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Summary: Qui-Gon saves a world from destruction and
makes a lifelong friend.
Rating
M
Pronunciations: Nehra
(Ne-ra) short e
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AN
OCEAN'S CARESS
“Sith!” Obi-Wan cursed, bashing his
bedside cubicle and sitting hard on his bed.
“Don’t let Master
Yoda hear you swear like that,” Qui-Gon said, coming into the room. “And I don't need to remind you that anger
leads to the Dark Side.”
“I’m sorry,
Master ... I can’t *believe* I was so careless!
Qui-Gon sat beside him.
“Everyone makes mistakes, Obi-Wan even a Jedi. You’re not the first Jedi to lose his
lightsabre.”
“Bet it’s never
happened to you.”
“How much?”
Obi-Wan managed a small smile. “You’re just trying to make me feel
better. I bet you never considered
leaving the Jedi for a woman ... Master, I feel so ashamed...”
“There will be
many tests of your faith, Obi-Wan, as there were of mine and I could tell you
some stories...”
The younger Jedi smiled.
Qui-Gon sat down.
“So do you want
me to tell you the one about when I fell in love with a beautiful woman ... and
lost my lightsabre?”
“You? I don’t believe it.”
“Oh ye of little
faith. Lie back. Relax and enjoy the story.”
The young Padawan did as his Master asked.
“It was a long
time ago, before you were born.”
“Was she
beautiful?”
“Yes, Obi-Wan,
she was ... now where should I begin
...”
* *
*
Anger lead to the Dark Side, but Qui-Gon couldn’t help
being angry – with himself. He’d fallen
into a trap and been captured. He’d
rescued a ship full of child refugees who his captors meant to sell into
slavery. They were safely away, but he
was not. He fought valiantly, deflecting
blasts, two blasts deflected back into the men’s chests. The Jedi Master deplored killing. He felt an
unpleasant tremor in the living Force, but he had no choice. The two
adversaries continued to fire upon Qui-Gon in rapid succession A third burst onto the scene, firing. A blast made its way to Qui-Gon’s wrist. He winced ever so slightly, gripping his
weapon with his other hand. The three
had him at a disadvantage as they blasted his good wrist, sending his weapon
flying. Qui-Gon swerved their next
volley, using the Force to slow and defer the blasts. His attackers were impressed, but determined. One blast caught him in the shoulder and he
fell backwards. Ha barely avoided the
next few blasts. Qui-Gon used the force
to cause their weapons to explode.
A woman came onto the scene and picked up Qui-Gon’s
lightsabre. Although he was a little
anxious, Qui-Gon was not afraid.
“Don’t try any
of your mind tricks, Jedi.”
“Wouldn’t dream
of it.”
Qui-Gon sensed the woman was hiding her fear. He sensed her and her comrades were afraid of
what the Jedi would do to them if they killed him.
“What’s your
name?” Qui-Gon asked, throwing her concentration.
“I don’t see
what concern that is of yours. It’s
Sharill.”
“I’m sorry about
your companions. I had no choice.”
“I am still
going to kill you, Jedi. Those children
were worth a lot.”
“I agree. Life is priceless.”
Sharill snarled as she retrieved her blaster. One wrong move Jedi and you’ll be splattered
all over that console.”
“My you’re
charming.”
“Concentrate a
tachyon beam on the Jedi’s ship, Make it
look like it was destroyed by a tachyon anomaly.”
“Yes, Sir.”
Qui-Gon watched his shuttle implode, then explode. He
sensed they had something else in mind for him.
Ransom, perhaps? But something
else was pulling at his senses and he wasn’t sure what.
“We’re losing
power!”
Sharill swore.
“We’re going to
have to land on that ocean planet ... it’s the closest one...”
The woman glared at Qui-Gon. “This is your doing, Jedi!”
He looked at innocent.
“I didn’t touch a thing.”
One of the consoles exploded, ripping apart two of the
pirates. Qui-Gon sensed their pain, but
they had chosen this life and this was their reward.
Sharill frantically tried to stabilize the ship. Qui-Gon tried to warn her, but she wouldn’t
listen as this console too exploded, ripping her in half. Qui-Gon could almost not bear to look,
despite the woman’s less than amiable nature.
The ship was losing power fast.
Another console went, spraying toxins.
Qui-Gon ripped off his robe which had started to
smolder. The ship neared the
planet. Qui-Gon tried to stabilize it,
with the Force, but naught. Through the
tension he sensed something else. He
wasn’t quite sure what it was at first and didn’t have time to think about it
as he leaps from the falling ship into the ocean and was just in time to see
the ship hit a small island and explode.
And he lost consciousness and drifted to the bottom of the ocean.
* *
*
Qui-Gon awoke, feeling tremendous pain, though not his
own. His own body had its share of aches
and pains, but nothing compared to the pain he sensed. It almost
overwhelmed him. The Jedi Master looked
around him and realised he was on the ocean floor, yet he could both see
clearly and breathe. The Force protected
him as he swam closer, nearing the source of the pain. He sensed a deep fear, though he did not sense
the presence of another being and it certainly wasn’t coming from the fish. He saw an open fissure, and began to swim
toward it, though something seemed to be stopping him. He fought against the current. Eventually it gave way. Qui-Gon knelt by the glowing fissure, sensing
enormous pain. He wasn’t sure whose pain
it was, but he was sure he wanted to help them.
Gently he placed his hands over the warm fissure, sensing waves of the
Living Force into it, soothing the pain.
Gently he closed the fissure, feeling the rock cool and the pain
subside.
//I cannot begin
to say how grateful I am.//
Qui-Gon looked around, but saw no one. Then he realised. The planet - the ocean had just spoken to
him.
//You don’t need
to,// he said gently.
//But I feel I
must. You have saved my existence. I am grateful and blessed to have met you. What is your name?//
//It is my
pleasure. My name is Qui-Gon Jinn.//
He felt the ocean smile. //Many thousands of years ago an old Mage
named me Nehra. It means ‘Ocean of
Time.’//
//It’s
beautiful.//
//As is
yours. What does it mean?//
//I am told it
means ‘One with the Universe.’//
//You too have a
beautiful name, Qui-Gon Jinn.//
//Thank you.//
//I barely know
you, yet it seems as though you are an old friend.//
//Perhaps I am,
from a past existence.//
//Perhaps that
is so. Thank you again Qui-Gon
Jinn. You not only saved me, but all the
creatures whom abound within me.//
//More than a
pleasure ... How did it occur?//
//A fissure in
the planet’s core ruptured. It was tearing
me apart...I can’t thank you enough Qui-Gon Jinn.//
He smiled warmly.
//Just Qui-Gon.//
//You are
injured too,// Nehra said.
Although the ocean surrounded him, Qui-Gon could feel
Nehra gently touch his wounds, using her gentle currents to help heal them.
A cluster of seaweed floated down to him.
//The gel from
this plant will help heal your wounds,// Nehra said.
//Thank
you.// He felt the ocean clasp her waves
gently around his wrist, massaging it.
He smiled warmly at the unique experience. He had been massaged before, but never by an
ocean...
//It is the
least I can do,// Nehra said, her waters gently stroking his wounds.
//Thank
you.// Qui-Gon’s eyelids began to droop.
//You are tired,
but you refuse to rest.//
Qui-Gon smiled.
//I need to get back to Coruscant.//
//You’re not
strong enough. You need to rest. Coruscant is not going to explode.//
The Jedi Master nodded.
//It’s not everyday one meets an ocean.//
//It’s not
everyday an ocean meets someone she can talk to.//
Qui-Gon smiled warmly.
From somewhere in hr depths, Nehra brought him some
seaweed and wove him blanket with her
currents.
//Here, it gets
a little colder at night,//
//Thank you,//
Qui-Gon said, grateful to the Force this interaction was possible, as he lay
under the soft woven material.
//It’s my pleasure.// He swore he could see Nehra smile.
Part of Qui-Gon did not want to sleep, wanting to learn
more about Nehra and her creatures. She was
the most unique life form he had ever met, but his tired, aching body needed
rest. A gentle current washed over him
and it didn’t take him long to fall asleep.
Nehra waited while Qui-Gon slept, her creatures
oblivious to how close to doom they had come.
She watched Qui-Gon sleeping soundlessly. Never before had she seen someone so quiet,
so unobtrusive, even her benign creatures made some sort of noise when they
slept, but even with the whales and the dolphins, Nehra could not communicate
with them as she could with Qui-Gon.
Again, she looked at the Jedi Master curled up on the soft sea vegetable
blanket, his body riding and falling in tune with his silent breathing.
* *
*
Qui-Gon awoke, morning, noon, night, he wasn’t sure.
//Have a nice
sleep?//
He smiled. //Yes
thank you, very comfortable.//
//In some ways I
can speak with my inhabitants,// Nehra said, //but it is a pleasure to find
someone I can speak to.//
Qui-Gon smiled.
//My pleasure. It is a rare gift
to be able to speak with an ocean.//
He looked above and saw schools of coloured fish
swimming in formation akin to flocks of birds in the sky. Not that Qui-Gon had not seen such things
before, far from it, he had been diving before and seen many a nature
documentary in his time, but to see it like this was nothing short of
phenomenal, even something as seemingly ordinary as a school of fish. As if on cue distant whale song sounded, the
mystic voice of the aquatic giants resonating through the oceans. Qui-Gon closed his eyes for a few moments and
let the sounds caress him. Slowly he
opened them and stood in awe.
//Humpback
whales, nearly extinct through the galaxy...//
Nehra seemed to look sad if an ocean could indeed look
sad. Qui-Gon’s tear was lost in Nehra's
waters.
//Fortunately
they are abundant here,// she said //as well as others of their species.//
//That’s' reassuring
to know,// Qui-Gon said.
The whales swam toward The Jedi Master and he came up to
meet them and they stopped before him.
He reached out and touched one of them, touching his grey skin gently. Qui-Gon smiled warmly as the whale nudged him
gently. They moved their tails, creating
a slight current which washed over him making his drift a little and the Jedi
Master realised they were playing with him.
Ever so gently one of the whales stroked Qui-Gon with her tail. He sensed the whale's distress at a pain
within her. Gently he placed his hands
upon her, using the Force to heal her.
She nudged him gently when she felt the pain had gone.
//You're welcome,//
he said with a smile, sensing her gratitude.
She rubbed against him like a loving cat. Qui-Gon sensed a presence behind him. He turned to see a playful dolphin. He smiled as the dolphin chattered and was
regarded warmly by the whales. The dolphin
swam closer, allowing the Jedi Master to touch him. The Jedi Master gently stroked the dolphin's light grey skin
and he smiled warmly, sending the creature's unconditional love, eyes so deep
and kind, Qui-Gon deeply respected the other's quiet intelligence. The dolphin playfully nudged him. The Jedi Master chuckled and began to tickle
the dolphin gently, the marine creature chattering with delight.
//Do you have a
name?// Qui-Gon asked
He sensed the dolphin’s true name, unpronounceable in
his tongue.
// It’s
beautiful,// he said telling the dolphin his name.
//As is your,
Human Friend.//
Qui-Gon smiled.
//Thank you//
The dolphin allowed the Jedi Master to ride him. He had always wanted to ride a dolphin, and
now he was able to. Qui-Gon hung onto
his fin as he rode fast through the waters of Nehra. The dolphin chattered away gleefully as it
swam through the water, broke the surface and leapt through the cool air, then
back down again. Qui-Gon had to admit
that it was exhilarating as le lay against the dolphin’s smooth skin, sending
the aquatic creature his love.
//Thank you,//
he said, climbing off.
The dolphin chattered again, gently nudging the Jedi
Master
//You have a way
with creatures,// Nehra said. //Not many
can converse with them the way you do.//
//It is a gift I
cherish,// Qui-Gon said.
The grey mammal chattered happily and joined his pod.
A small whale calf swam toward the Jedi Master, the
mother seemed a little distressed. With
the Force, Qui-Gon assured her he meant no harm. He saw the calf was a little sickly. Gently he placed his hands on her calf, using
the Force to heal her. The thankful
mother softly nudged Qui-Gon when he had finished. The calf also nudged the Jedi Master. Qui-Gon smiled and stroked her.
Nehra appeared to smile.
//Indeed you have a way with creatures.
She has never taken to strangers, even her own kind.//
Qui-Gon smiled again.
//I am honoured.//
The calf swam around him.
//They see your
kind soul, Qui-Gon.//
The calf gently nuzzled his hair, then returned to his
mother.
Qui-Gon began to swim with the dolphins, they were
faster than him in their own domain, though Qui-Gon did not mind losing the
play race.
//You win,// he
said with a smile.
They nudged him gently again, chattering playfully as
they returned to their pods. The
dolphins and whales moved off, singing to Qui-Gon.
//They are so
beautiful,// he said to Nehra.
//Aye, they are,
but you are also. You have so much beauty within you, Qui-Gon and without if I
may say. Your soul is so very pure and
kind.//
//Thank you,
Nehra. As is yours.//
Her waves seemed to smile gently, Qui-Gon’s hair swaying
with the waters, feeling like the mane of an Alderaanian sea horse. Slowly he shook his head, and took out his
hair tie, his hair flowing free. The
Jedi Master closed his eyes, the pleasant tool water caressing him, allowing
himself to float freely in the water, grateful for the gift the Force had given
him. Though he could not help thinking
this was an indulgence. He flowed freely
in the Living Force.
//You have given
so much,// the Living Force told him.
//You have saved worlds, countless lives, the very Universe from
destruction. It is time to take
something for yourself. Indulgence is
not a sin.//
//Thank you,//
Qui-Gon said.
//I sense your
pain,// Nehra said to him.
Qui-Gon closed his eyes and began to release it
harmlessly into Nehra’s waters
//Eventually
this Universe will attain peace,// she said.
//Do not despair, Qui-Gon Jinn.//
//I know,// he
said, //but sometimes it seems to take too long.//
//I understand
how you feel,// Nehra said. // But you
think too much of others and too little of yourself.//
Qui-Gon smiled guiltily.
//Yes, sometimes I need to be reminded and prompted to take a little
something for myself. Thank you,
Nehra.//
He swam within her relaxing waves as she held him within
her being. Qui-Gon felt completely
weightless and free as her waters caressed him, calming his overstressed body
and mind. He could not even remember the
last time he had a decent sleep, let alone taken time to relax. He knew it was foolish to overwork himself,
but in the past few months, so many had needed him, he had barely given himself
enough time to meditate.
He relaxed his body inside Nehra’s waters. She smiled as she ruffled his hair with her
currents.
The Jedi Master smiled.
//That feels nice.// He shook his head gently, his hair flowing free.
Qui-Gon called on the Living Force, caressing Nehra in
the gentle energies. Qui-Gon felt her
tensions release and he felt her truly relax and free herself for the first
time in a millennium.
//Ohh … Thank
you, Qui-Gon … You have no idea how wonderful that felt.//
// Believe me, I
do.//
//I can’t thank you enough.// Nehra sounded as though she was crying.
//You don’t need
to.//
She helped Qui-Gon, now very tired touched down on the
sandy sea bed. She brought some
seaweed for him to eat and a blanket she had woven from sea plants.
//Thank you,//
Qui-Gon said, stretching and falling into a deep, relaxing slumber as Nehra’s
waves gently washed over him.
The Jedi Master slept for many, many hours, his most
peaceful slumber in years. Nehra watched
the subtle rising and falling of his chest, such a quiet life form, she
thought, a gift from the Gods. A gift
from the Force. Qui-Gon turned without
making a sound and pulled the blanket a little higher. Nehra smiled warmly.
A few hours later, Qui-Gon awoke, stretched
leisurely. //That was lovely,// he said,
stifling a yawn. He started to remove
the seaweed blanket.
//What’s the rush?//
Nehra asked. //You’re still tired. Go
back to sleep.//
//I’ve already
slept for nine hours, that’s three times longer than usual.//
//And you’re
still tired. Go back to sleep, Qui-Gon.
You’re not lazy, your body needs it.//
The Jedi Master smiled.
//I know I can be stubborn at times,// he said. //You’re just like my first Padawan. She was always fussing over me.//
//It is not a
crime to take time for oneself.//
//I know,//
Qui-Gon said, lying down and he slept for another nine hours.
When he awoke, he stretched with vigour then swam in somersaults.
//Awake yet?// Nehra said with a smile.
//Very,//
Qui-Gon said. //Feels wonderful.//
//I’m glad.//
Qui-Gon looked embarassed. //I need to go to the surface, to land.// he
said
Nehra became confused.
//Don’t worry,
I’m not leaving, but I really need to go to the surface.//
Nehra became concerned.
//Do you need oxygen?//
//No … it’s not
that …//
Nehra smiled, realising what it was. //Ohh, Qui-Gon, I support literally trillions
of life forms and they all...//
Qui-Gon blushed.
//You really are
a sweetie, and so considerate,// Nehra said, //but it’s all right, I assure
you.//
//No … I can’t
...//
//You’re too
modest.//
//So everyone
tells me.//
//Go on. I won’t look.
It’s the natural order of things.
No need to be embarassed.//
Qui-Gon smiled.
//You’re right …//
He swam behind a large rock and relieved himself, then
swam back to his bedding.
//That wasn’t so
bad ,was it?// Nehra asked.
//No, it wasn’t
but still, it feels a little strange.//
Nehra appeared to smile.
//It’s silly I
know,” Qui-Gon said. //The nutrients of
biological waste are essential for new life.
It’s just the conditioning of most life forms to view it as something
disgusting, when it’s not, is it?//
//No, it’s
not. I would not be able to function
without it … You must be hungry after your long sleep.//
Nehra guided a fish toward him.
//I can’t,” Qui-Gon said. //I’m vegetarian. No offence, Nehra.//
//None
taken. I should have guessed. I will being some seaweed.//
It wasn’t long before a different type of seaweed
drifted toward Qui-Gon.
//There are many thousands
of different kinds, so I promise you, you’ll net get sick of it.//
Qui-Gon chucked as he ate his breakfast. //It’s very nice,// he said, chewing the soft
plant.
//I grow it in
my garden,// Nehra said, appearing to smile.
//Have as much as you want.//
Qui-Gon ate a little more than usual, but still Nehra
was surprised at how little he ate for his size.
//Qui-Gon,//
Nehra said, will the Force protect you from my colder waters?//
The Jedi Master closed his eyes for a few moments. //Yes.//
//Good. I have something to show you.//
Qui-Gon saw an Orca whale swimming toward him.
//She’ll help
you get there. It won’t take too long.//
Qui-Gon hung onto the whale’s dorsal fin as the whale swam
away. Jedi were not supposed to crave
excitement or adventure, but Qui-Gon could not help feeling exhilarated as the
ocean rushed through his hair.
Within a couple of hours the water began to get colder.
//Are you
cold?// Nehra asked, concerned.
//How did you
beat me here?// Qui-Gon said with a smile.
Nehra chuckled softly.
I’m fine,” he
said. //It’s a colder, but it’s
invigorating.//
Nehra ruffled his long hair. Qui-Gon smiled as the Orca gently nudged him.
//Thanks for the
ride, My Friend,// he said.
The whale chattered happily as Qui-Gon began to swim
amongst the submerged ice.
//It really is
beautiful,// he said, admiring the crystal like structures, running his hand
down a smooth icicle, amazed at how he could touch it and be here without
freezing, and thanking the Force. He
swam to the surface of the vast ocean, a cool breeze caressing his face. Before him lay pristine white sea ice and
pack ice beyond that, and beyond that glaciers and snowy mountains.
//It’s
beautiful…//
//The frozen
lands,// Nehra said.
Qui-Gon reached out and touched the ice again thanking
the Force for this rare gift. Again he
swam under the ice, the pristine blue white glow, fascinating. He had seen ice formations like these on
holovids, but to swim within one was nothing short of spectacular. Again he thanked the Force for this special
moment, knowing if it left him he would freeze to death, though he had the
utmost trust in the Force, knowing it would never abandon him as he would never
leave it. They were bound to each other,
an eternal bond. Like a dolphin he swam
in and out of the beautiful formations before he found an opening and leapt
into the pristine white snow, gazing at the beauty surrounding him, still
amazed that he was stark naked, standing in the middle of a frozen wilderness and
not even feeling a chill. He could not
resist making a snowball.
Nehra chuckled.
//Throw it here,// she said.
Gently, Qui-Gon threw the ball of ice to her. She batted it back to him with a wave. Laughing, Qui-Gon caught it and threw it
back.
//Can’t say I’ve
ever played catch before,// Nehra said.
//Neither have
I,// Qui-Gon said with a hint of sadness.
//I never had much time for play, training as a Jedi.//
Qui-Gon smiled and immediately lay down and made a snow
angel.
//I’ve *always*
wanted to do that,// he said with a smile,
Nehra chuckled.
//And now you have. It’s beautiful,
Qui-Gon. You’d better stop now, you’re
enjoying yourself too much.//
Qui-Gon laughed as he leapt up, inspected his work of
art in the snow, glistening in the sunlight.
//You know, you
really are an angel,// Nehra said. //You
have done so many wonderful things … Don’t put yourself down ...//
//Thank you,
Nehra.//
//Now, is there
anything else you’ve always wanted to do?//
//Yes.//
//What’s that?//
//This …//
Qui-Gon took a running start and dive bombed into the water.
Nehra laughed.
//That tickles…//
Qui-Gon chuckled as he ran his hands through his hair
//Can I go back
up?// he asked.
//Of course.//
Nehra helped him up a slippery ice formation.
A small white fox had come and sniffed Qui-Gon’s snow angel The fox seemed afraid to see such a large
creature on land and began to back off.
Qui-Gon knelt down indicating that he meant no harm. The animal approached him sniffing the air as
he came, the stranger did smell quite intriguing.
Qui-Gon smiled.
//You smell nice too.//
Gently he stroked the pristine white fur, the soft fur
soothing against his hands. The fox licked
his hand and Qui-Gon smiled as he began to stroke the animal gently, then he
began to scratch behind his ears, which the fox enjoyed immensely. The fox lay down and the Jedi Master began to
scratch his stomach.
//You’re
spoiling him,// came Nehra’s smiling voice.
Qui-Gon smiled as well.
//I’ve never patted a fox before//
//As they say
there’s a first time for everything.//
//I think he
rather likes being spoiled, don’t
you?// Qui-Gon ruffled the fox’s fur,
then stroked the animal, enjoying his company as much as the fox was enjoying
the Jedi Master’s touch.
It was not often he was able to play with animals and
give them love and attention and he welcomed the gift. He used the Living Force to aid a sore on the
fox’s paw, then stroked the animal, the fox closing his eyes to Qui-Gon’s
gentle touch, lying content in the snow.
He was as happy to receive as the Jedi Master was to give . The fox licked his fingers again and Qui-Gon
thanked the Force for this beautiful encounter as the fox left to join his
mate. Qui-Gon watched him run majestically
through the snow.
//You certainly
do have a way with creatures,// Nehra said.
Qui-Gon smiled warmly.
//I don’t think
he’s ever been so spoiled,// Nehra said with a smile.
//Everybody
needs to be spoiled once in a while.//
//Now you’re
talking.//
Qui-Gon chuckled as he majestically dove into Nehra’s
waters once more.
//I was
beginning to miss you.//
Qui-Gon smiled and stroked her surface. //I am yours, My Lady.//
Nehra giggled. The sound of an ocean giggling was like
magic.
She guided Qui-Gon through her waters, again the whale
came to take him back. The Jedi Master
held on tightly, but not so tight as to hurt the creature. He closed his eyes, enjoying the exhilarating
ride. Qui-Gon decided a bit of adventure
would not go astray. He could feel the
ocean becoming warmer, not that the cold waters had not been pleasant. He stroked the whale’s smooth skin. The aquatic mammal chattered and went to join
his pod.
Qui-Gon swam around in Nehra’s waters.
//You’re so
graceful,// she said.
The Jedi Master smiled.
//Thank you.// The feeling of being held within an ocean was magickal,
enchanting …
Nehra held Qui-Gon with in her waters, caressing him as
he swam, the Jedi Master ever grateful for this special gift.
A sudden pain shot through him, not his own and his eyes
snapped open.
“Nehra!” Bubbles rose as he spoke
//Ohh ….//
He could sense her struggle and her pain.
//It’s … it’s
happening … again …//
Qui-Gon could feel her crying, the pain unbearable. //Let me help you,// he said, his mind voice
ever so gentle.
//No .. you
can’t …//
Mercifully the pain seemed to subside for the time
being.
//Nehra, please,
I can help you.//
// It’s much worse
than before, Qui-Gon.//
//Please … let
me help you….//
// It’s too
great .. you’ll kill yourself…//
//Not of I
focus.//
//It’s too much
for you. You’ll wear yourself out.//
//Trust me.//
//Qui-Gon, the
Universe needs you. I sense your destiny
is greater than me.//
//Nehra, please
… let me …//
//No ..the
danger’s too great … I say again – the Universe needs you…//
//Nehra, *you*
need me right now. You are one of the
most unique beings I have ever encountered.
It would be a great loss to the Universe if you and all within you were
to die. The Universe needs you, Nehra,
and all your beauty. The Universe needs
joy and love. I realise death is not the
end all of everything, but Nehra, I cannot let you die.//
//I don’t want
to die, Qui-Gon, but I don’t want you to die trying to save me.//
//Do or do not
there is no try, my Master always says.//
//Qui-Gon I can’t
let you do this.//
//Please Nehra,
I can’t sit back and do nothing. I
cannot let you die.//
He held onto a large rock as Nehra tried to move him.
//Nehra please
let me help you.//
//You’re going
to do it anyway aren’t you?”//
//Yes.//
Nehra chuckled
softly and gave in. He was determined to
save her, even if it killed him. Qui-Gon
surrounded himself with the Living Force and gave himself to it
completely. He cleared himself of emotion,
worry and other thoughts. Silence
followed as Qui-Gon remained submerged within Nehra’s waters. The Force coursed through Qui-Gon and he felt
the energy in every cell of his body, his body glowing. He slowed his breathing as he concentrated on
healing Nehra. The ocean let go her
fears as she felt Qui-Gon doing, amazed at the human’s strength and
compassion. His connection with the
Force was so beautiful touching all within her from the largest whale to the
smallest creature. Qui-Gon felt their
appreciation as he merged with the Living Force, soothing the frightened
creatures as he soothed Nehra. He released the Force into the planet gently,
quietening it, healing it, the energies caressing him as well as this
world. Qui-Gon remained for hours channeling
the Force through his body. He was
tiring, but he refused to falter. Nehra
stilled her mind amazed at Qui-Gon’s calm, knowing he was willing to sacrifice
himself for her.
Qui-Gon thanked the planet and the Force He felt the pain slowly begin to ebb and the
Jedi Master allowed himself to feel relief that this beautiful world had been
saved, though Nehra still felt quite weak.
Qui-Gon urged her not to fear. Nehra
needed rest now and she did all she could to support the life within her living
waters. She was still amazed that
Qui-Gon almost died to save her when he had met her but days ago. Qui-Gon began to restore balance to the
planet. He was near exhaustion, but he
refused to fall, staying intently focused.
Slowly balance returned to the world and the planet relaxed to Qui-Gon’s
gentle rhythm. The Jedi Master relaxed a
little as he felt the waters returning to normal. Though he was tiring, he did not falter. Through the Force he helped Nehra on her way
to recovery, though she was still quite weak and he concentrated on healing her.
Another hour passed in silence before Qui-Gon was satisfied
that everything was all right once more.
The Force held him, though he was incredibly weak. His body limp, he drifted to the ocean
floor. An enormous shark bore down upon
Qui-Gon, though he did not have enough energy to life a finger and Nehra was
too weak to help him. But this beautiful
world was safe once more and that was all Qui-Gon cared about. He sensed the shark was pregnant. Although he felt afraid, he felt the Force
caress him and he smiled warmly. He did
his best to put the fear out of his mind.
If this was his physical end, he would accept it.
Qui-Gon felt the shark’s mouth around him, but it did
not close. He did not feel the creature’s
teeth puncture his skin. The shark swam
to a rock formation and gently placed the Jedi Master inside. She brushed him with her fin.
//Thank you…//
he said.
//You saved our
world. Thank *you*.//
The shark swam on.
Grateful, Qui-Gon entered a deep sleep, he desperately needed.
Although Qui-Gon was fast asleep the Living Force was
still within him, helping return his strength.
Far off in the distance, the whales and dolphins sang to him as he and
Nehra slept, using this much needed time to recover.
* * *
Qui-Gon rested for eight days and nights before his body
began to regain its strength. He awoke
and slept another few hours before he awoke fully. He stretched then shook his hair out, and
stood feeling refreshed and he ate much seaweed.
//It is good to
see you awake.//
Qui-Gon smiled.
//You all right?//
//Yes, thanks to
you.//
//I could not
let the Universe lose you, Nehra.//
//And I cannot
thank you enough.//
//It was my
pleasure.//
Qui-Gon felt Nehra caress him gently and hold him within
her waters.
//What can I do
for you in return?//
//Nehra, you
have given me more than I ever dreamed, your gifts, and more than that your
love and friendship.//
//Qui-Gon, you are
the most beautiful life form I have ever encountered.//
//As are you,//
the Jedi Master said. //Remember the Force
is With You Always.//
//As it is with
you.//
//You gave so
much to save me… Someone you barely knew.//
//Nehra, I feel
I have known you all my life and beyond.//
//I feel the
same.//
//Your soul is as
pure as your waters, Nehra.//
//As is yours,
Qui-Gon,// Nehra said, appearing to smile warmly. //You could have died…//
//But my death
would not have been in vain. I had to do
all within my power to save you.//
//And you did.//
Gently she wafted her waters through Qui-Gon’s hair.
//Thank you,
Nehra.//
The ocean smiled at the gentle use of her name, and she surrounded
Qui-Gon with a gentle current.
//I can’t say
I’ve ever been hugged by an ocean before.//
Nehra chucked and ruffled his hair. Qui-Gon smiled, he loved it when she did
that.
//I shall be sorry to see you leave, Qui-Gon
Jinn, but K know you must.//
//Yes,// he
said, sadly. //I small miss you as well,
but I promise to return to you, my beautiful Nehra.”
Gently he kissed her waters.
* * *
“That was so
beautiful, Master,” Obi-Wan said, his cheeks full of tears. “I should have known that you would not have
fallen in love with an ordinary woman, Master. An ocean.
You fell in love with and ocean.”
Qui-Gon smiled.
“Yes, I did.”
“Thank you for
telling me that story, Master. I don’t feel so bad anymore.”
“That was the
idea. I did consider leaving the Jedi to
stay with her, but I knew I could not. I
knew my destiny lay elsewhere.”
Obi-Wan embraced his Master. “I’m glad, otherwise I never would have met
you.”
“Nor I you.”
“Do you miss
Nehra?”
“Everyday.”
“Then why don’t
we go for a swim?”
Qui-Gon smiled.
“You’re on, Padawan. Last one
in’s a rotten pallie.”
And They both laughed, rushing to the nearest transport.
*