain, now and in the future. Lore felt it was not his place to force them apart
and he let them stay together, although he did ask them to play with the other
children also, because he didn't want them to shut themselves out completely
and they had listened to him. They did play with the other children, but were
always the best of friends. Lore had found himself wishing he had experienced
friendship of that magnitude.
Seth was on her way to Lore's class.
She had been so busy of late, she hadn't even had a chance to drop in and thank
Lore and the children for their support. She turned the handle and could hear
Lore and the children. She opened the door fully and looked inside. Her eyes
nearly fell out of their sockets at what she saw: Roshana sitting on Lore's
lap.
Lore looked up at Seth and
closed the book he was reading to the children. He smiled warmly at Seth and
motioned her to come into the classroom. Seth nodded, still bewildered.
"Lore's reading us a story
about bed time," Roshana said, "and it's making us all sleepy."
And Roshana smiled.
So did Lore and Seth - it was
the middle of the day! That was the first time Lore had heard Roshana speak.
Her voice was sweet, cute and had an aura of childlike wonder to it. He ruffled
her long, dark wavy hair and she smiled again, then ruffled his.
"You've got a mischievous
streak in there, Roshana," he said, with a smile. "I like it..."
And she giggled. Lore smiled
again. It was a warm wonderful feeling.
There were tears in Seth's
eyes. She came to Lore and gave him a hug.
"I don't know what to say,
or what you've done, but you're absolutely incredible."
What seemed like eons ago, a
statement like that would have fed Lore's colossal ego, but now, he just felt
grateful that he'd earned it and he felt wonderful for what he had
accomplished. He didn't need that false sense of superiority anymore.
There was so much more to
Roshana than that terrified, isolated girl who wouldn't budge from her corner
or let anyone near her. She was beginning to join in activities with the other
children and were eager to accept her. Selma was happy to be able to play with
her.
Roshana was quite behind the
other children in most subjects and Lore spent extra time with her to help her
catch up. The other children weren't jealous at all, as Lore first feared they
might be, in fact Lore found them quite helpful. Lore had set up a new bed for
her in the bedroom, with a new mattress, side cupboard and lamp. Roshana the
last to go to sleep and was amazed at how comfortable the bed was, compared to
the hard floor, which she'd slept on for so long. Lore put her to bed one night
and smiled when she snuggled up with her bear and doggie. She had placed her
purple car on the bedside cupboard. It was a cold night outside, so Lore had
put the heater on, and it was quite warm in the bedroom. He was glad he wasn't
affected by the cold. On occasion, he had switched off his temperature control
and wonder how humans could stand being too cold or hot. Lore switched off
Roshana's bedside light, kissed her good night, tucked her in an then walked
into his bedroom, feeling wonderful that all was well.
Selma learnt fairly quickly and
had moved up a level and into another class. Lore missed her, but was proud of
her achievement. It was unheard of for an intellectually disabled child to
achieve or accomplish anything. Lore was surprised at the rate she was growing.
In the year he had been here, she was an adolescent and now in her final year
of school. Natives on Magratica had fast growth rate, but some grew faster then
others. Some other children had progressed to higher classes too, and more new
children had joined his class. Lore hoped they all learned enough to survive
and like Selma, went onward. He was confident in himself, and even though it
was fun a lot of the time, it was long hard work, even for an android.
Lore often took the children on
outings, such as shopping, and to places like the zoo, aquarium, fun parks, to
the pool and the seaside, on cruise, being very careful to supervise them, and
of course to the ice cream parlour and chocolate & lolly factory! When they
went to the museum, the little boy, Zoisite had been absolutely swept away and
mesmerized by the gemstone and geology section. Lore had to come back for him
afterwards and he found he was taking him to the museum on numerous occasions
and bought him some books on the subject and bought him some gemstones at and
minerals. He was happy to see that the little blond had developed an interest
at last and hoped he wouldn't tire of it. Lore was delighted to see Roshana
having fun. She had apologized to Lore for how she had remained so cut off from
everyone.
"Roshana," Lore had
said, "you needed your time. You needed that time alone to yourself, to
heal, to learn to trust others again and you were very frightened. God only
knows I needed my time too."
Roshana hadn't fully understood
the latter half of Lore's statement, but she had thanked him and joined the
others, toy shopping. When he was talking to Roshana, Lore had realized how
isolated he'd been - how he had never let anyone get close to him - not even
his own brother. Lore had not sat in a corner, distant from everyone, but
everyone behaved in their own way. Ironic, Lore thought. Here I am,
teaching Roshana how to overcome and deal with isolation and I haven't even
done it myself. Lore hoped he could one day settle things with Data - when
was another story, and Lore didn't want to dwell on things that upset him. He
took peace in the feeling that he and Data would meet up again, somewhere,
sometime, somehow.
Lore began teaching the
children one morning and saw Roshana go to her corner. For a moment, he was
afraid that she was going to resume her isolated position. She picked up her
scruffy stuffed bear and doggie and toy car. She then came to Lore and held up
the dog and bear.
"Wash, please."
Lore smiled and nodded. He
stood up, took them to the cleaning machine and set it to delicate so not to
damage or misproportion the toys. Lore placed the toys in the machine and began
to close the lid. He heard an ear-piercing - even for him - scream come from
the classroom and again and again. Lore let the lid slam down and rushed into
the room and saw a man had entered the room and had grabbed Roshana. At first
Lore thought he might be a previous teacher, but saw how hostile the man was
toward Roshana.
"So this is where you've
been all this time, Brat! You're coming with me you little bitch!"
Roshana screamed uncontrollably
and tried to push him away. The man felt a hand clamp down on his shoulder.
"Just who in Hades do you
think you are?" Lore barked. He wanted to swear, but not in front of the
children.
"I'm her father!" the
man shot back. "Who the hell are you?"
"I'm her teacher and I
don't appreciate people barging in and terrorising my students."
"I'll have you know,"
the man spat, "it's against the law to keep children from their parents. I
could have you arrested!"
"Do you care about
Roshana?"
"What's that got to do
with it?"
"ANSWER THE QUESTION!"
The man reeled back in shock,
then stabilized himself. "She ran away. She had no right to do that!"
"She ran away because you
abused her!" Lore spat.
"Parents have rights to
their children - and she's intellectually disabled - which means I have every right!"
"We'll see about
that," Lore said, disgusted. "Get out of my classroom."
"How dare
you speak to me that way?! I am the father of this child! I have every right to
-"
"As far as I'm
concerned," Lore said, controlling himself not to break the man's neck,
"you have no rights here. This is my classroom. I am
responsible for these children and no one is going to hurt
them."
the other man seethed. "I
don't give a damn who you are. I want what's MINE!"
He grabbed Roshana, who shrieked and desperately tried to struggle away, but
her strength was no match for this burly, ugly man. He made for the door. Lore
lunged after him and freed Roshana. The man tried to punch Lore. Lore blocked
the assault, surprising the other man with his incredible speed, breaking his
wrist in the process. The man yelled in pain.
"I'm going to take her.
She belongs to me! You'll pay for that you f-"
"Now, now," Lore said
in a mocking tone. "There are children present."
Lore was angry at how this man
was regarding Roshana. Even his own father - or mother hadn't treated him this
badly - and he thought he had it bad.
The man's face grew red with
anger. "I want what's mine and I'll take it!"
He lunged again for Roshana.
Lore'd had enough. He grabbed the offending person, held him above his head and
flung him across the room, and out of the window. The other children stared at
Lore in awe. Roshana, still shaken by the experience began to cry. Lore
immediately knelt down to her and held her gently in his arms.
"He won't hurt you ever
again," he said comfortingly. "I promise."
At that moment Seth burst into
the classroom, sporting a black eye and in a panic.
"Lore ... Roshana's father
... found her and he's ...."
Lore turned to the other
students. "Excuse us."
He stood, and took Roshana
outside with Seth.
"I know," he said.
"I've dealt with him."
"But he was such a strong
man. Much bigger than you. I tried to stop him, but ..."
Lore's eyes showed his anger at
how this man could assault an elderly woman.
"Lore's stronger,"
Roshana said. "He threw that horrible man across the classroom and out of
the window."
Seth knelt down and hugger
Roshana. "You don't have to accept that horrible man as your father
..." Seth paused. "I didn't think the windows in that classroom could
open..."
Lore smiled. "They
can't."
Seth's eyes widened and then
she grinned too. "You certainly have a flair for the dramatic - most
unorthodox, but that bugger deserved it."
And Lore nodded his approval.
"And I'll pay for the window too."
The very next day when Lore was
teaching the children - the police paid the school a visit. Lore had become
used to their Starfleet-like uniforms - but this time he knew they had come for
him.
"Is there somewhere we can
speak in private," he said, not wanting to alarm the children.
The two police gestured. Lore
followed them. Seth was waiting outside with a worried look on her face. Lore
also saw Roshana's 'father' there, his arm and wrist bandaged up and he gave
the man a smile. Deep inside he was a little worried, but he was confident he
would help these people see the true criminal here.
Lore saw one of the older
students. "Hamble he said, could you look after the class please, while we
sort this out?"
"Certainly," she
said.
Lore didn't see Hamble very
much, but he found her very kind and helpful, particularly while Seth was sick.
Hamble was a pretty girl, thin with wavy short hair and a pale face and small
blue eyes, always eager to help. Lore turned back to the police.
"Excuse me ma'am,"
said the police woman. "You'll have to wait outside."
Seth looked at Lore, very
worried.
"Don't worry," he
told her. " Everything's gonna be fine."
And she tried to smile.
Lore entered the room with the
two police officers.
Roshana's 'father' began
barking abuse at Lore and what he did.
"Yes," Lore said.
"I broke his wrist - when he tried to punch me and I threw him out of the
closed window - which I am going to pay to be fixed."
"I'll be scarred for
life," the man spat. "The glass cut me, you know."
Lore gave his an obviously fake
sympathetic look. "Oh diddums, diddums."
"We're aware you're not
from Magratica, Mr. Lore," cut in the police man.
"Please - just Lore."
"Are you aware that
physically assaulting others is regarded as a criminal offence?"
"Yes," Lore replied.
"I am. I've studied your laws -
L-A-W-S."
The police woman gave a barely
noticeable smile. "Then you are also aware that it's against the law to
keep children away from their natural parents if it is against the parent's
will."
"Yes," Lore replied.
"I am."
"Then we have no choice
but to place you under arrest," the police man said.
Roshana's 'father's' face
became an ugly, twisted grin - one Lore wanted to rip right off. The police
woman hand-cuffed Lore's wrists and motioned for him to stand.
"Just one thing,"
Lore said. "Do you know what that thing did to Roshana?"
"That is of no
concern," the police woman said. "She is a disordered child and he's
her father. According to our laws, he has every right to her."
"Even the right hurt her?
Do you think that's right?"
The police woman was silent,
then said. "It is not my place to question the law - just to uphold
it."
"Even when some things it
says are wrong?" and before anyone could reply, Lore went on. "I've
read your laws - and nowhere does it state that disabled children
do not have equal rights. Children are children disabled or not. Adults are
adults disabled or not. Where I come from, disabled people have all the rights
'normal' people do."
Lore let that sink in for a
while.
"Is rape against your
laws? - or to sexually abuse another?"
"Of course it is!"
the police woman snapped, her voice telling Lore that she had been abused at
some time in her life. "I thought you said you read all the laws."
"I have - perhaps you
haven't. So if you found a man who had raped and battered abused a little girl
so badly that she had taken years to let others get close to her, what would
you do?"
"Then, that person would
be put in jail for life, and the key thrown away. The person would even be
executed if necessary."
"Even if the man was the
child's father?"
"Yes," the police man
said. "He would still go to jail for life and the child cared for."
Lore pointed at Roshana's
'father.' "Well this 'man' did those things to that poor little
girl. Damn his scars from the glass. He's scarred that little girl much more
than you could ever imagine. It took her almost a year to trust me. That
'person'-" he pointed to the man, "is a pile of slimy pos'wa." A
word Lore had learned on Magratica. "He doesn't care about that beautiful
little child or what he's done to her life. Disabled people have feelings too
and don't you dare tell me he had a right to do what he did to her, because he
did not."
The police officers began
talking to each other, obviously astounded by what Lore had just said to them.
He was right. He shouldn't be the one under arrest - Roshana's 'father' should
be and they announced their decision.
"That's outrageous!"
the man shrieked, standing up.
Lore shoved him back down,
pushing the man's injured arm in the process. Lore didn't care.
"You know it's not,"
he said. "You just used Roshana to fulfil you sick fantasies. Did you rape
your wife too?"
"She left me a long time
ago," the man growled.
"No bloody wonder! You
know you deserve this, even though you'll try to worm your way out of it like
the worm you are."
And that's what he tried to do,
despite feeling angry at Lore's accusation - but the police didn't buy the
man's pathetic lies that he would look after Roshana from now on, blah, blah,
blah, and they hand-cuffed him.
"We apologize, Lore"
the police woman said. "I ... - the police department has no excuse. We'll
definitely update our laws. From now on any parent - or anyone who abandons or
abuses disabled children will be placed under arrest."
Lore smiled. "Good."
"We can find substitute
parents for Roshana," the police man said.
"I thank you for the
offer, but I don't think she's ready to leave yet, and I'll gladly take the
responsibility for her and the other children here."
The police smiled. "It's
not everyday we come across such a caring citizen. I hope more will come."
Lore smiled at them. "I'm
sure they will."
The police woman have Lore a
guilty smile. "Uh ... I'm sorry to tell you this, but we didn't bring keys
for your handcuffs. We were intending to take you straight back to the station.
You'll have to come with us so we can-"
"No problem," Lore
said, pulling his wrists apart, snapping the chain, and then he twisted the
metal cuffs off his wrists."
The police and Roshana's
'father' stared in awe, not sure what to think. Lore crushed the broken
metal, and then swallowed the ball he'd made. "I hope they weren't
expensive," and he gave the police a friendly smile.
They all stood there for a few
moments, then the police hustled Roshana's 'father' out of the room.
"We'll have a restraining
order against him in case he escapes and we entitle you to use whatever force
necessary." And with that they turned away. Before they left, Lore clamped
his hand down hard on Roshana's 'father's' sore shoulder. If he had been any
tighter, he would have crushed the man's bones. Lore glared into the man's eyes
and said softly, but menacingly, "if you EVER come back here I
intend to use whatever force necessary and more."
Lore wasn't sure what he saw in
the other man's eyes - anger, guilt, fear - or all of them? Whatever. He cared
never to see the bastard again and threw him out of the school - literally.
Lore returned to his classroom
and told them that everything was all right.
"Glad to have you
back," Hamble said. "They really are delightful children."
And then she saw Josca trying
to look up her skirt and smiled. "Most of the time."
Lore gently pushed the boy
away. "Thanks for looking after them," he said to Hamble.
"Anytime."
Lore smiled. He really liked
her. A quite few of the students were helpful, but there was something about
Hamble that he liked more. And he had just discovered what it was. She reminded
him of Data. It surprised him at first, but then he thought about it. She was
innocent, pristine and proper, but nice, friendly and helpful, her parents
really cared about her and were good to her. She had many friends and she had
pale white skin. Of course she looked nothing like Data and she was very
different in many ways - and Lore was amazed that he wasn't jealous of her at
all. He hoped that when he and his brother did finally meet that it would be on
better terms than the previous time, but there was no time to think of that now
- he had a class to teach.
Seth came to him, relieved that
the ordeal was over and she hugged him. She was a very caring person and Lore
was glad to have met her in his lifetime.
Lore felt sorry for Roshana
being related to that man, but she was right to disown him and he was proud of
her for that. She was mature for her age. Lore spent many days counselling her
and she responded better to him than any professional counsellors who he had
hired at first. Lore promised she could stay at the school for as long as she
wanted and Roshana was quite relieved. Lore didn't believe in taking something
from someone until they were ready. He'd done his share of bad things in his
life and he was doing his best to make his life worth something - worth living
and something to be proud of.
One afternoon, Lore was sitting
on top of the shelf ledge, teaching the children. He looked out of the windows
and saw Mr. Clancy, wearing a bright red and blue suit. He'd also had his hair
cut, styled, and looked rather smart. Much better than the sadly, dull dressed
person who had come into his classroom that day. Mr. Clancy turned around, saw
Lore and excitedly waved. Lore was taken a little back, then smiled and waved
back. Jeme Clancy had obviously undergone a significant change - a change for
the better and Lore hoped that more people saw the good in these children and
changed for the better too.
* * *
Roshana and the children
trusted Lore explicitly and they even let him bath them. Lore thought Roshana
and some of the other children would be nervous with him in the bathroom, but
he was more nervous than they were! They knew he would never hurt or abuse them
in any way and they liked the way he washed their hair and tickled them while
they were bathing. They knew Lore was always there for them when they needed
him - but that didn't stop them from mucking up in class!
Lore lay on the floor while
Roshana played with his hair, He closed his eyes at her gentle ruffling of his
hair, her hands running smoothly through his thick, knot free hair. She let him
play with her long hair, brush it and braid it. She sometimes slept in Lore's
lap and liked to stay close by him. Lore coaxed her to play with the other
children too, because he knew it would be hard for her if she grew too attached
to him. Roshana enjoyed playing with the other children and they liked to play
with her as well, glad she was no longer the frightened isolated girl stuck in
the corner. She had become quite a lively child and even began to talk to some
of the older students. Hamble adored her!
Now that Roshana no longer
clung to the lockers like super glue, Lore thought to take them out of the
classroom, because they were not used and it would make the classroom more
spacious. Lore walked to the lockers. He'd never had a good look at them,
because until recently Roshana hadn't let him near her while she was there.
They were an ugly, murky dark grey, more than half the locks were broken and
some were rusty, and Lore was amazed at the junk which was inside them: old
clothes, shoes, broken stationary, old papers and a lot of dust. Lore moved the
lockers and was surprised to see another set of lockers adjacent to this one,
but these lockers were beige in color and new-looking and not broken an he also
discovered that the classroom had a front door. Well, you learn something
new every day! Lore threw the junk from the old lockers into the garbage
bin and called the dumpsters to come and collect the old lockers. In the
meantime Lore checked the 'new' lockers. There was nothing inside them.
Miraculously one of the locks were broken and Lore found a set of keys in the
first locker, which was unlocked. He decided to keep this set of lockers, in
case they were needed and it would be a shame to throw them away. They would be
good for storage and in case the children wanted to use them to lock things in.
He moved the beige lockers to the side of the front door and they fit perfectly.
Lore positioned the large-ish table so it did not take up as much space as it
had done previously. The dumpsters did not take long to get rid of the old
lockers. Lore also called carpet cleaners to clean the carpet. He had no idea
the last time it was cleaned, and he made a mental note to get it cleaned at
least three times a year. He gathered the children and lead them into the
bedroom, picked up the table, placed upside down it on the ledge-shelf and
stacked the chairs on top of it to prepare for the carpet cleaners and he moved
the craft cupboard and lockers into the corridor.
The cleaners did not take as
long as Lore had expected. He'd never had a carpet cleaned before! It was dry
when they had finished, surprised to see the grey-brown was actually light
brown, looking cleaner and shiny and it felt nice and silky. The children liked
it a lot and couldn't stop running their hands over it. Lore handed them each a
key for a locker and wrote each child's name on one and there were a few spare.
Seth liked the bigger looking
classroom. "It looks so much bigger. It's amazing how people can change
something for the better when something's been there for so long!" Lore
smiled too. Seth was impressed with the clean carpet and asked the carpet
cleaners to do the rest of the school. Lore offered to pay for it, but Seth
told him that the school could handle the expense - and she also hired Lore to
help her clean and organize the rest of the school. Lore smiled despite
himself. He found he quite liked tidying and organizing!
*
* *
The children quite liked
sitting at the art table, with the stationary strewn everywhere. Lore was glad
he'd bought it. He liked to watch them painting, pasting, sewing, cutting,
drawing, writing and sculpting away and he smiled.
He'd made sculptures an drawn a
few things himself. He found he quite liked it! Some of the children came to
him to help them with their art and he liked helping them making what they
wanted to make and showing them how to make and draw the things they wanted.
Occasionally the art table was cleaned. Lore made sure he bought one which was
easy to clean! And the children were learning to become more organized.
* * *
Lore spent many months with the
children, teaching them, spending time with them, playing with them and caring
for them. All of which he thoroughly enjoyed. He enjoyed playing all sorts of
games with them, both inside and outside. He'd bought many different games at
the toy shop, all of which were fun, safe and very enjoyable! And they'd made
up their own games too!
Lore was grateful to see that
now the new laws had been introduced - outlawing abuse and abandonment, greater
care and responsibility had been taken by parents and citizens, and native
Magraticans started to realize that disability wasn't a bad thing - disabled
people could not help the way there were and that should be accepted as they
are. Disabled people, they learned could be a special and unique gift. Better
text and story books were written and greater care was taken of intellectually
disabled adults and children and their needs were fulfilled - and the
Magraticans were astounded at the beauty, joy, wonder and life these people
brought to the world - and ashamed that they didn't see it before. Lore felt
proud of himself. He knew this time he'd really done something right. He'd
helped these people - not only the children, and disabled people, but helped
other people see what beauty these former outcasts brought. He'd helped them
respect life and he'd learned to respect it himself. The Magratican people
accepted him and praised him for opening their eyes. Some of them had even
started training to become teachers and counsellors for people with learning
disabilities.
Lore had taken the risk of
telling the people of Magratica that he was an android. Some of them didn't
even know what an android was and didn't care that he was different - and those
who did know what androids were, accepted Lore for the good he'd brought their
world and what he'd taught them. Lore was very popular and well liked and these
people looked up to him - and he liked that, but this time he hadn't forced
that onto anyone. It had come naturally.
* * *
In another part of the galaxy a
starship cruised at impulse speed - the USS Enterprise NCC 1701-D.
In the Observation Lounge, the
senior officers had gathered.
"Are you sure it's the
same signal?" Riker asked, looking over at Data.
"Positive, Sir. As you
know, I've created a tachyon conduit and sent a sensor probe through. When it
was retrieved after its extensive search, I retrieved the information it had
gathered. You're all aware that Lore escaped in a Borg shuttle. I analyzed a
specific, but faint energy signal gathered by my probe - which can be nothing
else but a Borg shuttle - and we only know of one such shuttle in
existence."
"Lore's," Riker
mused.
"Bingo, baby, you got
it!" Data said with a smile. "...Sir." The crew had become used
to Data's new emotions, and his new contraction program, glad their friend
finally fulfilled his fondest desire.
"Though ... it's going to
be even harder to tell you two apart."
"Not necessarily,
Geordi," Deanna said. "I sensed Lore's emotions when we were captured
by him. They were vastly different from Data's."
"The energy
readings," Data continued, "indicate that the shuttle's no longer
operational. It's a miracle that its signature was picked up at all."
"This information was sent
to both Starfleet Command, and the head of the Federation," Captain Picard
said. "Just now, I received their authorization to stop Lore from wreaking
any more havoc across the universe, by whatever means necessary."
"We must proceed with
caution," Worf growled.
Picard nodded. "Agreed.
God only knows what havoc Lore's created since he escaped. I want a minimal
away team, to minimise loss of life. Three maximum, armed and ready for
anything. When we arrive, I don't want any chances taken." Picard's tone
was serious. "Since Lore's shuttle is incapacitated, it's most likely that
he's still on the planet, and unlikely that he'd be anywhere near the shuttle.
I want that planet scanned for any mechanical life signs. Unfortunately we
can't use the transporter when we locate him - in fear of interfering with that
planet's culture. Locate an isolated spot and beam down."
"It will be done,"
Worf said.
Picard nodded and turned to his
android officer. "The team will consist of, Data, you know more about Lore
than any of us, Deanna, to sense them apart and you, Will."
The officers dutifully stood.
"I will not fail to stop
him this time, Sir," Data promised.
Picard nodded.
"Dismissed."
The officers all stood to
leave, except Deanna. Data was the last to leave. Deanna had heard the anger in
his voice and also in his soul.
"Data," she said,
"I know you're angry with your brother and I can't blame you, but just
consider that me might have learnt from his mistakes. Have you
considered that possibility - that Lore may have had a change of heart?"
Data almost laughed and Deanna
sensed that.
"Perhaps," he said,
"but first there'll be a cold day in hell."
And with that he turned on his
heel and left.
Deanna sighed. Inside Data she
sensed a turmoil of emotions - longing for Lore to have changed, his anger
toward his brother, and that part of him that was angry, hurt and upset,
feeling that Lore may never change or mature, and the guilt Data felt for not
trying to help his brother. Deanna sighed again. One day Data would try and
come to terms with his feelings about his brother, and when that time came, she
knew she would have to keep a clear schedule.
The officers assumed their
positions on the bridge. Deanna had stopped 'probing' Data. It was upsetting
her and she hoped Data could sort out his feelings and she would help him when
the time came, but more pressing concerns lay ahead.
From the OPS console Data said,
"opening the conduit now, Captain."
"On screen."
The conduit could be seen
forming on the starboard side of the starfield lit viewscreen.
"Take her in," Picard
ordered.
The helm responded by cruising
forward until the Enterprise was pulled into the conduit.
* * *
Today as everyday, Lore was
enjoying playing with the children. He found he rather enjoyed children's
activities and was glad to experience them as he never had the chance when he
was young. He'd bought the class a television set, on which they watched
programs suitable for children, fun and educational programs. Lore found he
enjoyed some of the cartoons as much as the children did! However rowdy the
class was, Lore didn't care. He loved and cared about them, as though they were
his own and they cared about him - even when they were jumping all over him -
like now.
* * *
Three shimmering lights began
to appear in the forest ....
Had there been anyone nearby,
they would have seen the away team from the Enterprise beam down.
When fully re-materialized,
Data withdrew his tricorder and scanned the surrounding area.
"The shuttle's nearby.
This way."
A glint of metal could be seen
in the forest as morning sun shone through the trees. The shuttle had partly
been overgrown by vines and other vegetation. Data scanned it with his
tricorder.
"There's definitely no one
inside," he announced.
"Let's take a look
anyway," Riker said,
Data gave a nod and with an
effort, ripped the hatch open. The three stepped inside.
"Whoh!" Riker
exclaimed, as he surveyed the debris and the smashed control panels. "What
a mess! Must've been quite an impact."
Data nodded in agreement.
"Either that or my brother had a temper tantrum."
Riker smiled.
"Do you think Lore
survived the crash?" Deanna asked.
"It seems most
likely," Data replied, "otherwise his body would be here and no other
life forms have been in this shuttle, other than Lore and ourselves."
"Can you locate
Lore?" Riker asked.
Data nodded. "I can lock
onto his life signs, if he has not left this planet, which seems unlikely as
they have not yet acquired space travel." Data adjusted his tricorder.
"I've located him, sir, in the vicinity of the town, in that
direction." Data pointed South. "He's in the proximity of several
other life forms in a stone building and isn't making any attempt to
escape."
"He's obviously not
expecting visitors."
"He should not be so
cocky," Data said, shutting his tricorder, forcefully.
Deanna sensed his anger and
tried to ease the situation. "What do you suppose he's up to?"
"It would not be hard to
guess, Counsellor," Data replied, "and if we don't act now the
situation will become worse. It's good that Lore isn't aware of our presence.
We mustn't lose the element of surprise. I won't let him escape this time."
"It wasn't your fault,
Data," Riker said. "You did your best to stop him last time. Failure
isn't anything to be ashamed of."
"I know, Sir, but in a way
I feel responsible for whatever damage Lore has caused since then."
"You're not your brother's
keeper," Deanna said to him. "You can't be responsible for any harm
he may have done, but I understand how you feel."
Data nodded. "Thank
you."
"C'mon," Riker said.
"Let's go."
And without any further ado,
the trio left at a quickened pace.
Before long Data, Riker and
Deanna had emerged from the forest into the town.
"I'm picking up Lore from
within that grey stone building complex."
Deanna read the sign.
"Lady Seth School."
"My God ..." Data
dropped his tricorder in shock. "The people he's with are children."
He quickly picked up the tricorder, embarrassed at having dropped it and
hastily shoved it into its holster. "Who knows what he's done to those
children ... What he's put them through ... Is there no end to what he will do
... I never dreamed even he could be so low, evil and cruel ..."
"We can all misjudge
people, Data," Deanna told him. "Even family. I can't sense any
malevolent emotions from him, but he could be masking them."
Data winced at that. He and
Riker reached for their phasers and headed toward the school, followed by
Deanna, all hoping to avoid a violent confrontation. They ran into the school.
and were confronted by Seth.
"Can I help you
people?" she asked, somewhat befuddled.
"We're after Lore,"
Data said. "Where is he?"
"Down the corridor to the
left, in the last classroom," Seth replied, confused at the newcomers
abrupt attitude. She watched them run past her. Seth watched the one who looked
like Lore. She was confused at first, then remembered Lore telling her when he
first started at the school that he had a brother - and that their relationship
wasn't too good. "I hope everything's all right ..." she said to
herself, unable to take her mind off it, even when she tried to think of
something else. She was unaware that the newcomers were armed, as she had never
seen a phaser before.
As the children clambered over
him, Lore laughed to himself inwardly. This is child abuse - they're abusing
me! And he was loving every minute of it! Lore loved teaching them, joining
in activities and playing with the little wonders - or was that terrors?!
Data ran down the corridor
followed by Riker and Deanna. Data stopped abruptly when he came to the closed
door. Riker and Deanna almost ran into him.
"We can't startle
him," Data said in a barely audible whisper. I don't want to take any
chances."
Very carefully and slowly, Data
opened the door, and aimed his phaser ...
What met the three officers
eyes astonished and confused the hell out of them. There was Lore, lying on the
floor, his head facing away from them, with children jumping all over him,
pulling his hair, his clothes, nose - pulling everything, trying to tickle him,
all the while, making a colossal ruckus. Lore facing the other way, seemingly
helpless, against this merciless, relentless barrage of little bodies, uttered
a single word: "Help ...."
The Enterprise officers
stared, not knowing what to think.
Some of the children became
aware of them and seemed confused when they saw Data. Lore noticed the children
quietening down and began to sit up.
"There's a man who looks
like you," Roshana whispered.
Lore frowned, a tad confused,
then looked around and almost fainted as he felt a rush, more like a
bombardment of chemical nutrients to his head. He became aware of his slightly
ajar mouth and shut it. He stood very slowly, never taking his eyes of Data,
nor Data off Lore.
Shona, one of the newer girls
came to Lore. "Can we play?" she asked, taking his hand. Lore looked
at her, thanking whatever deity for the distraction. "Not now," he
said gently. "I have some important ... things to do. but we can
later."
"Okay."
Lore felt uncomfortable,
feeling Data's glare boring right through him. He gathered the children and led
them into the back room.
"Can you all stay in here
for a while? I have some things to sort out."
Roshana gave a worried look.
"It's all right,"
Lore said softly. "He's my brother."
Lore closed the door and turned
around, to face Data, knowing all too well, it was anything but all right.
He tried to stop himself from
swallowing, but didn't succeed. Data's phaser was still firmly trained on his
head.
"Nervous, Lore?"
Through his fear and obvious
nervousness, Lore frowned at the sarcasm in Data's voice. Uncomfortable, he
shifted position.
"Don't move," Data
snapped, his voice cold.
Lore definitely noticed the
anger in his brother's voice, and the contraction. "You installed the
chip." It was a statement.
"So what if I did?"
Lore had a million things to
ask Data - to talk to him, but he didn't know where to start or what to say and
he was hardly in a position to do the talking.
"Put the phaser
down," he finally said after a long silence. "Please."
"I may have feelings
now," Data said, "and trusting you is definitely not
one of them."
Lore felt genuinely hurt by
that, but could not blame his brother. Secretly he felt glad for Data - and
guilty about what he had done. He had always thought that he and his brother
would meet up again - but he'd never considered the consequences or the initial
shock. Lore said nothing and patiently waited for Data, Riker or Deanna to say
something - surely Deanna could sense what he was feeling?
"What have you been doing
here?" Data said, more a demand than a question.
Lore took a breath and started
at the beginning about running into the school, away from the police offices
which he mistook for Starfleet officers at first. Lore noticed Data's coldness
momentarily slip is he almost smiled. Lore continued about meeting Seth,
inadvertently landing in a teaching job and teaching the disabled children.
There was silence for a while
"Let me get this
straight," Riker said, "Seth 'employed' you as a teacher?"
Lore nodded - and could feel
them laughing and was hurt, but felt he couldn't blame them.
"I know how ..." Lore
couldn't help but smile, "...weird this may sound to you, but it's
true."
"And just what have you
been teaching these children?" Riker asked.
What seemed like an age ago,
Lore's temper would have flared at that statement, but now, he merely accepted
it and accepted the Enterprise crew's scepticism. "I've been
teaching them what they need to know to survive on this world, improving their
skills and developing their creative talents."
"Like you 'developed' the
Borg?"
Lore could have snapped, but
kept his cool. "Look at the books over there, Riker, if you don't believe
me - they're the children's exercise books, story books, text books and,"
Lore pointed to a brought yellow box, "their artwork. In the green box is
their creative writing. Feel free to browse. I have nothing to hide and if
you're so against me, ask the children."
Riker looked at Deanna and she
nodded.
"And," Lore said,
"would you please put those damned phasers away? Scan the room - there are
no weapons here."
Ricker scanned the room and
nodded. "All clear," and the officers holstered their weapons, Data
making sure he kept a safe distance from Lore, and kept his hand close to his
phaser in case Lore went for it. Lore walked to the back of the classroom and
opened the door. He gathered the anxious children.
"These people are going to
ask you some questions," he said. Don't lie to them and don't be afraid.
They won't hurt you."
"Who are they?" Ryan
asked.
"The one who looks like me
is my brother, Data. The other two are Commander William T. Riker and
Counsellor Deanna Troi from .... outer space."
"Outer space!" Atreyu
Noah exclaimed. "Wow! Like you!"
Lore smiled and nodded. "I
did a few ... bad things," he admitted, "when I was with them and
they want to know what I'm doing here."
"But you haven't done
anything bad here," Roshana said.
Lore nodded. "I know that,
but they don't." He chose his words carefully, because he knew the Enterprise
officers were listening to every one.
Lore took the children into the
classroom and seated them on the floor. Data and Riker had agreed to allow
Deanna to do the questioning as they felt the children would feel more comfortable
with her. Deanna knelt on the floor.
"What do you do
here?" she asked.
"We learn," Aleliz
said. "Lore teaches us."
"What does he teach
you?"
"Lots of things."
"Such as?"
"Well he taught us how to
do maths properly. He also teaches us science, history, art, how to draw and
write good stories, how to understand others, about our planet, Magratica, and
our rights and other planets. He also made our classroom and where we live
nice."
"You all live here?"
Deanna asked, surprised.
"Lore takes care of us,"
Roshana said. "He got nice food and he's very nice to us. He sometimes
reads us stories at bedtime when we ask him."
"And he cleans our
mess," another child added.
Lore heard a soft sound from
Data, which he interpreted as a soft snicker, which he was not meant to hear.
"Can you show me the
things you do here?" Deanna asked.
Some of the children pulled out
their exercise books and artwork and began to show the Enterprise crew.
Data flipped through the exercise, text and story books, and the artwork. The children
showed Deanna the art cupboard with some of the other paintings they had
created and on the top of the ledge, some of their sculptures were displayed.
The officers agreed there was nothing malevolent.
"What world are your
from?" Titama asked.
"I'm from Betazoid."
"You're telepathic!"
Wilya said.
"What number am I thinking
of?" Jorelana asked. "It's between one and ten."
Deanna smiled. "Six
million,and six."
The girl giggled. "You're
good!"
Deanna smiled again.
The three officers spent quite
a long time talking with the children, before Seth walked in. Lore introduced
the officers. Deanna sensed the woman's nervousness - so could the others, even
though they did not have Deanna's empathic powers. Data was almost certain
Seth's nervousness was due to Lore - and he was right in a sense. She was
nervous of what was going to happen to him.
"We'd better speak to you
in private," Riker said to her.
The officers began to leave the
room and Data motioned for Lore to join them.
"I'll be back," he
said to the children.
Seth sat in the office with the
Enterprise officer and Lore.
"Do you know who this
person is?" Riker asked.
"Lore."
Riker nodded. "At least he
gave you his real name. What else did he tell you?"
Seth thought back. "That
he was escaping his brother."
"And you took that as
having family problems," Deanna said, sensing it was something like that,
and before Seth could say anything more Riker spoke. "Have you any idea
why Lore was trying to escape? Have you any idea what he had done in the
past?"
"I've always felt he'd
done something very bad," Seth said, to Lore's astonishment.
He'd wanted to tell her, but
afraid he would frighten her and cause her to reject him and not let him near
the children and he hadn't wanted to frighten the children either.
Seth continued. "Whatever
it was, I could somehow sense that he wanted to overcome it and that he wanted
to put it behind him and start again and I believe he's doing that here. He's
never hurt those children in any way or forced them to do anything against
their will, with the exception of mathematics."
Lore smiled at that, silently
thanking Seth for the slight comic relief. He turned to Deanna.
"Why don't you sense me?
If you probe deeply enough you'll know that I mean no harm here - or
anywhere else."
Lore looked directly at her,
making Deanna feel uncomfortable, then she settled. She closed her eyes, opened
her mind and let it come into contact with Lore's and in just a few moments was
overwhelmed.
"What is it,
Counsellor?" Data asked, concerned.
Deanna's face showed the influx
of emotion she was feeling.
"I'm all right," she
said, and it was then she realized she was crying. She wiped the tears away
from her cheeks and told them what she had sensed.
"I sense that Lore has
absolutely no malicious intentions here. He cares deeply for those
children."
Riker looked at him. "If I
didn't know better, I'd say you forced those feelings into her head."
Lore bit back an angry snap and
said, "I realize and understand your disbelief. I'm sorry for what I did
before an I'm trying to make amends - and I believe I have here. All those
children have learning disabilities and were unwanted and rejected by society -
and believe me I know how that feels." Lore looked at each of
the officers in turn.
Despite feeling angry with Lore
and prepared to instantly disbelieve him, Data found himself wanting to believe
his brother now more than ever and Counsellor Troi's testimony had almost
proved that. He spoke to Lore.
"I'm going to run a check
on Magratica's systems to be sure you haven't engaged in any criminal, illegal
activities."
"I can save you the
trouble," Lore said, and told Data about increasing his pay credits on
occasion, "to buy things for the children - to help them - things most
people take for granted, like books, clothes, toys, blankets ...
etcetera."
Data looked at Lore for a few
moments. "Robin Hood?"
Lore smiled and continued with
the analogy. "Lore of Loxley... something like that."
At that point it was decided to
return to the classroom. Lore had a folder in which he kept photographs he had
taken of the classroom and its contents before he fixed it up and after.
And he had kept a copy of the
book, "The day the girl ran away because her father lost the dog. And she
was really angry," to show others what crap had been written and he showed
it to the Enterprise crew.
"Your old poetry was
better," Riker commented to Data, who gave a smile.
Seth and Lore began to explain
to the Enterprise crew the improvements that Lore had made.
Everybody's attention turned to
the side door of the classroom, as it opened, revealing a slender long red
haired woman, dressed in a while shirt and long grey shirt. She smiled when she
saw Data.
"There you are ..."
Then she saw Lore and became confused.
"He's my brother,"
Lore told her.
"Oh," the woman, then
turned to Lore, and smiled. "You haven't changed a bit."
Lore became puzzled. Who was
this woman? Surely he would never forget someone - and definitely not someone
this beautiful.
The woman giggled. "You
don't remember me, do you?"
Lore sheepishly shook his head,
hoping not to offend her.
"I guess it's because I
grew so fast! I used to be in your class - the little red head..." She
shook her head, causing her hair to flare up.
Lore's eyes widened.
"Selma?"
She nodded. "Little
Selma."
Without hesitation, Lore threw
his arms around her. "Not so little anymore."
Selma returned Lore's embrace,
with the Enterprise officers witnessing in amazed disbelief. The two
broke from the embrace.
"You have
grown," Lore said to her. "What are you doing now?"
"I'm the head of a new
computer company," Selma announced proudly. "It's so wonderful - and
no one even feels the slightest bit against me because of my disability. I've
even made some new friends."
"Sometimes I feel that
we're not the disabled ones, Lore said, "but congratulations!"
"If it wasn't for you none
of this would have happened." Selma kissed his cheek. Lore wiped a tear
away from his face.
"I'm so happy for you
..." Lore had never been this happy for anyone before and it made him feel
great - to use his skills to help others and having them achieving acceptance,
friendship and a place to belong, and without making the mistakes he made and
being hurt and rejected, meant a great deal.
Roshana came to Selma and
tugged on her skirt. Selma looked down and smiled, and was very surprised when
Roshana allowed her to pick her up. She played with Selma's long, silky, auburn
hair. "Pretty," she said with a smile.
Selma smiled. "I'm not the
only one who's pretty," and she patted Roshana's nose. The little girl
giggled, and Selma put her down. "I can't thank you enough," she
said, looking into Lore's yellow eyes.
"I can't thank you
enough," he said to her.
At first Selma was confused,
but she seemed to understand.
"I'm so happy with my
work," she said, "and I'm beginning to really get myself organized
... but more than that, at the achievement." She turned to Data. "You
really have a wonderful brother. He's taught us, helped us and cared for us.
He's really amazing."
Data couldn't help thinking she
meant someone else, but his eyes betrayed that thought. Deanna sensed nothing
but admiration, compassion and love radiating from Selma toward Lore - not
sexual love - she loved him for what he had done for her and the other children
and for his belief in them. No one had done for them what Lore had. No one had
cared that much. Selma's emotions were simple, clear, but yet so sincere and
deep. Deanna closed her eyes and allowed herself to sense the other children's
emotions - some not quite as clear as Selma's, but they all appreciated Lore
and trusted him. Lore and this class were the only family that had and this
school was their home, even although they jumped all over their teacher. Deanna
let out a giggle, then she became aware of Roshana - her tortured past, her
withdrawal from all those around her and how Lore had helped her. Her feelings
were indeed clear. Deanna opened her eyes, touched. She looked at Roshana, who
seemed uneasy.
"It's all right,"
Lore calmed.
Roshana allowed Deanna to sit,
cross legged next to her. Deanna asked Roshana if she could show her some of
her creative work. Roshana agreed and Lore brought it to Deanna. Some of
Roshana's pictures were self explanatory, and she drew and painted beautifully
for a child - even for an adult. She had painted a picture of Lore in water
colors, of which Lore was unaware of until now and he was touched by it.
Roshana explained to Deanna what her more obscure pictures meant. There was so
much feeling for such a little girl. Deanna did not let herself become
overwhelmed, and she thanked Roshana for sharing with her. Lore brought Deanna
other children's pictures. Every child in the class had drawn at least one
picture of Lore. Lore promised Data that he had not made them do it. Data
smiled at one pencil drawing, that showed Lore with a big smirk.
Deanna looked up at Data and
Riker. "Lore is most definitely telling the truth. He means absolutely no
harm to Magratica, or these children - even when they jump on him," she
added with a smile.
Data and Riker smiled too. Lore
asked the children to pack away their work.
"They're lovely
children," Deanna said.
"I know," Lore said
to her, sincere.
"You have helped
them," Data said to him. "I mean really helped."
Lore nodded. "As hard as
it may be to believe."
"Picard to Data."
Both brothers were startled at
first at ther resonant voice bursting from Data's communicator badge. Data
composed himself, feeling a tad embarrassed, and tapped it. "Data here, go
ahead, sir."
"Report. What's your
situation down there?"
It would have taken a very
trained ear to notice the anxiousness in Picard's voice.
"Everything's under
control, sir."
"What of Lore?"
Data hesitated. "He's
here."
Deanna touched her combadge.
"It's all right, Captain."
"We'll give a full report
when we return, sir," Riker said.
"Very well, but bring Lore
back with you to make certain he does not escape."
"Restraints would be
advisable," came Worf's voice.
"That won't be necessary.
Data out." And he ended communication to avoid any more confusion or
inquiries.
Picard had obviously had Worf
scan the area for life sings. Lore might have overcome them and be using their
voices as a ruse - he hadn't, but one could never be too cautious.
Lore turned to the children.
"I'm going with them for a
little while. Don't be frightened."
"We'll be okay,"
Mishka said.
"Will you be driving
there?" asked Zoisite.
Lore smiled. "No. It's a
special from of transportation they have. Don't worry - every thing's going to
be fine."
Deanna sensed that beneath his
exterior facade, Lore was as scared as Hades - more nervous than a long tailed
cat in a room full of rocking chairs, both for himself and the children.
"Enterprise, four
to beam up," Data said.
The children were quite
surprised when they saw the four vanish, but then Lore had told them it was a
special form of transportation and they eagerly awaited his return.
Worf had Lore placed in the
brig. Lore understood the reasoning, but he couldn't seem to convince Worf that
he didn't mean anyone any harm.
Captain Picard sat around the
conference table with Riker, Data, Beverly, Deanna, Geordi and Worf.
Data, Deanna and Riker gave the
Captain their reports - each gave an individual account of what they'd seen on
Magratica, how they had perceived the situation and what they had felt.
"Well, I'll be
dammed," Picard said, evident surprise in his voice, after they'd finished
giving their accounts. "Here we are, all set to go down there with phasers
a blazing ... And we're the ones who're taught the lesson."
Worf seemed reluctant, but
finally cashed in his chips with a grunt and a nod.
"I never thought I'd see
the day," Geordi said.
Beverly nodded. "You know,
there's always something about Lore that I never could put my finger on. Data,
you've got a strange brother, but I really think he's coming around, as if he's
found his way."
Data looked at Dr. Crusher and
nodded. "I agree."
Picard looked at Data.
"I'd like you to come with me while I visit Lore in the brig."
"Yes, sir," Data
said, standing.
Picard and Data stood before
Lore. Lore stood before the force shield.
"Forgive the
unpleasantness," Picard said, "but we-"
"There's no need to
apologize, Captain. I've hardly been buddy-buddy with you guys."
"Forcefield off,"
Picard ordered, and the shied keeping Lore within the cell, disappeared,
however Lore stayed within the confines of the cell.
"Data, Counsellor Troi and
Commander Riker have given me their reports," Picard said.
"And?"
"And I am confident that
you mean no harm to Magratica - or anyplace else in the universe. In fact you
have turned the harm down there into good."
"Those children needed
me," Lore said. "They were rejected and unwanted and didn't have a
sense or purpose - just like me."
Picard gave an understanding
nod. "Well I'd best let you get back there then."
"What?" Lore said,
surprised.
"We can't have those
children destroying your classroom, now, can we?"
Lore gave a small smile.
"Thank you, but I don't understand... Isn't the Federation-"
"Data located your shuttle
and orders were 'to stop Lore from wreaking any more havoc across the
universe,' and since you've stopped wreaking havoc yourself, you don't need us
to do it for you and as that makes our order null and void."
"But don't they want to
disassemble me?"
"I would imagine so, but
you are no longer a danger."
"All differences
aside," Lore said, "I'm glad you came here now, although you gave me
damned a good scare at first ... Is the Federation going to punish me for what
I did?"
The question had the simplicity
and fear of a child who was about to be spanked. Picard didn't need Deanna's
empathic powers to sense how frightened the android was.
"You've been punished and
suffered enough in your life - one just needs to know what you've been through
and seeing what you've done on Magratica proves that there is good in you and
that you are no longer a danger to yourself or others. It would not be within
our moral codes to punish you further, seeing the good you've done and the good
you can still do."
Lore gave a relieved sigh and a
warm, heartfelt smile.
"Thank you."
"The Universe works in
mysterious ways," Picard said.
Lore looked at him.
"You're tellin' me ..."
Picard gave a nod, then turned
to Data. "I'll leave you two alone. There's a lot you need to catch up
on." And with that, Picard strode out of the cell, leaving the two
androids alone.
"I always wanted to
believe you had it in you," Data said. "Now I know."
Lore smiled. "I guess I do
too."
There was pin-drop silence for
a long while.
"Lore," Data said,
breaking it, "I'm sorry ..."
"I'm the one who should be
sorry."
"Don't say it. There's so
much we could have learned from each other. If we had tried to understand one
and other .... But that's all in the past now. What matters now is the future -
And we are learning from each other. I forgive you, Lore and even though it's
taken me a long while to realize it... I love you, Brother."
Data could control himself no
longer. He stepped forward and threw his arms around his brother. Lore almost
fell over in astonishment, but gladly returned the embrace, tears filling both
their eyes. Part of Lore didn't want to leave, but knew he must.
"Hey," Data said with
a smile, "it's not like we'll never see each other again."
Lore smiled too. "You're
right - you know, I know we'll meet again sometime."
"And next time," Data
said, "I promise I won't stick a phaser in your face."
And Lore laughed.
Lore materialised back in the
classroom. The children were very interested at how the transporter worked, so
he explained it to them in very basic language. Even children without learning
disabilities would have trouble understanding some thing so technical! Lore
told them what had happened. He also told them that he'd done some bad things
and hurt a lot of people, but the children seemed to understand. They knew he
would never hurt them, and were grateful that he had helped them. Lore was
grateful for that magnitude of understanding. He let the children take the rest
of the day off, to which they squealed with excitement because it was only the
middle of the day. Some started to play, others read. Lore had bought the some
children some more wordy books with less pictures. They had learned to read,
write and spell properly. Some children were better readers than others and
Lore took his time teaching the slow learners. The bookshop was quite diverse,
having books from all sorts of cultures, even ones from Earth. Lore didn't mind
buying things for the children. He never spoiled them rotten, because that
would do them no good in future, but he bought them things they really needed
and wanted. Some of the children wanted to go on with craft work, which Lore
happily allowed. He noticed they did not need to be supervised so much anymore,
and he allowed them to take out the supplies they needed. He noticed they were
almost out of paper, so he went to Seth's stationary cupboard in her office.
"Hello, Lore, how are you
doing?"
Lore saw Seth was wearing a
brightly colored, nicely styled dress Lore had bought her.
"Fine," he smiled.
"It was great to see my brother again, after the shock."
"You could have told me,"
Seth said.
"I know .. please don't be
angry or disappointed with me ... But I didn't want to risk it."
Seth nodded understandingly.
"I know how you feel," she said. "I ran the risk of losing this
school many times - a chance, risk I couldn't take and I fought people who
tried to take it form me in court. I couldn't let them know how weak I
was."
"You're not weak,
Seth."
Seth nodded. "Not in
spirit, but I won't last forever, Lore. With you here I feel secure. Maybe you
did some bad things in your past, but you've done nothing bad here and you
don't intend to. I can feel that. And Lore, when I die-"
"Don't say that."
"It will happen one of
these days. I'm afraid all biological beings die sometime ... and when it
happens I leave this school to you."
Lore didn't know what to say at
first. It seemed as if what Seth had just said had come out of the blue, but
Lore sensed she'd been thinking about it and wanting to tell Lore for some
time. "I am honored, Lady Seth," Lore said, then picked her up and gently
swung her around.
"Oohh! You make me feel so
young!"
"Let's hope you stay that
way!" Lore said with a smile. He was truly honored that Seth would think
so highly of him and it made him feel wonderful on the inside - and the
outside! And when the time came, Lore would make damned sure he never let Seth
down.
* * *
Lore taught at the school for
many years. Little Zoisite, not so little anymore, had gone on to become a well
renowned and experienced geologist and Lore was proud of him. Lore sorely
missed Roshana when she progressed to a higher class, but he felt fiercely
proud of her achievements. Roshana had been in his class for quite a while. As
well as a learning disability, she had a growth deformity, meaning she took at
least three times the average to increase her growth, but now she had and Lore
cared for her, no matter what. She was also more mature, but still had her
childlike wonder, which Lore hoped she never lost. Roshana was still quite
small when she left Lore's class. Lore had let her take her bear, doggie and
car. She often visited him, until she left the school. Roshana wrote Lore many
letters, but she had moved out of town, and could not visit him. Lore hoped to
see her again sometime. Form her letters, she sounded like she'd grown into a
fine woman. She had told Lore that she'd learned martial arts in case any man
be foolish enough to attack her!
Hamble had gone on to become a
teacher here at Seth's school and Lore was proud of her too, even although she
was never in his class. Lore took great pleasure in teaching the children in
his class - every one of them - new and old. Some of the newer children in
Lore's class were adolescents. At first they felt embarrassed and out of place,
and sometimes cried a lot in private, but Lore soon made them feel welcome and
wanted. The younger children were eager to help and play with the older
children, and Lore was willing to spend more time with them to help them catch
up. Lore also set up facilities for adults with learning disabilities - adults
who weren't fortunate enough to be cared for as children. He had helped them,
and trained other teachers how to help people with disabilities. It was
surprising to find out just how many people did have some sort of mental
disability and how society could have shut out so many people. Lore was
grateful that was in the past now and society accepted those different from the
'norm.'
* * *
One afternoon, Lore was sitting
down with his class, reading them a new book he'd bought, about making
chocolate, to which everyone in the class paid great attention. Lore finished
the book, and put it back on the shelf, just as he heard the door open. Lore
turned his head and saw an average height, slender woman, dressed in a cool
Summery white dress with long, dark wavy hair. Lore's mouth dropped open in
immediate recognition.
"Roshana!"
A wide smile lit her face as
she bounded to him and threw her arms around him. Lore did the same. He picked
her up, then put her down and they disengaged.
"My, you've grown!"
Roshana smiled. "I have,
haven't I? Sometimes I can't believe it either. I used to be so tiny!"
She began to tell Lore that
she'd started up her own organization to teach and care for people, children
and adults who were like she had been, rejected and abused or had problems they
could not deal with. Roshana told Lore that she'd been having fantastic results
with her counselling and care, but she was sad and amazed at just how many
people had been abused. "You know, I used to think that I was wrong sometimes
and that it had only happened to me and I was scared to talk about it."
"I'm sure a lot of people
are."
"So many of the children
are almost exactly like me - even some of the adults. They're all so special,
and their parents - those who have them are so helpful. Some were abused away
from home and there's been an huge crackdown on abuse, which is about bloody
time."
Lore smiled. He'd never heard
Roshana swear before, but he could tell how angry the mistreatment of others
angered her. It maddened him too.
"I've made some very dear
friends. Selma and I often go out to lunch. It's so weird, it seems .... And
this classroom used to be a lot ... bigger..."
Lore smiled. "You've grown
up, my girl."
Roshana smiled too. "Yeah
.... and I couldn't've done it without you." She gave him a kiss. "I
owe you everything."
"I can't take all the
credit," Lore said, feeling overwhelmed at Roshana's achievement.
"You earned it."
"I know, but if you hadn't
helped me and believed in me - believed in all of us -
and" she added with a smirk, "booted that horrid man out of the
window," Lore smiled too, "it wouldn't've happened."
Lore hugged her, with a tear
rolling down his cheek. "Thanks for believing in me too." Lore broke
from the embrace. "You know I was always so worried about you, sitting in
that corner and I wanted to help you, but I knew you'd be scared of me."
Roshana nodded her head and
smiled. "Right from the beginning I knew you'd be different. I was still
very nervous, but I always liked your eye and skin color."
Lore smiled. "Thanks.
That's the first time anyone's complimented me on that."
Roshana smiled and continued.
"I was scared when you came to me that night in the classroom. I knew you
were much stronger than me, and I didn't want you to touch me, but when you
spoke to me and said that you didn't want to hurt me, I knew you were telling
the truth, even though was still scared, perhaps not of you, but reliving my
past, but I never thought for one moment that you'd do to me what that man
did. And when I had the nightmare about him coming to the classroom, I knew you
would help me, and so I took it from there. It doesn't make me feel dirty or
embarrassed or scared to take about what happened to me anymore. It's good to
have grown in ways more than one."
"You see - you took the
first step."
"All right, so I
did," Roshana smiled "-but would you at least take some of the
credit?!"
"Okay," Lore said
smiling and patting her nose. "I've grown a lot too and I have you and the
other children to thank for it."
Roshana smiled, and squeezed
his shoulder. Lore turned to the class and introduced Roshana to them. Roshana
asked how long she could stay and Lore told her as long as she wanted. She took
great pleasure in teaching and playing with the children, working with them and
making many crafty things. Lore came to her.
"You left all your craft
things here. I've been saving them for you."
"Oh, thank you,"
Roshana said, genuinely pleased. "I thought they were lost
forever..." She went through her stuff and fished out her robot city picture.
"You can keep this one. I know you like it."
"Thank you, are you
sure?"
"No," Roshana said
jokingly. "Give it back."
Lore smiled. "Thank you,
Roshana, I really appreciate this."
"It's the least I can do
for all you've done for me and I want you to have it."
Lore smiled again, and got a A4
size burnt orange frame out of the craft cupboard, and inserted Roshana's
picture, and then he showed her.
"Wow, it looks
great!"
Lore took her to his bedroom,
and hung it on the wall next to the cupboard and she kissed him. "I've
also been selling artwork, when I have the time to do it."
Lore smiled. "I hope you
make millions!"
"So do I! Well I made
enough to buy my own apartment and live comfortably, which is more than I could
have hoped for. It's what I always dreamed for."
"Dreams have a habit of
coming true," Lore said. "Mine did."
Roshana smiled. "Do the
children still jump on you?"
Lore saw the twinkle in her
eye.
"Is the sun hot?"
Roshana smiled. "I always
felt sad that I didn't take any of this with me and I always wanted it. Thanks
for keeping everything - even the math books."
"I'm a bit of a hoarder
sometimes," Lore said and Roshana smiled at that.
"I can't help it, I have
to thank you for helping me again."
Lore smiled. "don't
mention it. Thanks for helping me."
"My pleasure,"
Roshana said, "look I've got something for you - my mind still wanders. I
was so excited to see you again. Come."
Roshana lead Lore outside the
classroom, into the corridor. There were three large wrapped up squares. She
gave Lore one.
"Thank you," he said,
genuinely surprised, and then he added, "Just what I always wanted - a
brown square!"
Roshana laughed. "Open
it..."
Lore ripped off the brown paper
and was overwhelmed and touched by what he saw - a very accurate painting of
him and Data, naked, touching hands, the background, a starry skyscape,
splashed with gentle, but bright colors.
"It's .... it's
beautiful..."
Roshana beamed. "I hoped
you'd like it."
"Like it? I love it!"
He put the painting down and
hugged her.
"I painted another one for
your brother. It's the same, but a little different."
"That's the beauty of
original work. I'm sure he'll love it. I'll give it to him when I see him
again."
"I had so much fun
painting them. They just flowed like a river to the sea. The third one's for
Seth."
Lore looked at her.
"You're so beautiful," he said, "outside and inside."
"So are you," Roshana
smiled.
Lore took Roshana to see Seth,
who was overwhelmed at the woman standing before her.
"Little Roshana!..."
Roshana hugged Seth, and
presented her with the painting.
"Why, thank you,"
Seth said, ripping off the paper.
The painting was of a young
woman in three different frames. One she was a mermaid under the sea, another a
person jumping into a sun-setting sky, and another a phoenix soaring through
space.
"These are how I picture,
you, Seth," Roshana said, "always so young, despite outside
appearances."
Tears filled Seth's eyes.
"Thank you, my child, thank you... It's beautiful..."
Roshana hugged her and helped
Seth put the painting up in her bedroom. "It makes me feel a lot younger
and also realize that youthfulness had nothing to do with one's body - it's in
the spirit."
* * *
One afternoon, Lore was visited
by Atreyu Noah and Ryan, who had become a couple, and become well known and
loved fantasy authors, and they'd only written one novel so far and it had
already won awards! Ryan had also set up the first environmental facility on
Magratica.
"I'd like to present you
with our first novel," Ryan said, "The Dreamer's Garden. It's
about a fantasy land, mythical and magical creatures, and their fight to stay
alive and protect their home."
"Printed on recycled
paper," Ryan added with a smile.
Lore smiled as they handed him
the thick novel. Inside they had written, "To Dear Lore, without you this
book would not have been possible. Thank you. All our Love, Atreyu Noah, and
Ryan." Lore thanked them again, and read the entire book before their
eyes. When he had finished, he had tears in his eyes. "It's such a lovely
story, so enchanting and beautiful." Lore could tell a lot of the novel
was based on their experiences and he was grateful that they wrote it and
shared it with him. "I hope you write more prize winning novels."
And they smiled. "We plan
to."
Lore felt so grateful that
these once thought hopeless children were accomplishing so much and that he had
helped them tremendously - and they had helped him tremendously too.
* * *
Many other students had come to
visit Lore. Data had come to visit many times. Lore had given him Roshana's
painting, which Data instantly fell in love with and absolutely adored, and
planned to hang it up in his quarters on the Enterprise - and whether it
was luck, or that it was just meant to be, Roshana chose to visit that day.
Data was astounded by her maturity and how much she had grown. He thanked her
for the painting and told her how much it meant to him.
"That's what your brother
said. You two are so much alike, you know."
Lore and Data smiled. They had
finally made a true, lasting peace with each other and Data had told him that
the good he had done had spread. Others in the universe were impressed with his
achievements, namely Starfleet, the Federation and his mother.
"Mother ... Juliana ...
she's alive?"
Data told Lore about Juliana,
how she was an android now and how she sends her love and her sorrow for what
had happened to him. Lore asked Data to tell her that he was sorry for the
damage he'd caused, and also that he forgave her and loved her.
"I promise I'll tell her
that."
"Thank you." It was
an amazing feeling to think someone was dead all this time and find out that
they're alive and wishing the best for you. Lore hoped to met his mother again
someday. Data had left a subspace communicator with Lore, in case he ever
needed help. He used it to call him mother and had a long heartfelt talk with
her and was grateful to have finally settled things with his family. He truly
felt at peace.
Lore had achieved so much here
- friends, love, satisfaction - he'd come to terms with himself and reconciled
his differences with his family and discovered an overwhelming sense of self
worth as he helped others and put his skills to good use and finally found a
place where he really felt he was wanted, needed and that he truly belonged. He
had found his true sense of purpose. It had taken until now. His life had been
a damn hard struggle with more setbacks, mistakes and wrong judgements that he
cared to poke a stick at. He knew where he was now and where we was going.
Being an android, he could live
forever. There were so many things he could do and wanted to do - so many
possibilities - perhaps he could use his skills to help others in the universe,
and there were many things he wanted to experience - but later, in time to
come. His purpose now was here.
Perhaps he would leave
Magratica when the time came, but not right now. He was happy here. He would
think about what he was going to do in the future when the time came. He was
looked up to and admired by the Magratican people and well loved. He had been
punished and suffered enough in his life and this was his reward. Lore had many
lifetimes to live and he was confident now that each would enrich him fully as
this one had done, but as for here and now he would live this lifetime and let
it take him wherever it would lead him.
*