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Summary: Monitor's profile and story.

Author's Note: Monitor created by Seawave and Equus.

Rating - PG

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MONITOR

ALLEGIANCE: AUTOBOT

FUNCTION:  INFORMATION STORAGE/GATHERING

"Violence does not compute."

Profile: Always talks in technical terms, which few understand. Though he and Highbrow can understand each other very well! Monitor sometimes has trouble expressing his feelings, as he can't find the appropriate words for them. Has hardly any sense of humour. Monitor DOES NOT understand any slang terms or expressions. He's very intelligent and has many bright ideas. He's very loyal. He cares very much about his fellow Autobots, although he seems cold and impersonal. He is sometimes bitter and ruthless towards the Decepticons. Monitor sees no point in the Transformers war. He has since been given a disk with almost every slang term in the human language. Although Monitor wants to keep it a secret, he dearly loves the Autobot (Ex-Decepticon spy) Diskette. He occasionally plays computer games in his transformed mode when he's bored.

Abilities: Monitor transforms into a PC. Has great many gigabytes of storage and great access speeds in this mode. He can run any program and is equipped with the ultimate anti virus software. He's capable of hacking any computer, including Teletraan I and Two if necessary. He can access the Internet and download at breakneck speed. Monitor has no firepower in either modes, but uses a small hand-blaster when necessary.

Weaknesses: He has little strength in robot mode. His screen in computer mode, chest in robot mode is very sensitive and can be easily damaged. Behind it, is his sensor. It is extremely sensitive. If slightly damaged, sends immense pain throughout his body. It leaves Monitor absolutely helpless. Crucial in a battle. His ruthlessness can sometimes lead him into more than he can handle alone. Despite his advanced software, he's paranoid about computer bugs and viruses. Has been known to panic so much that he blew a major short circuit. (Although he won't admit it he's jealous of his Decepticon adversary, Virus who's immune to all computer viruses) He's sometimes too overprotective of Diskette.

-- TECH SPECS --

STRENGTH -- 4 INTELLIGENCE -- 10

SPEED -- 1 RANK -- 6

ENDURANCE -- 5 COURAGE -- 7

FIREPOWER -- 1 SKILL -- 8

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MONITOR

 

 

"Megatron!" called Soundwave, "The Autobots have a new monitoring computer."

"Another one? They've got three now. Three blasted Teletraans!"

"This one is called Monitor."

"Find out if we can use it, if not, I want it destroyed."

"Yes, Megatron."

            * * *

Monitor, a newly created Autobot sat in computer mode in the computer room in Autobot headquarters, accessing data. When he had finished, he transformed from computer mode into robot mode.

He flailed to notice Laserbeak on a ledge. When Monitor left the room, the Decepticon Condor left to inform Megatron.

            * * *

"First, we will see if he can be of value to us. If his download speed is as fast as Laserbeak reports, he could be very useful.

"Agreed, Megatron," Soundwave said.

"Laserbeak, I want you to return to Autobot Headquarters an gather all available information on this Monitor."

            * * *

"Prime," said, Monitor, approaching his leader. "I have a logical method to defeat the Decepticons when next they attack."

"What is it, Monitor?"

Monitor told Optimus his plan. Laserbeak transmitted the new Autobot's plan to Megatron.

* * *

"Quite intelligent, this Monitor ...Intriguing plan."

"I have devised an effective counter attack," Soundwave informed Megatron, moments later.

"Good work. We must ascertain if we can use Monitor, if not, he must be destroyed."

"Yes, Megatron."

            * * *

The Decepticons staged their attack the Autobots the following day.

"Putting plan into operation," Monitor informed.

It did not take long for the Decepticons countered Monitor's plan.

"What? ... Resistance? Impossible!" he yelled, as he was blasted painfully in the chest. An explosion which blew some of his circuitry, shattering his extremely sensitive VDU chest. Bonecrusher levelled his weapon, about to blast the helpless Monitor again. Fortunately for him, Ironhide, blasted the Decepticon first.

"Hey, Monitor, you all right?"

"Ohh ... ohhh ..." Monitor groaned, was badly wounded and could barely talk. Ironhide gently picked him up, carried him to the repair bay

"Hey, Monitor, looks like you could some repair work ..." Ratchet said.

"Yeah, he sure could," Ironhide confided.

Monitor didn't know what `yeah' meant, but was too weak to ask them. He fell unconscious in Ironhide's arms. Ratchet took him and gently placed him on the repair bed.

"Light, isn't he?"

"As a featheroid."

Carefully Ratchet began to repair him.

In less than an hour, he had finished.

"Thank you, Ratchet."

Ratchet smiled. "You want anything, just ask the Doc."

            * * *

"Looks like your `plan' didn't compute " Air Raid teased.

"Sarcasm is not appreciated."

Air Raid turned away.

"That plan of his didn't even work" he heard Cliffjumper say. "Some genius!"

Why can't they understand? he thought to himself. Everyone makes errors. The Decepticons must have had forewarning.

Upset, Monitor and began to walk away.

"Looks like your planning needs a little more work," teased Slingshot coming after him.

"I wish to be left alone!" Monitor snapped.

Slingshot grabbed both Monitor's his.

"I could easily trash you" he said, pushing Monitor onto the floor. "The only thing that's preventing me from doing so is that you're an Autobot. A poor excuse for one, though. You're such a gutless wimp, Monitor."

"GUTLESS - Does not compute."

"A miracle anything does," said Slingshot walking off.

Monitor stood, feeling angry, upset, but didn't know how to express his feelings. He walked into the computer room, his usual hang-out, then transformed into his personal computer mode on the desk, quite contented with staying there for hours, doing nothing, then decided to play a round of Space Invaders to get his mind off his troubles.

            * * *

Slingshot approached to Optimus Prime.

"Prime ... I need some info ... real quick ... I gotta use one of the Teletraans..."

"Sorry, Slingshot, they're both in use the only other computer you could use is ... "

"Monitor ..." he groaned.

"Slingshot, don't jump to conclusion about Monitor. He' still learning the ropes."

The Aerialbot remembered Silverbolt once saying the same thing about the humans.

"He's only a week old," Optimus continued, "and how old are you?"

Before Slingshot could say, Optimus Prime said, "you're quite young for a Transformer, but not compared to Monitor. He's young, inexperienced, although intelligent and he can't help the way he is. Please just accept him and respect that."

"O ... okay ... I'm sorry, Prime."

"That's all right. Monitor should be in the computer room."

Slingshot started to walk there.

"What does he do all day in there? Just sit there staring at the wall? How exciting ..."

"Hey, Mono, baby ... " Slingshot said, entering the room.

Monitor didn't know what `Mono baby' meant, but he was still on the outs with Slingshot.

"What do you want?" he asked, cross.

"Hey ... " said Slingshot, cheerfully. "You're not still mad with me are ya?"

Slingshot put both his hands on either side of Monitor.

"What do you want?" Monitor repeated.

"Hey, dude, I ..."

"DOES NOT COMPUTE --" stated Monitor.

"What?"

"DUDE - Does not compute."

"Oh, hey, Man ..."

"Your logic is faulty. There are no male humans in this vicinity."

"Listen, chum, I ..."

"CHUM - Does not compute."

Slingshot was getting steamed.

"I'll blast your screen into particles if you don't shut up!!"

"Do not do that!"

"It was just a figure of speech! I'd never blast an Autobot, but what's all this 'does not compute' stuff?"

"Slang does not compute" explained Monitor. "I do not understand it."

"Oh. Well then, Monitor, would you please be able to ..."

Slingshot told Monitor what he wanted and in less than three minutes, Monitor provided him with all the information he needed.

"Thanks, I guess I owe you an apology.

"Accepted."

            * * *

While Monitor stood next to Teletraan I, Calliber Tron entered the main control room.

"Hey, Monitor, whatcha doin'?

Monitor could grasp the meaning of 'whatcha' and `doin' in such a context.

"It is obvious, Calliber Tron, that I am standing in the control room, conversing with Teletraan I."

"Well yeah, but what else you up to?"

"I am not 'up to' anything. I am merely seeking to download Teletraan's files into my CPU for greater communication and

"Oh. Well have fun."

"I do not quite understand you, Calliber Tron."

"The feelin's mutual, Mono"

"Mono? Ah. You are attempting to give me a pet name. Thank you Cal, as they call you."

Calliber Tron smiled. "You know you're not to bad."

"Bad. I am not evil!"

"Hey, that's not what I meant, Mono. You should really brush up on your lingo. I gotta go, but see ya 'round."

"I have no doubt you will," Monitor said, catching Calliber Tron's gist.

            * * *

A few days later, another Autobot/Decepticon battle raged. Monitor hated fighting, but felt he had to as his duty as an Autobot. His firepower was limited to a small hand-blaster, which quickly ran out of energy.

Blaster looked at him.

"What's amatter, kid, you outta ammo?"

Monitor looked at Blaster.

"Does not compute."

"Your blaster's run out of juice."

"Juice? My EC01 blasted does not run on juice. It requires rechargi-"

"Hey, don't worry about it, Dude."

"DUDE - Does not compute."

"Forget it."

Blaster gave Monitor a slightly larger gun. The computer bot took a while to get the hang of it, but truth be known, he would rather be connected to the Internet, downloading useful software.

Later that battle, Monitor was blasted in the shin and fell to the ground. Blast Off, shot him again in his back. Monitor was in agony, but he managed to fire a round at the attacking Decepticon, giving him a window to escape.

Monitor ran, amidst blasts into Autobot Headquarters and ran smack bang into Ratchet.

"Monitor, you all right?"

"Too much ... violence" he said weakly. " I cannot take anymore..."

Ratchet looked sympathetic, took Monitor to the repair bay and repaired his blast wounds.

The Autobots had taken victory this battle and were returning inside.

"How d' y' like that?!" said Sideswipe, excitedly. "We beat the turkeys!"

Turkeys? thought Monitor, confused. They weren't fighting flightless birds...

Air Raid saw Monitor.

"Hey, dude, whatcha chicken out for?"

Monitor looked at him. "DUDE - Does not compute" he stated. "And your logic is faulty. I do not detect the presence of any flightless Earth birds."

"What I am stating, Monitor," said Air Raid, sarcastically,

"was why did you make a hasty depart away from the battle?"

"I could not take anymore violence."

"You're a such woos, dude."

"DUDE and WOOS do not compute!" said Monitor his voice rising a little.

"You're a chicken, dude."

"I am not a bird."

"Stop what, dude?"

"Please - DUDE does not compute."

"Then what does, dude?"

Monitor was silent. He wished he knew what `dude' meant.

"Hey, dude ..." started Air Raid, teasing.

"DUDE DOES NOT COMPUTE!"

Air Raid grabbed him.

"Don't yell at me, chum. Anyone could scrap you with minimal effort, you pathetic wimp."

Why do they not leave me be? he thought sadly.

He tried to struggle free.

"Please let me go ..." he said.

Air Raid let him go and pushed him onto the floor.

"You're a wimp, dude ..." he said.

"Stop it ... " said Monitor, standing up.

"Stop what, dude?"

Monitor couldn't stand it anymore and stormed off.

Optimus saw Monitor storming to the computer room in high dungeon.

"Whoa, Monitor - you got a bee in your bonnet?"

"Does not compute."

"I'm sorry. What's troubling you?"

"I wish the others would leave me be," he sobbed. "They constantly hassle me about my dialogue, my actions. Optimus Prime, I fear the Decepticons and I detest violence - and my dialogue - slang I cannot compute. Do you understand how I feel?"

"Yes, Monitor, I do. I'll explain to the others.

"Much obliged."

"And you are not the only one who detests violence."

            * * *

Optimus gathered the Autobots in the main control room.

"Listen," he said to them. "About Monitor. It is not his fault he fears Decepticons. Also with his weak body strength, he can be easily damaged or even destroyed. Most of us detest violence as much as he does. - One final thing. He does not understand slang - words or expressions. Words like 'dude,' 'yeah' and so forth do not compute with him. Please speak formally to him - and respect his feelings."

The other Autobots felt guilty about hassling him and apologised. Monitor was angry about what they had said, but forgave them and was grateful they understood him a little better.

            * * *

Later, Blaster walked into the main control room and saw Monitor, by himself.

"Hey dude, ... sorry ... Monitor. What's happenin'?"

"Nothing is happening as you can clearly see."

To many, Monitor may come across as abrupt, even a little rude, but to those who knew him better, he was just stating a fact.

"Sorry. What are you doing?"

"It is obvious, Blaster, that I am connecting with Teletraan I."

"Oh. I could see that."

"Then why did you ask?"

"It's a figure of speech. Forget it du ... Monitor."

"I will never understand the likes of you," Monitor said, shaking his head.

By the looks of him, it seemed doubtful Blaster would understand Monitor either.

            * * *

A few hours later ...

"Prime," Sideswipe called. "We found this Deceptijerk sneaking around outside.

Slugslingger, the Decepticon tried to struggle free and was promptly placed into a prison cell.

Later, when the Autobots were recharging, they found they were running low on energon and had to conserve it. Later on, every Autobot had recharged, except Monitor and only one energon cube remained. The Decepticon prisoner had not been given any thing to eat and was absolutely starving. Monitor was about to drink his cube.

"Wait, Monitor," said Optimus Prime. "I'm going to have to gave that energon cube to Slugslingger."

"What?!"

"His need is greater than yours. He's needs recharging badly."

Monitor paused, but then drank the cube.

"Monitor!!" exclaimed Optimus Prime, somewhat shocked.

"I do not care about Decepticons, Prime. They despise us. They are our enemies ... They are ruthless, heartless, merciless, cruel ... and-"

"I know."

"Then why-"

"I know what they're like, but all the same, they're sentient beings like ourselves and they deserve a right to live the same as we do. They may not be the nicest beings in the universe, but we are only harsh to them if we need to be. One of all Autobots' most respected laws is - always respect life - any life. Monitor, do you understand?"

"Yes, Prime ... I ... I apologise."

"It's all right - Just Remember next time."

Monitor nodded and walked away.

As luck would have it, Optimus later found an energon cube behind the storage unit. He was a little hungry himself, but felt he had to give it to the starving Decepticon prisoner.

Monitor saw him.

Prime is hungry, he thought, he hardly recharged as he wished for us all to recharge first. Ten why does he not drink the cube?

Monitor followed him. He saw Optimus Prime go into the cell with the Decepticon prisoner.

Through the window in the door, Monitor looked at the Decepticon., kneeling.

He is in dire need to recharge, thought Monitor, but Prime also needs the cube...

Monitor observed Optimus Prime.

"Here you are, Slugslingger," he said. "Sorry for the delay. We were low on energy. Here."

Optimus Prime gave the Decepticon the cube. Slugslingger began to drink it like the speed of light.

"Slowly," said Optimus. "It's not going to fly away."

Slugslingger slowed down and finished the cube.

"Ohh ... thanks ..." he breathed.

Optimus Prime began to interrogate him.

"Why were you sneaking around?"

"Megatron wanted me to spy on the Autobots."

"What did you learn?"

"Sideswipe nabbed me before I could get any info."

Slugslingger was somewhat frightened of what Optimus might do to him. The Autobot Leader asked him a few more questions, then released him.

Monitor could not believe how kind Optimus was to the Decepticon, but then He thought about how Prime said that they were sentient beings.

Perhaps I should exert more favour to them, thought Monitor. What Prime said is true - they may not be the nicest beings in the universe, but they do not deserve to be treated as though they were scrap metal. Monitor cherished the important lesson of caring that he had learned.

            * * *

The next Morning, Monitor decided to explore. He was a little tired of the computer room. He had seen many pictures of Earth's wilderness on many different sites and wanted to explore for himself.

Whilst exploring, he was attacked by Decepticons. "At times like this ... I wish I transformed into a vehicle with a large acceleration factor! ... Monitor to Autobots ... I need help immediately! Decepticons attacking! Send immediate assistance!!..."

Monitor dived into some trees for cover.

            * * *

"Skyfire! "exclaimed Optimus Prime, at Autobot headquarters. "Quickly, Monitor needs your help - fast."

"Don't worry, Prime. I'll get him."

            * * *

Monitor was blasted in the back as tried to find some deeper cover. "Ohh ... I hope my message got through ..."

He was blasted again. He could barely crawl away. "No ... They are going to terminate me ..."

Monitor heard a blast and shut his optics. One of the three Decepticons fell.

"Beat it, Deceptibums, before I fry your circuits!" threatened Skyfire, fighting them off.

The large jet landed and helped Monitor aboard.

"Thank you, Skyfire." Monitor's voice conveyed the relief he felt.

"That's all right, dude - oops, sorry - Monitor."

Monitor smiled, then lay back down and rested.

Later, Skyfire arrived home. He transformed and carried Monitor inside.

"He's all right, Prime. I managed to drive off those dirty Decepticons. Monitor's been shot in his leg and back, but no severe damage. I'll Get Ratchet to take a dekko."

"DEKKO - Does not compute" said Monitor, regaining consciousness.

"Don't worry about it, Monitor. I'll take a dekk - uh a look."

It did not take long for Ratchet repaired him.

"Thanks."

The Doc smiled. "Just don't run for a couple of days."

Monitor managed to smile.

            * * *

Blitzwing, Blast Off and Vortex arrived back at Decepticon headquarters.

"Well? Where's the Autobot?" Megatron demanded.

"Uh, Megatron ... we almost had him, but-"

"Almost ...? ALMOST???!!!"

"Uh ... we ... we ... you see, Megatron, we had Monitor totally at our mercy, but Skyfire attacked us. He ... he-" Megatron furiously blasted at them all. The force of the blast threw them onto the floor.

"I will deal with that Autobot wimp myself! Soundwave, create a diversion."

"Yes, Megatron ... Remote human settlement located. Autobots will be lured away."

"Excellent, Soundwave."

            * * *

Autobot headquarters ...

"Attention, Optimus Prime!"

"What is it, Teletraan I?"

"Decepticons attacking - remote village ..."

"Autobots, we have to stop them ... those humans are in danger..."

"Optimus" said Teletraan, " all Autobots required for attack, but I suggest Monitor remain. He is still recovering, and we may need him for communications."

"Affirmative," agreed Optimus. "Monitor?"

Monitor nodded, "If you get into any trouble, I am able to hack any computer to send assistance."

Unbeknownst to all the Autobots, Soundwave had used a carrier wave to disrupt Monitor's hacking powers and the Autobots' radio transmissions.

Megatron laughed, soft and evil, and flew into a cloud for camouflage.

"Good ..." he sneered. "They've taken the bait ... Now to catch the fish, but first I have to disconnect their security ... Done."

He waited until all the Autobots were out of sight.

"Now, Monitor --" he said, quietly -- "Prepare to be terminated--"

Megatron flew into Autobot headquarters and entered the computer room.

"Greetings, Monitor ..."

"MEGATRON!!"

He immediately tried to hack Teletraan I and radio the others.

"What's happening? ..."

"You are totally helpless, fool ... I have disabled your hacking powers - and you cannot make radio contact with the Autobots for help."

"This is not a good predicament."

Megatron smiled. "What an accurate description."

Monitor ignored the sarcasm. Megatron came towards him.

"Do not hurt me," he stated.

Megatron laughed and blasted near him.

"NO!"

"You make me sick, Autobrat ..."

"AUTOBRAT - Does not compute."

Megatron clenched his fist. "Maybe this will --"

"No ... no ... please not my screen ..."

Megatron slammed his fist through Monitor's sensitive screen. The Autobot cried out in agony. The Decepticon leader reached inside him .

"Ahh, this is it ... your sensor - the most sensitive part of your body... And just what I need."

"Don't ..." Monitor said, his voice strained.

Megatron grabbed his extremely sensitive sensor module. Pain ripped through the Autobot like wildfire.

"Please.." he rasped. Despite the excruciating pain, Monitor tried in vain to transform into his robot mode.

"STOP PLEASE!!"

The pain was absolutely unbearable.

"Please, Megatron ..."

The Decepticon Leader ripped out the sensor.

Pain as Monitor had never known tore through him, but mercifully, it did not last long, before his body went entirely numb.

Monitor managed to transform into his robot mode, slowly, grateful he felt no pain. He put his hand gently over his damaged chest. Megatron blasted at him. Monitor crawled away, and threw a computer screen at Megatron's head, which angered the Decepticon. Megatron grabbed Monitor him, but the Autobot managed to struggle free. The Decepticon Leader blocked his path. There was no where for him to go.

"How amusing ..." said Megatron, smiling evilly.

"Please do not harm me ..." begged Monitor very frightened.

Megatron stood in front of him. "Harm you? ... How pathetic..." He pointed his fusion cannon at the hapless Autobot.

Monitor's face now showed his fear and shock. "No ... please, Megatron ..."

The white Decepticon looked down at him.

"You are worthless piece of crap ..."

"CRAP - Does not compute" started Monitor. "M-Megatron ..." The Autobot tried a desperate track. "I do not wish to die. Please have mercy ..."

Megatron smiled evilly. "-- MERCY DOES NOT COMPUTE -- "

The blasts from Megatron's fusion cannon were the last sounds Monitor heard.

            * * *

"A good thing no humans were hurt," Arcee said.

"Yes," Optimus agreed, but I couldn't shake the feeling in my diodes that something was wrong."

"Neither Monitor or Teletraan notified us" said Highbrow.

And he felt even more eerie when he entered the Headquarters, though at a glance, nothing seemed amiss. He went to check Teletraan all the same.

"Oh no ... Security and radio transmission facilities have been deactivated ..."

Optimus ran to the computer room to find Monitor.

And they found him - mutilated. Optimus looked shocked.

Some of the other Autobots came to him and were equally shocked.

"That poor thing ..." said Slingshot sympathetically.

"He ... he was so vulnerable ..." said Optimus sadly, kneeling down to him. "Ratchet, First Aid, Wheeljack, Hoist, do everything you can for him ..."

Optimus carefully picked Monitor up in his arms.

"Poor little dude" said Blaster sadly, gently touching Monitor's face.

            * * *

Ratchet, First Aid, Wheeljack and Hoist worked for hours on the badly damaged Monitor.

"These are fusion cannon blasts," Ratchet said.

"Megatron..." Optimus felt a surge of anger well within him, but rage would do his friend no good.

"Megatron really gave it to him" said Wheeljack, sadly.

"I'd love to give it back to him," Optimus said.

"As would I," Ratchet said. "And he's made off with Monitor's sensor."

"That controlled all his computer functions," Optimus said. "Can you construct another?"

"Fortunately, yes. Monitor downloaded his schematics into Teletraan I not so long ago. A god thing too, otherwise we'd be flying blind, but it's no guarantee."

"I know." Optimus said sadly. "Do everything you can."

"We will, Prime."

"Is it possible to strengthen his outer body, so he's not so vulnerable."

"I don't see why not."

            * * *

It took quite a while to get Monitor's body looking normal again.

"It must've been so painful ... Ratchet said, "Megatron's in for some real bad karma as the humans say. I've constructed a new sensor, though I've encased it in protective metal, so it can't be so easily damaged."

"Good thinking, Ratchet," First Aid said. "I was thinking about coating his monitor with a bondage shell, almost impenetrable."

"That's great."

            * * *

"There ... done ... " said Ratchet after many hours. "I hope he's going to be all right."

Soon after, Monitor awoke in a panic.

"It's okay ..." calmed Ratchet.

The newly repaired Autobot calmed down with relief, when he realised it was Ratchet.

"Ohhh... It was terrible..." he gasped. "M-Megatron - he ... he... "

"We know, " said Ratchet gently comforting him," but you're all right now. We've made your body stronger and your sensor has a protective casing around it, your monitor's been strengthened, and now you have firepower in both modes, so you're not so vulnerable."

"Thank you. It is most appreciated," Monitor smiled, grateful.

Ratchet smiled. First Aid gave Monitor an energon cube.

"Here, you must be starving."

Monitor smiled. He hadn't realised until now just how starving. He drank the cube quickly.

"Do you want another one?" asked First Aid.

Monitor shook his head. "No, thank you. One is sufficient."

            * * *

Optimus came to Monitor.

"Great to see you back with us," he said, relieved.

"It was awful, Prime ..." Monitor whispered. "I was petrified... I am sorry to have behaved in such a cowardly manner."

"I know and that's understandable. I'm sorry for leaving you alone. The village attack was bogus."

"BOGUS - does not compute - and Prime, it's wasn't your fault. You didn't know it was going to happen."

Optimus smiled and walked with Monitor into the computer room.

"Here, I have something for you."

"You shouldn't have, Prime ... What is it?"

"A slang disk, and you can also look up slang terms on the Internet, so Calliber Tron dies not confuse you anymore."

Monitor chuckled softly. "Much appreciated."

Optimus smiled back.

"It's fine," he said, leaving him be.

Monitor retreated to the computer room, now equipped with new security mechanisms and transformed into his computer mode. and happily transferred all the data on the disk into his memory.

"Ahh, I see now."

            * * *

All the Autobots were grateful, to have him fully functional once more.

Slingshot went up to him.

"You all right, dude?" he asked.

He suddenly gasped and covered his mouth.

"Sorry" he said apologetically, putting his hands up. "You okay?"

"Affirmative, Slingshot. I'm fine. "

"Monitor," said Air Raid coming to him, "I want to apologise for insulting you before. It was wrong of me and not very Autobot."

Monitor smiled. "Hey, dude, It's fine! Let's go take a dekko what the Deceptiturkeys are plannin,' then we can PARDY ON!!"

 

*

 

         

 

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A LESSON IN FRIENDSHIP

 

Calliber Tron and I were left stranded, far from Autobot headquarters after one Decepticon attack. Both of us were wounded and could not transform. At least the Automatic Car was semi functional, but its communication systems were damaged beyond repair. Cal set the co-ordinates for Autobot headquarters and he looked in a foul mood. He got in and slammed the door.

"Move it!" he yelled at the car and it set in motion.

"There is no need to shout," I informed him. "The car's Audio receptors are-"

"Shut up!"

I silenced and jerked a little. Cal was indeed in an unsociable mood. I was silent for a further 5.25 seconds before I informed him that I did not know the precise time we would arrive at Autobot headquarters as the terrain was rather-

"I told you to SHUT UP!"

I was a little shocked and did not say anything more. I decided to start a friendly conversation to dissipate the negative feelings. But what the humans call "small talk" is not easy for me. It serves no real purpose, but I decided to as they say "give it a go."

"How are you feeling, Calliber Tron?" I asked, uneasily.

"How am I feeling? Like shit, Monitor, like shit!"

"I do not understand. How can you 'feel like shit' if you are solid?"

Calliber Tron rolled his eyes. "Shut up ...."

"Cal, I-"

"Shut up!"

"But-"

Calliber raised his hand to hit me.

"Don't..." I said in shock, but he didn't listen. "Don't, Calliber Tron..."

"What are you gonna do about it?"

I said nothing, and looked out the window at the Earth scenery we were passing. I did not know why Calliber Tron was being hostile to me. As far as I was aware I had not done anything to warrant this behaviour. Perhaps I had done something that had offended him - which I knew nothing of. I did not think so. I know of all my actions and since our last small skirmish two point five months ago, no friction had passed between us. It was simple. He just didn't care about me. If I fell out of the car and was crushed by its wheels, Calliber Tron wouldn't care. I felt upset, but what could I do? I looked at the floor of the car, then out the window again, hoping the Decepticons would not attack us, as we were in a word, defenceless. I am sure Cal would disagree, arguing that he would fight the Decepticons to the end, but having no armaments, I calculate our chance of victory at four point eight percent. Given Calliber Tron's current state of mind, I felt I'd best keep that data to myself. I started to feel hungry and opened the storage compartment of the car, revealing two medium-sized energon cubes.

"Hurry up with the energon, will ya," Calliber Tron demanded. "I'm starvin'! Don't just sit there gawkin' at it."

I gave one of the cubes to him. He snatched it from me and I watched him hurriedly drink it. That cube meant more to him than I did. If I was an energon cube, Calliber Tron would have used me without thinking twice - and without caring at all. I had lost my appetite. Who could think of eating when one of your closest friends despised you for no reason. I slowly drank my cube for lack of anything else creative to do.

 

"I wish this effin' thing would hurry up...." Calliber Tron complained, hitting the car.

"The car is damaged. We cannot increase speed. We will run out of-"

"Who asked you!?"

I felt hurt and quite worthless. As if Calliber Tron wanted me to get out of the car and walk. I wonder why he didn't just push me out and be done with it, not that I wanted him to of course.

We both began to feel tired. The emergency energon we had eaten was beginning to run out. I laid back against the window. The car gave a jolt as it ran over a large rock. I was thrown over Calliber Tron's lap.

"Get off!" he yelled, hitting me.

"I apologize..."

"Shut up..."

I predicted he was going to say that. If Mindwave was in the car with him, Calliber Tron would be kind to him. I am not jealous of Mindwave in any way, but I wish Cal would not treat me like scrap metal. That's all I was to him - if even that. I suddenly thought that he may be upset about something, other than my being. He was never one to be sentimental. Perhaps I could help him.

"Calliber Tron, what is the problem?" I asked, hoping I wouldn't get a smack in the audio. "Do you need-"

Cal's head snapped around. "Shut up, Monitor! No. There is nothing the matter with me. I do not want your help and my problem is you!"

"But Cal-"

"Shut your effing trap before I rip your bloody vocal components out!!"

I silenced instantly, shocked by what Calliber Tron had just said, but somehow I found the courage to say something more.

"Cal, I don't understand why-"

"DID YOU HEAR WHAT I JUST SAID??!!"

He grabbed my throat and harshly let me go. I leant my head against the window. Cal roughly pushed my head against it, cracking the Cyber-glass. I jerked it free and rubbed my sore head, hoping that Cal would not inflict more pain upon my person. I wanted to cry - not so much from the pain, but because I did not know what I had done to deserve it. I controlled my tears, as Calliber Tron would look upon it as weakness and tease me about it and I did not want that.

 

We finally, thankfully reached Autobot headquarters.

"At last ..." growled Calliber Tron, climbing out of the car. "I don't know how much longer I could stand it cooped up in this stupid thing with you, Monitor." Cal kicked the car and slammed the door.

I felt quite hurt, but even so, I could not bring myself to hurt Calliber Tron back. Needless to say he was stronger than me and my retaliation would only serve to further his anger. Sadly, I climbed out of the car, and could feel Calliber Tron's eyes glaring at me. I wished I could disappear, like Mirage. And I did not know how much longer I could have stood Calliber Tron's uncalled for brutality.

We walked inside Autobot headquarters. Cal strode in, away from me, no doubt.

 

"Hey, Monitor, what's the matter?" asked Ratchet, coming to me. "You look upset."

"There is nothing wrong, Ratchet," I lied. "The trip was... long and I'm grateful to be back home."

"It's great to have you and Cal back. We thought you might not've made it. Can't say much for the car, though. It's pretty much scrap."

"I know the feeling."

I felt I could not tell Ratchet about Calliber Tron's unmeritorious behaviour. I walked to my quarters. Perhaps I should commit suicide and see what Cal would do. There'll be no point in that - he'd do nothing at all. Laugh, perhaps. Why does he despise me? ...

 

I entered my quarters, locked the door, lay on my resting ledge and cried. Perhaps this is what Cal meant by 'feeling like shit.'

 

I decided to write a short story on my 'adventure' if you could call it that, perhaps to come to terms with my feelings. I recall the events exactly. I printed out the first draft and in my current state of mind, lost it. Darn. Oh well, it does not matter. I have it saved in my memory.

 

A few days later, Calliber Tron came to me.

"Hey, Mono, I wanna talk to you."

Part of my was thrilled, the other upset, angry and uneasy.

"What?" I asked, trying to keep the uncertainty out of my voice.

"Well...." he began. "Weeeeeell .... I found the thing that you wrote about us in the car."

Oh no .... "And..." I managed to choke out.

"Listen, Mono... I'm not a very emotional, sentimental guy, y'know ..."

"So I've noticed."

"Hey, I don't hate you, okay."

"It seemed like it. You-"

"I'm sorry. I was in a major league bad mood, that's all. Everything went wrong that day and then the 'Cons have to attack and shoot my leg... And Sputty was hurt."

"Well you did not have to take it all out on me. It really hurt, Cal in more ways than one."

"I realise now, Mono and I'm sorry."

I nodded slowly.

"And," Calliber Tron said, "some things you wrote in that story hurt me, Monitor."

I looked at him, puzzled and concerned.

Cal looked at me. "A] I would never use another Transformer as energon - not even a Decepticon. B] If you had fallen out of the car and been crushed underneath, I would have done everything I could to save you and C] If you had committed suicide, I would have felt terrible, and that's a promise. Okay?"

"I'm sorry, Calliber Tron," I said, apologetically. "Deep down, I knew you wouldn't, I guess, but by the way you were treating me it sure felt as if you didn't care at all. I may not seem to be very emotional myself, Cal, but I do have feelings."

"I know. I'm sorry, Monitor. Just remember - I've never hated you and never will. When I'm in a shitty mood, it's best to keep out of my way. I don't mean to hurt others, but sometimes I do without realising."

"I have done the same," I confessed. "I forgive you, Calliber Tron."

He smiled and patted my shoulder. "And. Mono, don't always be so darn pessimistic!"

I smiled. "Can't help it sometimes, but thanks, Cal."

He smiled too. "And Mono, you can try me next time we're stranded."

"I'll keep that in mind."

Calliber Tron left to join the others.

I felt like some quiet time, so retreated back into my quarters, feeling glad that Cal and I had settled this.

 

I had learnt that when friends were angry, with you, it would not last. Friendship is more powerful than hatred, anger or weapons of any type.

Friends mean everything to me.

 

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